#onlyonsra

[onlyonsra]

“You made a liar out of me”

[onlyonsra]

2024/10/17

“I love you”

I don’t like to say. It feels uncomfortable when I say it like the words don’t fit in my mouth and they were never meant to.

[onlyonsra]

Archive of my mind

Thoughts of you no longer envoke

No more tears to cry while I lay woke

I miss your mere back that I’d stand on to be taller

It’s odd that I chose you when your list of prospects was when compared to the next much smaller

I thank you for your original dissertation

However my reply did not get past your defence registration

My comprehension is you’ve yet to heal from your last affliction that originated from your actions

Yet, I relent, as i am still injured myself but my cognizance allow my attempts of improvement some traction

First time failed

Second time, same result; we bailed

I believe there’s a say about fouls for this type of thing

But thanks for teaching me poetry and making me a paper ring

If I had to say I gained more than those valuables I’ll say I found out what to avoid.

Listen to his actions the first time because the promise to better next time will void

I hope you enjoy using me as a learning curve to another class you refuse to attend

But this is all I have to say or write to you due to the face that I don’t enjoy shoving salt into a wound I’m trying to tend

from now till evermore I recall my energy, my mind, my thoughts and my attention

But in next April and your name gets mentioned

I might ask once my clarity is unclear

Same time next year?

[onlyonsra]

2024/10/16

“Is it really that horrible to have your heart broken when you get to love someone?”

-onsra

[onlyonsra]

2024/10/17

My poetic mind

“Maybe it’s just me and my poetic mind but for the chance to love someone even for a second I’d bleed myself dry a hundred times over again. And before the coppery taste can fill my mouth I’d let myself remember the sweet overwhelming taste of romance that fed my soul.”

-onsra

[onlyonsra]

2024/10/14

“I like it when I plague your mind and I like it when you hate it”

-onsra

[onlyonsra]

2024/10/9

Do you want a small bowl of pomegranates?

Or do you want a small amount of pomegranates in a bowl?

Because a small bowl of pomegranates is still and entire pomegranate.

[onlyonsra]

2024/10/17

Your name is poetry to me.