#dear diary...

[epicqtefail]

i can't post because i'll just start oversharing about finally doing something about the adhd symptoms that turned out to be adhd (🤯). but i also feel the need to share that i fuckin love drawing hank and connor, i love it so much and im not in any medication honeymoon phase right now lol i think its just that, even though i knew where it was coming from anyway, the directly addressing it has helped me untangle unnecessary shame from hobbies a bit! to eventually fully untangle it sounds really fantastic!

[icecreamheadachez]

very true haku22222

[cattleponiess]

Cons: gets broken up with by the love of my life after 4 1/2 years together and plans to get married and start a family

Pros: move into the apartment in the barn and see these ^ things every day

[not-really-a-conjunction]

it's timeeeeee

[i-am-trashyy]

Sometimes I forget that my biology teacher isn't my father and that we're not friends. I'm just his student and he's just being nice as always.

I'm not used to that. My father isnt like dad. He just treats me as a 5y old, thinking that it'll fix everything he did to me, but... what does it change? The past is the past. you can't fix it. He hurted me, and caused the 80% of my depression. I'm not okay.

I never had an ACTUAL paternal figure. I'm not used to others being THAT nice, understanding and caring with me. I see my biology teacher as a dad. He's taking more care of me than my dad ever would.

Maybe my father loves me and would die for me, but I would never die for him. He can suck my ambiguous dick.

[agaricus-bitorquis]

Seawatt X Evbo Yuri save me... Save me Seawatt X Evbo Yuri...... I feel like for such a big seabo yuri fan I don't talk or draw them nearly enough as I actually think about them. Sighhh always on my mind but I can't actually write anything right now...... curses!!! (Referance underneath)

[washyourheart]

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