date: february 22nd, 2019
time: late evening
location: bar, capulet territory
status: closed to @dukemassetti
Thick, grey smoke envelops her and burns at her throat, accompanied by the faint smell of vomit.
Heloise drifts aimlessly, like a frog to lily-pads, like cotton-candy clouds in the wake of the morning sky, so it’s no surprise when she finds herself huddled in the corner of a shabby bar far from home. Temporary home, Heloise thinks, a home-away-from-home. She’s never been fond of the quiet, but lately, there’s been nothing but pin-drop silence. Living with Brielle was a lot like living alone, and Heloise notices that the holes in her heart have started to double, but Brielle likes keeping her at arm's length, and Heloise doesn’t want to ruffle any feathers.
Brielle is her lifeline. If her sister starts to have a change of heart, Heloise will be alone again.
Shared silence with Brielle is far more superior than a blanket of quiet alone, so Heloise swallows her dismay and tramples on.
Heloise stares at the olive that floats in the bottom of her glass, gin-soaked and oddly-shaped, and wrinkles the button of her nose. She drinks on special occasions, but today, there’s nothing to celebrate. Not unless she counts the third arrowhead that plunges itself deep within her heart, but she hardly considers that worth any praise. She only ordered a drink so she wouldn’t feel out of place, but she isn’t keen on olives and she’s never had a martini a day in her life, so she simply stares and begins to stack shells of peanuts until they topple over.
She sees him then, and their eyes collide, and a rush of warmth sings against her chest as she flushes a delicate shade of pink. She wonders what Brielle would say if she could see her now, but Heloise remembers that she isn’t here. She never is, so she turns her attention to someone who won’t run from it. It’s harmless, she thinks, something to distract her from the hollowness that sits in the deepest pit of her stomach.
A bit of conversation couldn’t hurt. Could it?
The buzz of a honeybee invades her ear and he’s the honeycomb that draws her closer. Her heart argues with her mind, but everything about him draws her forward, dazed and captivated, and on any other night, Heloise is sure she would’ve stood by and allowed him to strike first, but her patience wears thin today, and she’s desperate to poke and pry, desperate for something to sink her teeth into, so she grabs her drink and dives in.
She’s never been fond of the quiet.
“You’ve been eyeing this drink for quite some time now.” Heloise chimes, the sound of her voice barely audible, but she doesn’t stumble over her words, so she thinks she’s off to a good start. “I’m not much of a drinker, so it’s all yours. If you want it.” She’s many things, but brainless isn’t one of them. She’s well aware that he holds no interest in the drink, but she offers him an out, and she wonders if he’ll take the bait.