#or whatever.....

[hauntingblue]

The inherent homoeroticism of venom and its host paired up with Harry and Peter's relationship is just a lot

[tawogmushroom]

Smallest test animation for a...... thing

It's times like these that make me wish I had an animation program...

[youreworsethannicotine]

Like, it's only $9, but that's like two gallons of gas, or 3 cups of hot chocolate; I can't really expect my family to pay that

[viewfromthetardis]

vinnora replied to your post: .

And what makes you think you aren’t sane? Insanity is a big word for me, so I would like to hear what makes you believe it describes you.

I'm not sure what sanity is to you, and to be honest, I'm not sure exactly how I define sanity myself. But for this particular post…. well, let me see if I can explain this right. I don't like to call people "crazy" or "insane" because it is dehumanizing. The idea of being able to dismiss someone's opinions or actions or words by labeling them "crazy" is legitimately horrifying to me; scares me beyond almost anything else that I find frightening in this world. It's inarguable that many people's thoughts and actions deviate from what society considers "normal", but it doesn't make that person "insane" or deficient or some sort of invalid in society, it just means that their perception of reality is different than mine. It doesn't mean that the reality they live in is wrong, just because it's not the one I live in. I am willing to concede that if someone's perceptions, however, cause them deep distress, if they impede their daily tasks or things that they want or need to do, or if they somehow cause them to be dangerous to themselves or others than there is need for concern and perhaps they should seek help in some form. I have a lot of thoughts on this subject, and it's even hard for me to put them down here, in a concise way and still get out what it is I'm trying to say. All of that being said, when it comes to me…..I'm not as objective and understanding. There are times when I just feel so different and odd and illogical and just.....crazy, that I have to do something, or say something. Just, anything. I know these feelings of abnormality— or differentness, separateness— are common among people my age.

This particular post was referring to just.....how I was feeling at the time. I was struck by the idea of what is expected as normal and "sane" in a particular situation, and by how I felt I couldn't meet them by just being myself, and to be "normal" I had to pretend, to put on an act.

My use of the word "sane" was merely to illustrate my frustration with myself at the time. It was more of an expression of my feelings at the moment than a comment on my mental faculty.

I'm glad you asked! :D And sorry for such a lengthy response! It's just that I'm really interested and fascinated by this sort of discussion. If I didn't express myself clearly enough on any point, please bring it up. I can get super rambl-y and stuff. I hope this helps to inform you a bit on how I think and rationalize. Anyways. :D

also, little side note, if you remember this post: (x) it's sort of in the same vein, or at least i was in a similar mind set while writing them.