I believe I'm meant to walk the path of an oracle priestess. It's been calling to me and I don't doubt this. I notice that you're the only one on Tumblr so I'm coming to you for help, if you don't mind. How did you initiate into it? I know I'm going to need /a lot/ of training for this purpose but I'm just not sure where to start and I'm wary about doing this completely alone. (Are there any communities?)
I’m entirely Deity-led and self-taught, and I don’t personally know of any communities that support this kind of work in a Kemetic context. (In a Norse context there’s at least one tradition with a community, and I know a couple of individual Hellenic Oracular Priests, but no group.) Granted, I’m not involved in either of the Kemetic organizations that have chapters in the US, so they might have oracular training I’m unaware of (and maybe others can chime in on that).
My study started with several books on Egyptian religion and magic generally, which had maybe three or four lines about oracular practices, and then these two books:
1. The Way of the Oracle, by Diana Paxson
2. The Essential Guide to Possession, Depossession, and Divine Relationships, also by Diana Paxson
Wow this got long so I’m putting everything else under a cut!
It’s worth noting that I don’t agree with everything she says in those, but they were pretty good starting points. That first book is about the Norse Oracular Seidhr tradition she founded, but it touches on historical practices from other regions.
My initiation came after two(?) years of study and thinking about it. I decided to renew my devotional oath to Bast and Sekhmet, and within that ritual and trancework, I ended up pledging to follow this path, and was prepared to become a vessel.
Now, I’m an oracular-priestess-initiate, and I imagine I will be for several years. This is similar to on-the-job training, like a medical residency after you complete your degree. My ritual has gotten much “tighter”, and the process of opening myself to let their messages flow through me has gotten easier, but in the case of oracular messages for individuals, I still usually double check with what I call “over my shoulder” divination - Bast and Sekhmet take a step back but stay hovering over my shoulder while I pull a card to make sure I understood the crux of their message.
I do not, at this time, give up bodily autonomy while I’m in my oracular trance. I’m still the one writing the words in my notebook to type later. Part of that is because I don’t have a community, so it’s just me doing the ritual solo. I don’t have anyone to pull me back if I get all the way to blacked out and missing time, and I don’t have anyone to transcribe for me. Bast and Sekhmet, however, have assured me that this is normal - there are a lot of different ways to be an oracle, and full bodily possession isn’t required. There are some metaphors for possessory work that I’ve seen previously that compare it to driving a car. If the deities enter the car, that’s possessory work, even if you’re still the one driving. They might be in the passenger seat while you’re in the driver’s seat, or you might switch, or you might be in the back seat while they’re in the front. And full blackout is like them sticking you in the trunk while they drive. For me most of the time, it’s as if both seats in the front have a break pedal and they sometimes reach across to move the steering wheel, but only I have a gas pedal.
Before I started any oracular work, though, even before I began reading about it in an Egyptian context, I was already quite accomplished at divination and journeying and hearing the messages of the gods in my own life, and that is a good place to start if you’re not already proficient in those!
Good luck! And if you want to come off anon, I’m happy to talk in more detail.