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[cchandni]

Imma start bullet journalling!

Imma start bullet journaling!! That’s basically it.. hahaha
anyway tomorrow is eid!! I’ll pray with my grandma in the morning and people will come overrrr and we’ll eat and eat and eat and eat it’ll be great

[cchandni]

Tomorrow is the last day of fasting!!!!! Is it bad to say that i'm kinda excited? It's no secret to anyone i know that fasting is not my favorite thing in the world.. I'll do the eid prayer on the mosque with my grandma because she has no one to go with... and then we'll have lontong and roti and all da other foOoooOd and i'll fiNALLY be able to have coffee. (For those who don't know, we're allowed to have coffee during ramadhan--but it usually gives me a bad headache the next day so i just stay away from it) I'll go to my mom's hometown a few days after eid which is pretty exciting!! It's by the beach so we'll have tons of seafood everyday and go to a different beach everyday as well. This post is so rambly, i'm sorry.. i'll get better

[cchandni]

Alright alright alright

I really have nothing to talk about because i my shit brain decided to be too lazy to think about anything today. So todayyy i’m just gonna review this date palm fruit i’ve been eating. Here’s my review: it’s really good and some of them taste like honey.

I really hate just sitting around the house doing nothing but maaaann i just don’t have the energy/motivation. I hope i can get better after i could drink coffee again. Eid is in 2 days anyway.

[cchandni]

getting my shit together

this is my last summer being a teen. I KNOW most people would stop consider themselves as teens as they turn 18, but when i turned 18 i felt like i was turning 15 so....anyway, i'm turning 20 this october. I feel like 20 is a very serious age, like i'm officially an adult. I feel like when i turn 20 it'll feel so stupid to whine, or tp skip class, or to do irresponsible stuff. I feel like when i turn 20 i have to have my shit together. SOOOO that is whyyyy i'm gonna work my ass off to at least do a few things to make my self feel better when i turn 20. Things like getting better at driving, having a killer body, know (and remember) how to bake cookies, ect. The full list will probably be posted when i have all my shit written down in my bullet journal (which hasn't come to the mail yet). I really want to start bullet journalling asap, i'm getting real tired of making excuses for myself just because "the bullet journal hasn't come in yet, your life is not yet organized" or because "it's ramadhan, i'm hungry, and the only thing i can do all day is binge watch friends." P.s. Drink water (if you wanna stay really hydrated) or some type of alcohol (if you wanna get drunk) every time i say the word "feel" in this blog.