Me, trying to explain the divergence between Kim Namwoon and Kim Dokja to my friend: It’s like KNW grew up in a world with Tumblr and Discord which also introduced him to Homestuck while KDJ just got cyberbullied on MySpace-
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Me, trying to explain the divergence between Kim Namwoon and Kim Dokja to my friend: It’s like KNW grew up in a world with Tumblr and Discord which also introduced him to Homestuck while KDJ just got cyberbullied on MySpace-
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Discrepancy #28.5
Kim Namwoon is STILL brutal as shit.
In the Webtoon, he’s just slapping the old lady, evidenced by the way Myungoh grabs Namwoon’s hand.
[ORV Webtoon, Episode 4]
Namwoon’s hand is open which shows that he was only slapping her.
In the novel, his slaps change to punches.
[ORV Novel, Chapter 5]
Also, the grandmother is calling out for someone to save her, which she isn’t in the Webtoon.
That’s a horrifying image. Imagine you’re in a life or death situation and you’re watching this teenage beat the shit out of this old woman and she’s calling out for help.
The image of the old woman has to stick with Dokja enough for him to recognize her when Persephone transforms into her in the Underworld. That would be brutal.
day 26
The Delusional Demon Kim Namwoon reflecting was as impossible as Yoo Joonghyuk becoming a girl.
Spoilers for Omniscient Reader’s Viewpoint’s epilogues below.
Thoughts after rereading ch 5 of orv
When kdj is reading that only two survived in the train car 3807:
Lhs still kinda had that shock and sense of morality (although troubled) in the beginning. I don’t think the situation would’ve set in and he would be frozen for a bit until he had to do it.
But knw? Knw would rampage. We know he would. Later on when we see the other version of him (or amalgamation of versions of him?) kdj is able to attack his psyche by bringing up the slaughter at the beginning. From what I can remember his mind was in a chaotic state from that demonized skill back then and it was a massacre.
It was his original sin.
Just in terms of his soul it’s heartbreaking. How many times had knw massacred the train car throughout yjh’s regressions? How many times was lhs unable to stop him? How many times did he hide it behind his chuuni attitude, suffering on his own? Kdj’s knw is different than the one from twsa because he was killed before he could finish the first scenario and knw was happier as a result. He likes the underworld.
In a way kdj also saved him. It’s ironic because in my first read through when knw was begging for his life I felt bad for him. He is a kid after all (not that that excuses how he was abusing the old lady). But still, I’m pretty soft hearted so I often wondered if it would’ve been better if kdj stopped him, took him under his wing like the others, and rehabilitated him. Raised him. Maybe not the same way he did for sys and lgy but like he did ljh (I’m of the mind that ljh is also like his kid. He didn’t spend as much time with her and she’s older so the affection is more cracking jokes than wanting hugs, but he loves her all the same).
I wished that we got to know him as part of kdjc. But it’s better this way. Of the og twsa group he’s the most well off. Everyone else is left haunted by kdj’s absence and of not being able to save him. By comparison our knw had more lighthearted interactions.
Maybe I’m wrong about this and knw is also gutted by kdj’s absence. I’m rereading for a reason. I know I missed things.
Every so often I think about how Mr. 40,000 year crush over here must thus be a romantic at heart and feel my brain break a little bit by putting that in the same context as ‘Kim Namwoon.’
As much as I think that 1865!KNW probably got a [Bad End] by being removed from the narrative, I hope he didn’t. I hope one day Lee Hyunsung meets a young man in the military named Kim Namwoon and remembers a Monarch who once helped him and his friends, remembers the occasional comment or story shared by one of YooHanKim about a teenager he only briefly and bitterly met. I hope he sees echoes of Kim Dokja and Lee Gilyoung and Han Sooyoung in this young man and takes him under his wing. Introduces him to the others. I hope he gets a kinder role in the narrative he wanted to be part of so badly.