#oldsuperstition

[oldsuperstition]

leaving a place is heartbreaking, i’ll miss the life I had here, my friends, the city, but I don’t belong here anymore

[oldsuperstition]

got trapped in an elevador last night, abd threw up in there, and i just know this will be an event that my friends will bring up everytime we hang out

[oldsuperstition]

do you ever have that moment with someone, when you are saying goodbye with no idea when you’re seeing each other because one is moving away and you just keep looking at each other and dragging the goodbye so it will last a little bit longer?

[oldsuperstition]

so im actually moving back home in a little over a month and it just feels so good

[oldsuperstition]

I’ve been living in France for over a year now, and something in me clicked this month and im like “you know what? im going home, im moving back” and not in a desperate way, I’ve never felt more peaceful with the idea of moving back, but I feel like I made such a big fuss about immigrating that im a little scared to go back and how people will react

[oldsuperstition]

having a friend that is a psychologist is all fun and games until they comment, sort of joking sort of not, that they are shocked that you are not medicated, then you learn that you meet EVERY criteria for anxiety disorder, and apparently I have been raw dogging a disorder for over a decade because im not been clear with my therapist of how much this is a issue because i thought everybody was like this i was just dramatic

[oldsuperstition]

the only way to avoid sunday scaries is by working on the weekends and having a weird schedule, where sunday is on a wednesday, then they feel lass scary idk why but it works

[oldsuperstition]

thank god for my cozy apartment