Jun 27
never being anyone’s first choice is somehow more devastating every time lol shouldn’t I be used to this?
#truly what an awful feeling to experience again and again#like I wasn’t even my mothers first choice LMFAO#and what really sucks is telling people this#and they reassure you that this will be different#and it NEVER is hahahaha#truly over questioning my self worth#what’s even the point of trying anymore#why do I always give more?#I’m a devoted ass bitch 😭#and I don’t want to not be#but like it kinda feels like that’s the only option?#doctor she’s spiraling again#well anyway.#…how about those Knicks?#accidentally trauma dumping on the tl again#ooppsss#text post
