#recovery posts

[t-journal]

pictures of me that Have Energies

[[ 1 yr 3 mo on T ]]

[[3 months post op ]]

He/Him or They/Them only

[ortheaux]

“How can you let yourself be loved if you can’t be seen? Vulnerability is the path back to each other, but we’re so afraid to get on it.”

—Brené Brown, The Call To Courage 2019

[uhnoly]

This is the ending where you win and live happily ever after

[delcat177]

It was a good cartoon ok

Delcat: There is not a hotline to call to authorize having my headache shut off like a water line, and that's why I don't have the number. There is also no number to take care of the elephant because there isn't any elephant, that was a Sylvester and Porky cartoon.

[delcat177]

I had a nightmare about being in a Fleischer brothers propaganda cartoon, complete with a poor attempt at coloration leaving everything washed out and lots of axes and knives that aren't at all comically huge when you're personally involved. Then it was a nightmare about someone who thought he was Santa kidnapping me into.his cult to hand-deliver presents in real time. My yelling that it wasn't even November was ignored. Now it's swarms of stitchworm enormous enough to chew through houses to infect people, which...you know, it's awful, but at least it also sounds awful in a relatable sense. I'll take it. Santa. Santa Claus stole my wallet. That BASTARD.

[fawn-rot]

Making Steps

I went to the psychiatrist today. Even though I cried and puked and didn't want to go, I made myself. I drove myself. I'm determined to get better.