Psilocybe || OPEN RP || TW: Drug Use
The bottom drawer of Lecter's desk remained, on nearly all occasions, locked, never to be opened - he kept the key on a keyring, the keyring kept on his person. The small silver key was the only one that opened that lock, and he was eternally careful that it not fall into the hands of anyone aside from his self.
There were only two times when that drawer was opened.
The first was when the small, unlabeled glass bottle needed to be refilled or the package of individual, sterile syringes ran out and called for replacing.
The second was when those two objects were put to use. They were only some of several things kept in there; two vinyl records, one of Lithuanian children's songs and one of Glenn Could's 1981 performance of Bach's Goldberg Variations, sat at the bottom, a worn French newspaper from 1983 atop them. Several unfinished drawings above those. An aging photograph of himself, barely seventeen, dressed in his best suit from the time with Lady Murasaki looking ethereal by his side.
Then the bottle, half full of the reddish brown liquid that was extracted psilocybin, corked shut. Disposable syringes, eleven left of a package of twenty.
A retreat into memories hidden in that locked drawer.
He'd selected Goldberg Variations this time, setting the needle on the record and letting it begin to play as he uncorked the bottle, filling the syringe with his preferred dosage.
Lecter spared the photograph a fleeting glance as he returned the bottle to the drawer, letting his fingers brush over the woman's face. The drawer slid shut, the lock clicked, and he moved to the couch; it was always better to lie down as he did this, he found.
He gave a soft sigh as the syringe slipped into its intended place, the tiny surge of pain as it pierced his arm nothing to him anymore. It was familiar now. The comfort of an old friend.
It was just as he pressed down the plunger that the door - unlocked, unlocked, he'd forgotten to lock it - opened. Eyes flicked to the open door, taking in the face of who stood there.
Well, this was problematic.