"I am sorry, love," Aaravos apologised to me, pulling me into his arms almost desperately.
"You have no need to apologise, dearest," I coo, rubbing his back gently, "I am only regretful that you will leave your true home so soon after our escape."
"Xadia is still out for my blood," Aaravos sighed with a grief I cursed myself for being unable to heal, "But political strife ebbs and flows like the tides. Soon enough, in a few years, I will be able to return. They will have stopped looking for me, and I will be free to stay with you."
I take his hand and kiss it worshipfully, the starlit scent of his skin tickling my nose. His palm shifts to cup my cheek and he graces my lips with a loving kiss, arm curled almost possessively around my waist. It feels like someone has set off a chain of firecrackers all throughout my body, like every happiness in the world has seeped into my blood.
We pull away so reluctantly, with excruciating hesitation. He rummages through his pocket for a midnight blue ribbon, embroidered with a delicate pattern of stars. His hands tie it in my hair, the silver thread shining against my umber curls, the tapered ends falling over my tanned collarbone and hanging in front.
"This will help me find you, no matter where you go," Aaravos promises, "Hopefully, it may serve as a small comfort to you when I am gone."
I bring the ends of ribbon to my lips and kiss it devotedly. His ears turn the slightest bit crimson at my gesture and I can't help but laugh at how a little mortal like me has made Elarion's Midnight Star blush like a maiden. I hope to make him blush all the more when he comes back.
We spend the afternoon sitting in each other's arms under the shade of a tree bantering back and forth about all sorts of things, from our plans for the future to memories of our past. Then, the sun sets and it is time for him to leave.
I force the memory to stop playing in my head, unwilling to be brought to tears by our final parting. My feet hum with a distant ache from walking as far away as possible from the escape point. Out of safety, I cannot frequent any of the places we had stayed in post-escape, even towns we spent barely a night in.
I have walked for days now, subsisting on whatever edible grasses and berries I could find in the forest. I have not seen anyone except the birds and stray deer for so long.
Suddenly, I come across a river and something that looks a bit like houses in the distance. It's secluded, perhaps I can seek work there undetected.
I kneel by the banks of the river and wash the grime from my face. A haze of dizziness comes over me, perhaps from the sudden cold sensation of water against my heat stroked skin, or general fatigue. I feel my body lean over to the side, eyes fluttering shut. Just before consciousness flies from my mind, I catch an indistinguishable figure rising from the water.
I am far too exhausted and pained by the absence of the Startouched half of my heart to even worry for my safety.