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I realized burning all of my old underwear symbolically would be some kind of biohazard with the elastic and all, but I claimed the right to throw on my worst pair. I call the ensuing photo “Goodbye Little Sebuttsian”.
I give all right to the public domain for people to use this to troll annoying fucks asking for hot lingerie pics, although this is probably someone’s fetish so be aware you’re rolling the dice
I was tired last night and need to clarify some points about the ventpost I made:
--If you assumed I was getting a hysterectomy because I was trans, that’s not any kind of failing, it’s just logic. There’s a hell of an Occam’s Razor there. The main point of making the post was because my story has become so internalized as opposed to the other stories people are building for themselves with best guesses and logic that I realized not only must other people be confused, I was confused, and I felt the need to talk it out. I am extremely sorry if I came off as at all judgey about it, that was not my intention at all.
--I also didn’t want to downplay hysterectomies gotten for gender reasons at all, and I’m afraid I might have done that, I’m not sure. To underline, getting a procedure for “medical” reasons and getting procedures for gender are completely, totally, equally valid and important.
I’m doing a hell of a lot better after finally getting some rest without nightmares, and I’m going to take it easy today. I love you all <3
Operation Eggpop: Divergent roads to common destinations
So I wanted to talk a little about the operation, and more specifically while I had it, because I only realized in the months between posting that I was getting and the surgery that people apparently don’t know why I was getting it. Or rather, they assumed why, and it was a fair assumption to make, but it wasn’t the right one: I didn’t get a hysterectomy because I’m trans. I got a hysterectomy because of severe medical problems entirely unrelated to gender. Both of these are completely valid reasons to have one, but it’s kind of a weird, uncomfortable situation to be in, and I guess I just wanted the whole thing down in one place.
I feel like I need to be 10000% positive about this operation because I feel guilty that I got it when other people who also need it can't so I cut out several weeks of morbid terror and was going to continue ignoring continued fear and post-surgery depression and then had a moment of clarity about that being one of the huge problems in my life So yeah I'm out of it right now and going a little nuts waiting for a sign any of this was worth it, that's a thing that's happening and it's ok to say that Sorry if it's not
It was a good cartoon ok
Delcat: There is not a hotline to call to authorize having my headache shut off like a water line, and that's why I don't have the number. There is also no number to take care of the elephant because there isn't any elephant, that was a Sylvester and Porky cartoon.
I had a nightmare about being in a Fleischer brothers propaganda cartoon, complete with a poor attempt at coloration leaving everything washed out and lots of axes and knives that aren't at all comically huge when you're personally involved. Then it was a nightmare about someone who thought he was Santa kidnapping me into.his cult to hand-deliver presents in real time. My yelling that it wasn't even November was ignored. Now it's swarms of stitchworm enormous enough to chew through houses to infect people, which...you know, it's awful, but at least it also sounds awful in a relatable sense. I'll take it. Santa. Santa Claus stole my wallet. That BASTARD.
The card reads CONGRATULATIONS YOU'RE RETIRING (YOUR UTERUS) I have the best family, hands down @qglas @rubyredfeathers @smegolas