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louis took the emotional and physical responsibility of auditioning for a talent show two times to become a solo artist

#that was his dream #since he was 17 #before he knew anyone in the band #just saying #he did music before the xfactor #he wasn't randomly put in that band #and not only that but #he went there as a solo artist #although he was in his own band at the time #louis is not scared #or irresponsible #or lazy #he's worth it #xf

#personal #i feel hmm whats the word.. bad #i feel bad abt myself and my future and what im doing #and i want to change myself #and i dont think i make sense to anyone #no matter what i say or do its not right #am i really that dumb #or irresponsible #my existence is a mess

ok yea i hope you feel bad. It made me feel bad and you made me feel bad for feeling bad about feeling bad. So feel bad and rot you disgusting little maggot filled jizz sock

#i just want to like the things I like #without feeling guilty #or irresponsible #or dirty

#oh lord i jusr got home #im squinting bc all the lights are too bright #SIGHHH #nobody better call me lazy #or irresponsible #like srsly #i do a fucking good job doing what im doing #mama? mama. i'm so tired #i'm so tired...#dear diary...

I want to eat food out of take-out boxes and walk an hour to get home.

I want to buy a 10$ pack of cigarettes over food and then complain about being hungry.

I want to wear headphones and walk to work, walk to a friends house, walk to school in a snowstorm while carrying a 15lb portfolio case.

I want to drop 3 quarters for a streetcar and get away without paying the entire 2.75 amount.

I want minimum wage to be 8.25 and work full-time in a $600/month apartment.

I want to eat a bag of chips and drink arizona iced tea throughout a 9 hour shift.

I want to be so miserable out of my mind that I don't sleep for days and isolate myself from my roommates.

I want to call my mom hysterically while walking home from work and blame her for my insecurities.

I want to weigh 40lbs less and feel 20lbs heavier than I am now.

I want everyone to love me.

I want to be the virgin of the group and the to-go girl when my friends have relationship issues.

I want to stay at home on Halloween and smoke weed out of last-minute made-up smoking devices.

I want to climb into a tractor in an attempt to hotbox it and fall out only to be caught by a friend just before I hit the ground.

I want to lie about my financial situation and buy new clothes instead of doing laundry.

I want to live in 3 different apartments in the course of a year.

I want to get into a fight while the police block off blocks of traffic just because black guys were involved.

I want to sleep on a single bed and punch a basement wall because a boy isn't interested in me.

I want to talk for hours to a good friend about philosophy and life.

I want to walk into the stock room and eat a Mrs. Fields cookie cake.

I want to be the best in my drawing class and stop going out of boredom.

I want to get fired for being weird.

All I want is none of these moments back but for them to fill an empty void of the memories and a time in my life that I feel like I've lost.

#i used to be interesting #or irresponsible #personal