#orange mentioned

[yumeblox]

red i think this is against mira policy

[pebbles4242]

I spent the whole day trying to fix the tags lol

Pretty view of mine

[queerpolyajourney]

When we became qpps we thought that not much would change.

A few days ago we talked about how Pink feels like they is trying to avoid me because the way they think about me watching/analysing them navigate through live and their relationship with Orange has changed. They feels bad about it because they knows how it feels to be avoided by a person they craves closeness and attention from. I used to not care about Pink being distant with me from time to time. We both live hectic lives. But now I feel vulnerable about it. I catch myself not wanting to text them because it makes me feel clingy and demanding.

Today I really wanted to text them that I'd like to see them one last time bevore they travele back to university. I shared this with Purple and he told me to just do it. So I texted Pink and they send me a voice mail about how they was going to ask me to come over just as they got my message.

It made me feel like a fool. I feel like a fool for caring so much and being so vulnerable when it comes to Pink. I'm not used to feeling like this. And I certainly didn't expect that to happen when we started our qpr.