kralsei is like the weakest of the main three hero ships BUT it also has some special sauce to it that appeals directly to me in the sense that they are both bigger than the story currently and know more than theyre letting on. separately
first post on el furry blog .. I've finally made a fursona of my own. Idk what to name him though (╯▽╰ ) I have a few options in mind but if anyone else in the furry tags has suggestions I would love to hear them ! I'd also like to make a fursuit head for him but idk how i'd do the eyes LMFAO
also despite how tall schlatt's legacy looms, his ghost was in some tiny cave this whole time cut off from the rest of his influence, a man surrounded by his insecurities and decay, a tiring display of masculinity and power to an audience of none.
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Chae Mingyu | Gyu
abalone: what kind of situations compromise my museemotionally
Hissolitude is his equilibrium. Any disturbance in it will throw him into a chaos – into a confusion. A surge of volatile emotions that he cannot put into place. Thereis a reason why Mingyu opts to be alone. Aprotection of its own. Because he knows, right from the tender age of 6, thathe himself is a destruction. One should not pass through the circle he hasdrawn around himself because he will explode – and the shrapnel can burn. No, it can ignite another fire. And soif you come and force yourself in, he will not know. He will not know if he willbe guilty of another casualty because of him (his sister is enough), or he’ll want you to detonate with him.
Mingyu has warning signs all over himthat screams DANGER. Do not cross the line.
Do not make him falter.
agate: howmy muse calms down
Pets,albeit being living things the same as humans, are unable to speak, unable tojudge, unable to make an opinion or anything against him. He is beyond them inmany ways aside from size. Mingyu fancies them. Much like the way people feelwith their own cuddly puppies or furry cats – there’s sense of gratificationupon seeing them. But he satisfieshimself further. All the pent up anger and impulses needed to be vented outin order to calm himself down. That istheir purpose to him. The feeling of a life in between his palm – to feelthat he is able to control.(To feel like agod that can take away life anytime he can.)
Take control of anything but himself.
Because he cannot.
moss agate: if my muse has a high or low opinion of themselves
Mingyulikes to think he does revere himself well – the aloofness he had did not becomea hindrance to be known and adored by the others, and perhaps it is the charmof the unknown that bewitches them, or the fact that he had maintained a calm andpolite demeanor to people. He has set himself an image – one that bears thename Chae Mingyu. Gyu would like to think that he is truly what the peoplethink he is.
Buthe knew he isn’t. Everything is a part of the thick mask he parades in order tohide himself – to hide Gyu. Because Gyu is everything people did not know. Coward. Weak. Afraid. Vulnerable. Heknows he is, and it is why he separates himself. It is why he wears a mask infront of anyone, everyone.He wear masks because he’s afraid of people seeing who he really is. Because he knew himself, so much so. And he know heis the worst person one may ever encounter.
Trust him on that. He could not eventame himself.
amazonite: what kind of situations call for my muse tobe dishonest
Mingyuis so stoic that sometimes people doubt if he can feel or is void of anyemotions. It isn’t easy to distinguish sincerity in his words and actions,mainly because no one really knows the truthin him. But the thing is, he doesn’t wantto feel. Anything related with emotions and affection (especially of his), he will twist and turn into ways in which youwould not be able to decipher him. He will laugh at it, he will smile, he mayfrown, he may feign anger, he will wear all masks he equipped himself with sothat you will not see the truth.
But in case you don’t know, everything that you see in him is a lie.
angel aura quartz: my muse’s opinion of LGBT+ issues
It’sa matter of contentment. Preferences can be wildly different. He isn’t blindand stupid enough to know that. And fairly speaking, he doesn’t care. Herefuses to care.
(It’s a matter of who is able to satisfyyou. Regardless of gender.)
Hekissed girls. He kissed a guy.
Ifthat makes one happy satisfied, then so be it.
aquamarine: where my muse feels most calm/relaxed
Onceupon a time, it was his home. He found it in between two adult bodies – his fatherand mother cuddling while he scoots between them during a thunderstorm. When he’safraid, he’d seek for the comfort of his parents. But it was gone when he wassix. It also used to be underneath a protective sister’s arm, thin, skinny armsover his body. But it was gone and the last memory of it agitates him more thanits reminiscence. It’s supposed to be their home, but the images of mother’sblood and father’s angry face ignites the anguish deep within him. It’ssupposed to be with people but they, like his father, are terrifying in moreways than one. Smiles aren’t assurance of a good intention, a hand stretchedfor help isn’t either. People can be veryterrifying. They are. And he’d like to be anywhere without them.
He thinks he feels safe by himself –with no existing person nearby. He can feel the air in his skin, he can let thesun burn his eyes, he can hear the soft whispers of the leaves with the windand it pacifies him.
Isolation is his new home.
calcite: my muse’s social tendencies (introverted vsextroverted, parties vs one-on-one conversations, etc.)
Mingyulives in his own world, and many knows that. An introvert, and a very peculiarperson to most – but it is how he is. People recognize it, and he tries to makeencounters as brief and as concise as possible. Social gatherings, the casualones, aren’t too appealing. Waste of time, he must say, unless it is direly needed.But mostly it’s forced. One-on-one conversations may be more preferred but itis as baffling as gatherings. He rarely engages in it – and if he does – it’sonly with certain people.
chalcopyrite: how my muse deals with ending relationships
“Alright.”is what he says. In all sense of the word. Because it is just fine to him.Relationships are mere excuse especially of the young to distract themselves ofwhat they should focus more – studies, self, career. It gives them that fleetingmoments of being appreciated and feeling lovedeven though they barely know what it truly means. Not that he knows, (he doesn’t know. Mingyu may know what loveis, but he doesn’t know what it means. and how it is ), but he’s not stupidenough to fall into that delusion. Yet he’s stupid enough to fall into mere attractionthat he knew would disappear sooner or later. And shallow waters are easy to stepon and cross over. It will frustrate him initially, but at the end of the day,he knew he always have himself. He onlyneeds himself.
He never felt less lonely anyway.
emerald: how my muse tells someone they love themwithout words
Mingyuwill control you – he will take over your life and he will make sure that youare under his hold. He will not be kind – kind is too far fetched in what theycall love because to love is to hurt. To love is to endure the pain. To love isto know that it is worth the pain. So he will give you that. He will hurt you.As much as he hurts himself.
‘Why mom? Why do you let father hit you?’
‘He’s just angry, but he loves me. He’s doing it because he loves us.’
Mingyu’sdoing it because… he wants to. He wants to sear himself into your mind, intoyour being – he’ll scorch you until you realize how painful it is to love.And how painful it is to be loved by him. And how you should have read thecaution lines he placed around him before you decided to come in.
DANGER.DANGER. DANGER!!
Howdo someone show another one that they love them when they don’t know what itmeans to love?
"WAIT WAIT WAIT!! Could- could you tell why you dont want them to be saved?! maybe we could reach an agreement? IM SCAREDD METEOR PLEASE!!!!! !!! They're my friends and I'm sure they'd be yours too if you save them! please..."
