i'm going to officially have this blog on a partial/semi hiatus. i've kind of been on one already, but haven't actually said as much... the reasoning for this is i've continued to titrate onto a new med, and this latest bump is really impacting my mood (i have been struggling HEAVILY in the evenings w everything let alone my rpc stuff). and then this past week i started my temp job + schoolwork ... so i have a lot on my plate to do in the first place let alone this shitty mood. so my activity will be limited. if i am on, i'm likely going to cherry-pick easier threads or just chase whatever spur-of-the-moment muse i get! i hope you guys can understand!
i am always available on dick sword to plot or do lil shit! lmk if u would like mine! im going to say mutuals only (obvi), & servers are exclusive to established mutuals...
ik i still owe several starters, i will do those tomorrow night! (busy day tomorrow!) ... i prewrote a starter earlier that i'm going to post rq and then go to bed!
under the cut there are my 3 new muses (zara larss*n, ryan g*sling, & mike f*ist fcs).... if you would like a starter from one of them please either like this post or reply! i will make one when i get home from errands!
MY (pronounced mue like rue) SAGA WALLIN, goes by saga primarily, (zara larsson fc):
immigrated to the us when she was 10 months old with her mother to live with her step-father (is step 2nd cousins with my muse sinclair), settled in rural oklahoma
knows her birth father very minimally. has spent two summers with him in sweden. 1x @ age 7 and 1x @ age 12
has a thick twang, cj is too lazy to accurately type this, but pls know it is there.
was big on musical.ly & triller when she was a teenager circa 2014-2018 (pls do NOT talk to her abt this, she will actually retreat into a shame filled fetal position)
went viral at 20 (linked to end of use of musical.ly & triller) when she auctioned her virginity for ~5.4 million dollars through an escort website to a wealthy business man (still in touch with said man, they typically see eachother when he is in the U.S., transactional & dubious mentorship relationship)
of / av star ... strictly face less content (think cropped, face down, audio, etc), rarely does collaborations (ndas if she does), does primarily more kink/custom videos. joi & audio based roleplay are her biggest sellers.
spn verse: after selling her virginity, was turned by the wealthy business man. loosely following dnd source material re: vampire spawns, drinking from their source/creator/master vampire to become a fully fledged vampire... kind of in this sense of following lore (sans the "completely under the master's control" portion)... saga still makes av / of content, but definitely orients towards monsterfuckers more... if the shoe fits...
"if a victim isn't allowed to drink the blood of its master, it becomes a spawn completely under the master's control. I assume that vampires perhaps cannot make blood like a living body can, and this is why they need to feed. When they feed on living blood, they become briefly "revivified", enough to regain some semblance of a living body, which fades if they do not continue feeding. An alpha vampire would be feeding all the time, being fully free-willed, and would have the highest reserve of blood within its body. The sacrament of giving blood is a big sacrifice for the alpha -- who probably needs to feed again immediately afterwards to regain vitality -- and is not to be taken lightly or given to undeserving creatures. An alpha will probably only rarely turn a spawn into a full-fledged vampire." (src)
KIERAN RHYS DAVIES (ryan gosling fc): nb amab, he/they, bisexual, dom vers, 42-48, personal concierge for luxury credit card holders, see here
PATRICK "ricky" (mike faist fc): cis man, bisexual, 32-37, switch/vers (see linked post), twunk, english-born & raised in vermont, currently living in london most times unless he's convinced by his best friend (from his berklee days) convinces him to do another play in nyc, west end/broadway performer, adjunct theatre professor, 2x olympic soccer player (when he was around 17-19 y/o), see here (also pls know i didn’t know mike faist did theater until AFTER i picked him as ricky’s fc)
ok two bare bones muse ideas under the cut i'd be more then into throwing around w people ... n then also my isa briones femc*l muse from my side blog.... let me play w all of them <3
tell me this isn't an awkward fumbling YEARNER... who is absolutely touch starved n pathetic... #but also give them ONE ounce of attention and that date u only said yes to out of sympathy#ends w them fcking u against it in lieu of a kiss goodnight <3
#sorry but this man SCREAMS#“i need railed”#but like#masc brat#someone w a dombreaking k!nk ruin his day fr#his twink to twunk phase was FIERCE