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About Me

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Name: Orchid

Pronouns: any

Age: 18-25

Zodiac: Aquarius

Fave musician: Halsey

Current hyper-fixation character: none :( help me

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MASTERLIST

#orchidanswers - any responses to things in my inbox

#orchidsvents - mental health vent posts (i include trigger warnings at the top of each post). feel free to block

#orchidsreblogs - amazing fics i come back to reread

#orchids rambles - random shit i wanna say that isn’t a vent or pertaining to my usual content

#about me - self explanatory

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tw: epstein and things regarding the files

THEY ARE EATING BABIES AND CHILDREN AND RAPING THEM AND KILLING THEM. i don’t even know what to say or what to do. i feel so fucking helpless. i just want to help those kids. i just wanna get revenge for him. i want all of the pedophiles to burn. i don’t know what to do. i need something to do.

disclaimer: i am NOT suicidal and will not kill myself. if i die i didn’t do it

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fuck and i mean FUCK splitting

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we broke up.

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tw: liiiight mentions of general trauma related to the holidays, overall it’s positive tho

i never thought i’d enjoy christmas. i have never enjoyed it before. it’s always been sad, triggering, and overwhelmingly alone.

but i enjoyed opening gifts with my s/o today. i’ve never enjoyed gifts before. i’ve always dreaded it, but i was excited. it’s weird, i’m not used to this. it almost feels wrong.

but progress is progress, it’s strange, but i know it’s good.