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January 15, 2020
I both hate and love reading in the car. It's a calming and a nice way to get distracted yet I always feel like we always arrive to places faster than what I would like to :'(
Did not expect the book based in 14th century China to include a queer fisting scene but here we are
"I'm not addicted to reading, I can quit as soon as I finish one more chapter."
Lost control gambling chasing the dragon on a major loss
Then gave in to pleasure and paying the pain of muscle spasms now
I'm tired of the cycles.
I'm tired of understanding how the brain works and how instinct can just kick in.
I'm aware of the impulse, I need to cut it off.
I want to be in control, not my instinct.
I am going to track when I lose control
Like an opened book