#oli !!!!!

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wolfstar for ship bingo?

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mutual tag list !!

this is not a limited list just send me a ask n im happy to add you i was just lazy when i made this lol

#addy !!!!! ( @lost-in-reveriie )

#alexander finnegan !!!!! ( @thepaladinstrait )

#andromeda !!!!! (@i-am-an-arson-enthusiast )

#ash !!!!! ( @bassguitarinablackt-shirt )

#blue !!!!! ( @qwerty-keysmash )

#cat !!!!! ( @catinasink )

#ceri !!!!! ( @sweetnnaivete )

#dandy !!!!! ( @dandelions-fly-in-summer-skies )

#els !!!!! ( @loveyou-imsorry )

#em&m !!!!! ( @flowers-for-em )

#issy !!!!! ( @sapphic-lottienat )

#jae !!!!! ( @floatinglanterns16 )

#juno !!!!! ( @glcive )

#kat !!!!! ( @daydream-of-a-wallflower )

#lou of my life !!!!! ( @a-beautiful-fool )

#luc !!!!! ( @svnflowermoon )

#luke !!!!! ( @the-stars-were-his )

#may !!!!! ( @maybxlle )

#oli !!!!! ( @albi-bumblebee )

#rory !!!!! (@lostbuoyinblue )

#vix !!!!! ( @sleepy-vix )

#vick !!!!! ( @cuyberpunk )

#z !!!!! ( @closetoyou-pdf )

#zelia !!!!! ( @pinkwinesupernovas )

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when does sirius figure that he’s aroace(/that he doesn’t feel the same about romance and sex as his friends)

psa this is talking about canon sirius

firstly, i feel like sirius has always had a skewed point of view on love because of what was displayed by his parents in his childhood. he believes love is conditional and that you can earn it, in fact, he believes you have to earn it. (this is part of why his relationship with regulus isn't as close as the fandom perceives, he doesn't think regulus has earnt his love or vice versa.) in first year that belief starts to be deconstructed by james loving him unconditionally and what he learns about james' parents.

in third year is when sirius first thinks something is wrong with him. james is obsessed with lily and he just doesn't understand why. peter was asked out by a hufflepuff and they go on a date and sirius doesn't understand why pete would say yes to someone he doesn't know well. he still struggles to believe that you don't have to work for love and he also fails to understand the concept of attraction.

in fourth year both sirius and remus can't sleep and sirius starts going on a rant about how he doesn't understand how james and pete want to go out with girls and not spend time with remus and himself anymore. so remus asks him if he's gay and he says yes. that must be it. and pleads remus not to tell anyone.

fifth year has girls asking sirius out left and right but he says no to all of them. in the first half of the year, the day after a full moon he and remus are talking after he had brought some chocolate to him and remus finally confesses his crush on sirius. sirius doesn't understand why you would like someone like that but is too afraid to hurt remus' feelings and split the group apart so he fakes attraction back. the prank happens at the end of fifth year and that's how remus and sirius break up. their relationship was messy enough, trying to hide it and sirius trying to give remus the romantic and sexual love he wants. sirius and the rest of the marauders stop talking and he leaves for the summer break ostracised.

james and lily start dating at the start of sixth year and james can't stop talking about how wonderful lily is and all the dates they go on and sirius catches james and lily having sex in their dorm too many times. peter is dating sybill trelawney and sirius is over it, he just wants the marauders to go back to the way they were in the earlier years. he's still awkward around remus and their relationship never truly fixes itself. at the end of the sixth year he goes home to find regulus getting his dark mark and is completely over his family and everything that's gone on with the marauders and relationships during the years. he packs a trunk and heads to the potters and breaks down in effie's arms saying that he doesn't understand love.

i genuinely think sirius could live his whole life without knowing what aromanticism and asexuality is but i'll give this a happy enough ending anyway.

throughout seventh year the marauders, lily, mary and marlene get closer because of their ongoing fears about the war. marlene had always been a close friend of sirius, even staying by him during the aftermath of the prank, and their friendship had always been queer, even including marlene letting him know she was a lesbian in fourth year. he lets marlene know how he's felt over the years and how he just doesn't understand how broken he could be. in return, she lets him know she had a muggle friend who feels similarly and they go by the labels aromantic and asexual. he finally feels a sense of clarity within himself and his lack of attraction and takes on his labels, but because of the upcoming war he never gets a chance to tell the marauders.

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kiss marry kill

mcgonagall narcissa sprout

marry mcgonagall, kiss narcissa, kill sprout

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pipabeth for ship bingo?

here !!

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for which fandom?

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omg favorite hermit !!! i am a grian main

i am also a grian main, as well as gem, pearl and joel

i also watch x, scar, cleo, doc, iskall, etho, false and mumbo to varying amounts

as for non hermits i also watch jimmy, shubble, lizzie and scott

also i even watch other hermits n stuff when im bored

i am very autistic abt mcyt lol