...and I lost my best friend because she's mad that I've changed. I have. I got a new full-time job, I had to adjust my schedule, I have more responsibilities now, my job has me on call 24/7 because a funeral or wedding could happen at any moment, I have night rehearsals four days a week, I still have that second part-time job, I have bills, I have student loans to pay back, I have a whole music ministry that needs me to help it grow and flourish, I'm more mentally and physically exhausted because of the demands of my job (you try directing three different choirs and being in a Latin jazz band and see how your creativity drains on a daily basis), so yes, my new life has changed me. I would think that my friends would be understanding of that and would be happy to see me when I was available to do so, and for the most part they have. I'm actually sad and frustrated that one person got so angered by it to not talk to me about it. And then to make it seem that all of this is about them. It's not about you, it's about me. I've been trying to work on myself, and a few good friends have been allowing me to do that because they talk to me and allow me to express my issues. So for you to think that my actions were a slight to you is selfish, and I understand that. But if you wanted to spend time with me, or be my friend, you would understand that I have things to do and I can't always be there. It's very petty that it has come to this, because you are the one who brought us here. You are the one that took things out of context without talking to me. You are the one who got mad at a situation that you created. You are the one who allowed yourself to feel this way about it instead of getting the whole story. Do you work, do you research. Thanks for the memories. I wish for you a prosperous life, and also better understanding in your future friendships.
