Hey friend, I know it isn't my business but I read your tags about your Dillon looking coworker crush. I think you should def try to pursue him cause even though I don't know you, him, or the status of how much you talk but you never know- wouldn't want to miss out on something if it turns out to be great, right? I'm sorry if this came off preachy. Shit fuck you can ignore this too. Have a great day tho!
I’ve actually tried and I noticed I’m always the first one to start the conversation (we don’t really talk much), and I doubt he has any feelings for me, because I’ve heard him mentioning a girlfriend in a convo with our other coworker so there’s definitely no chance for me.
And my god I can’t believe I actually had the courage to tell him that he reminds me of Dillon… (I did that 2 weeks ago). I even showed him Dillon’s teenage photo and he was a little surprised but it made him smile even though he didn’t really think they look alike, except for the hair. And then he googled Dillon and he watched music video for Need You and it made him laugh out loud, and I told him the idgafos written on my hat is also Dillon’s song so he googled it and watched a few seconds of the music vid and that one made him smile too..
I’ve come to terms with the fact that I’m not attractive or beautiful enough for him or anyone else to fall in love with me so I’ll just wait until that miracle finally happens, I guess.. Literally any guy that I liked barely talked to me, and always chose to talk to every other girl except for me. I don’t know why I’m so fucked up, but hopefully one day true love will find me.
Btw, I’m so sorry for my late response, I really wanted to answer it earlier, I just completely forgot about it because of work :(
