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im so tired (positive) (relieved)
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im so tired (positive) (relieved)
people really need to stop seeing incest as a kink and start seeing it as a kind of relationship.
hey if you have incest listed as a favorite "hard kink" or whatever in your bio, pinned, etc
FUCK OFF!!!
its literally fucking normal!!!! its a fucking normal thing fuck off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ninety percent of dad parenting is training yourself to use alternatives to MOTHERFUCKER when you get kicked in the nuts, bashed in the skull, headbutted in the teeth, etc
Ohh okay. I didn't realize it could get even worse but it did. I cant live here anymore. And the process of moving again is going to be miserable but it has to be done. And then ill have to go back to the US and live with my mom which will also be miserable. I kind of expected that to happen anyway but I didn't expect this current living environment and the other person im currently living with to suddenly become so incredibly unstable and unsafe to be with . Maybe i should have expected it. Well. Okay . Okaaayy.
can i be vulnerable for a moment. scroll if you don't wanna see it. but..i have baby pictures of myself and my relatives holding me. people filled with so much joy and love. and memories of those same people treating me so badly. or kicking back and watching it happen later on. it hurts my heart so much. what am i supposed to do with that? how does that stop hurting?
"i change my outward personality to match the other's expectations"
"yes well i know that. but you don't do that with me"
YES I DO???? ARE YOU STUPID???? ARE YOU LYING TO YOURSELF???? YOU ARE LYING TO YOURSELF. THIS IS UNTRUE. YOU ARE LYING TO YOURSELF. DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE SAYING. THE WHOLE POINT IS THAT I CHANGE OUTWARDLY. SO YOU DON'T NOTICE WHEN IT'S WITH YOU. YOU ARE LYING TO YOURSELF
thinkin about how 2024 was the Year of Betrayal and thinking about 2025 feels like watching a highly degraded VHS tape and I've spent over half of that time unemployed and deeeeeeply mentally ill with my connections fraying and fraying and fraying and falling through the cracks and idk