#or fears

[wordsindisguise]

Trust

Everything feels like too big a commitment for me.

I need time.

I need moments and years to test waters and find each nook and cranny of us.

By the time I get there; the place I feel safe and the place I can trust - it's too late.

[atoujour-mahal-blog]

Day 3

Met with my therapist. We talked about how I’m insecure and anxiety can sometimes make that worse. Also, I have an all-or-nothing mindset where there’s two ends of a spectrum. She told me to figure out a third option. Also, my destiny is my own. There can be pressures from the people around me, but ultimately I decide. And my decision doesn’t even need to be concrete at this moment, but rather an appreciation of my life and how things are.

I forgot to add: just because I’m alone doesn’t mean I’m not loved. We all long for a sense of love and being loved. And the past is to stay in the past, we should just learn from them. But also, it’s okay to be sad and grief right now. I shouldn’t try and force myself to not think, it’ll make me think of it more. Breathing helps.

[anna-learns-to-love-herself]

Hiiiiiiii!

I am packing for the Fusion Festival, I will leave tomorrow morning and I will be gone for 5 days, I will go with my brother, his girlfriend and their friends and I am way to excited! AND I WANNA TALK TO YOU! Just come and say hi, tell me about your day or your weekend or your moms or boufriends if you want, or about a dream you had last night or something you achieved today <3

[alltimeeyebrows]

Again if someone of you has any problems and feels the need to talk, you can always talk to me. I will help you as best as i can and give you some advice. I just feel like alot of people  have problems and fears and don’t talk about it and that isn’t good for your mind & soul. So please know i am always here for you, if you need someone to talk to! :)

[softerslower]

I'm bored please help