#ontoyou

[tibby]

💌

EMI MY SWEETNESS...it's crazy 2 think that i've known you for like a decade now like you truly are such an important part of my life. and because i've known you for so long i can safely say that you are one of the kindest souls i have ever met, you really do have a heart of gold and i think it's remarkable that you've kept that, even after everything. to know you is to love you and so i love you very very much.

[tibby]

a nightmare on elm street, the blair witch project + alien 💓

a nightmare on elm street: top 5 fav songs rn?

i and love and you - the avett brothers

thot shit - megan thee stallion

tonight again - guy sebastian

shoot and run - maude latour

it was always you helen - philip glass

the blair witch project: what’s ur biggest pet peeve?

people who think horror and comedy are inherently inferior genres to dramas

alien: what character do u relate to a lot?

[tibby]

🌞

my daughter...i can’t believe i’ve known you since you were 14 and i’ve been lucky to watch you grow into an incredible young woman over the years. i know from first hand experience that you’re amazingly talented and funny and getting to create little worlds with you is always an amazing experience. you’re capable of so much and i am excited to see what you do next.

(mutuals send a 🌞 and i’ll write a little message about you)

[itbarbie-blog1]

“You’re not in bed. I came looking for you.” / from joe ( oh you know it )

𝐀 𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐒𝐄, 𝐊𝐄𝐄𝐏 𝐖𝐀𝐋𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆, 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐑 !      (   but why shouldn’t you ?  )   you didn’t do anything wrong     ❛       Joe, Hey !     —-      ❜      don’t make it sound apologetic ?   what are you doing ?     ❛       i’m sorry i know,   i just  …  had an emergency      ❜      an emergency going by the name Blair Waldorf of course. 

            ❛       she practically threatened me,  okay ?       (  a burst of laughter escapes then,   shortlived,  but audible  )     B,    had this colossal fight with Chuck and     …    she didn’t really want to be alone       ❜      of course now she’s making excuses,    customary procedure when it comes to her best friend,      her family as more than once the socialité had verbally stated in the past.      ❛       but i’m okay,   Joe.   I guess i too needed to go out ?      —–      my mom can’t find out tho    ❜    

✳  .•°*  SOFT SENTENCE STARTERS ┆  “ accepting

[lamourencage]

‘ it’s not true … it’s not true . he takes the truth but he twists it and changes it to fit his own story . ’ / peach

𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐄  𝐓𝐀𝐊𝐄𝐒  𝐀  𝐌𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓  𝐎𝐅  𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐓𝐎  𝐌𝐔𝐋𝐋  𝐈𝐓  𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑 .   peach  wasn’t  wrong .   she  hardly  ever  was .   especially  when  it  came  to  the  likes  of  benjamin  j.  ashby  iii .   there  was  hardly  any  truth  when  it  came  to  that  man ,   yet  beck  was  hooked  for  no  good  reason .   he  was  a  druggie   ;   one  that  treated  her  like  shit ,   broke  her  heart ,   &   couldn’t  even  make  her  cum .   now  he  was  feeding  lies  into  her  via  text  message   &   email   &   drug  induced  tweets .   it  all  took  beck’s  heartbreak  to  a  new  extreme .   wanting  benji  was  her  own  damn  conflict ,   loving  him  was  just  trouble .   ‘   fine ,   you’re  right .   i  know  you’re  right .   we’re  done  with  benji .   ’   the  words  sound  strained ,   as  if  she’s  forcing  herself  to  say  it .   fake  it  till  you  make  it  was  the  only  mentality  she  could  apply  to  the  current  situation .   new  mentality  or  not ,   there’s  still  a  prominent  frown  intact  on  plump  lips  as  she  tucks  a  strand  of  loose  hair  behind  her  hair ,   trying  to  figure  out  what’s  next .   ‘   who  knows ,   maybe  it’s  time  to  dust  off  the  old  tinder  profile   &   give  it  another  go .   ’   that  or  write .   she  knows  it’s  time  to  write   &   has  a  not - so - wild  hunch  that  peach  was  about  to  tell  her  the  same .   maybe  she  could  write  about  benji   &   be  done  with  it ,   all  while  flinging  herself  into  a  few  strange  beds . 

(    *    & .    ---    @ontoyou    ↷    grey’s  anatomy  starters    ↷    accepting !

[blaeptein]

@ontoyou  !    ♦ ◊ ♦    with JOE / SUITE.

                                love  is  a  rope  around  the  neck     ____     mother  always  said  so.     there  are  the  DREAMERS  &  THE ROMANTICS     (     ALL  FOOLS  !!     ),     who  get  hanged.     and  there  are  the  ones  who  knew  better,  refusing  to  hand  their  heart  to  a  stranger.        ABSITINENCE,  it  seems,  has  always  been  her  mother's  motto,  as  if  the  ones  not  doing  anything  were  better  than  those  who  dared.     they  weren’t,  or  shouldn't  be     ____     but  fuck.     ISN’T  IT  TORTURE,  really  ?     lisa  tried.     joe  was  nice  enough.     and  he  didn't  care  about  the  baby  thing,  which  was  certainly  a  good  thing  since  this  future  kid  was  already  an  important  part  of  her.     besides,  he  was  sweet,  and  kind,  and  affectionate.     he  knew  just  what  to  say  to  keep  her  CALM     &     CONFIDENT.     he  was  a  dream  in  the  middle  of  pure,  unadulterated  chaos.     with  him,  she  had  taken  a  leap  of  faith  ;  she  had  trusted  the  man,  convinced  he  would  not  be  another  asshole  on  a  very,  very  long  list.

                                but  it  is  beck  that  she  encounters  that  morning.  beck,  pretty  blonde  with  too  much  going  on  for  her,  telling  her  that  the  perfect  boyfriend  is  not  faithful.     was  he  even  her  boyfriend  ?     she  thought  she  had  been  pretty  clear  about  that,  after  all     ____     no  more  adventures,  considering  the  reckless  behaviour     &     her  love  for  dangerous  things  had  lead  her  directly  into  a  pregnancy  that  had  forced  her  to  leave  behind  EVERYTHING  SHE  KNEW  AND  LOVED.     but  maybe  she  hadn't  ;     maybe  he  had  thought  he  could  have  it  all.     maybe  he  had  thought  she  was  stupid     &     naive.     maybe  she  was.     maybe  there  had  been  a  BIG,  FAT  RED  FLAG  that  she  had  missed,  too  hypnotized  by  the  smiles     &     the  attention.

                                and  now  he  looks     ____     god,  he  looks  as  if  he  had  been  slapped  in  the  face.     she  immediately  wants  to  apologize  ;     they  do  not  need  to  be  both  hurt,  and  she  was  handling  the  BROKEN  HEART  thing  pretty  fine  on  her  own.     but  she  doesn't  mutter  the  i'm  sorry  that  is  resting  on  the  corner  of  her  lips.     instead,  lips  thin  in  a  straight  line,  to  keep  them  from  spilling  out  any  unwanted  sobbing.   ❛     oh,  we  were.     I  was,  at  least.     what  about  YOU,  joe  ?     was  it  everything  you  ever  wished  for  ?      ❜     voice  calm  as  the  sea,  but  eyes  do  not  hide  very  well  the  undercurrent  ;  waves  CRASHING  against  green  hues  as  she  openly  stares.  

[blaeptein]

@ontoyou​  !    ♦ ◊ ♦    with JOE / SUITE.

                                                                  she  says  unfucked  like  it's  a  challenge.       ____     &&     in  her  mouth,  it  MUST  BE.     she  is  nothing  but  this  want,  the  dirty,  blasphemeous  DESIRE  to  tear  everything  down  in  hope  to  reach  her  goal ;     and  beck.  beck  is  definitely  the  kind  of  challenge  that  makes  everything  more  fun.     this  guy     ____     joe,  right  ?     he's  the  knight  in shining  armour     &     god,  you  can't  be  more  shady  than  that,  with  his  all  too  knowing  eyes,  and  his  smile,  because  it’s  NOT  a  fairy  tale.     don't  you  see,  beck,  how  goddamn  weird  this  guy  is  ?     ____     a  good  boy  would  certainly  not  stand  there,  listening  to  méabh's  opinion  on  how  UNFUCKED     &     UNLOVED  you  are.     a  GOOD  BOY  would  be  outraged  to  hear  that  benji  is  doing  a  shitty  job  at  satisfying  you.     but  him  ?     oh,  bookstore  man  wants  to  know  more.

                                                                  and  méabh  is  nothing  but  a  people - pleaser.      ❛     i  always  tell  the  truth,  dear.     and  beck  ?     could  definitely  do  with  a  good  fuck.      ❜      eyeing  him  from  head  to  toe,  grinning  like  a  goddamn  MANIAC  because  there  is  nothing  more  threatening  than  the  baring  of  teeth.     it's  a  little  bit  archaic,  sure,  but  it  always  does  the  trick.       ❛       you  ever  think  about  doing  the  fucking,  uh,  bookstore  man  ?      ❜       and  now  the  game  is  on.  

[dalphahale]

@ontoyou

Derek didn’t know why he let Cora set up a tinder for him. He hated it. He also hated using phones so he wasn’t even really sure how he was supposed to use the app. He literally swiped right on every single girl that popped up on there because he thought that was how it worked. You swipe right, they started the conversation. It didn’t end up working well for him though because apparently all the women felt they would swipe right on him too, making it a bunch of conversations he couldn’t keep up with. Beck stood out because she was witty right off the bat and she took the initiative to say they should get a drink.

Now he was sitting at a table, beer already in hand when she appeared. He noted that online pictures didn’t do much justice because she was actually very cute. “Hi,” he said standing immediately. His mother had taught him to do that. “Beck, right? I’m Derek.” He gestured for her to sit across from him. “Do you want something to drink? I can wave over a bartender.” The nerves were starting to eat away his stomach. “Or I can go get you something. Whichever you prefer.”