Seisa and Miro’s father, Carvandus, had been an Imperial defector and, as such, it had been Frost’s job to eliminate him. They never knew exactly what happened to him, only that a monster killed him. Their mother, Mirelle, never went into detail with them about the condition his body was found in. They would have been too young to understand anyway.
Mirelle had taken ill shortly after Miro was born, a result of infection from which she never fully healed. It was, therefore, her husband’s sole duty to make ends meet, and without him, she and her children fell to hardship which eventually landed them on the street.
Give me your fears... your last memories...
It was a strange side effect of his augmentation and his family history working in tandem, the ability to perceive glimpses of another’s mind by coming in contact with their blood. Fear being among the most potent of emotions as his targets breathed their last, he saw Mirelle, Seisa, and Miro in the light which faded from Carvandus’ eyes. He saw the man’s fear and love for them, and the regret which dawned from the realization he would never see them again.
And this was hardly a first.
Under his cover as a skilled taxidermist, Frost had accrued a certain amount of monetary fortune, which seldom went toward his own wants. There were few things that he wanted for himself, and it usually went toward bringing treats home for his siblings, or toward some degree of recompense to the families of his victims. Thus did he track down Mirelle and her children, to whom he identified himself as a friend of Carvandus, and provided what he could for medicine and other needs.
It was his fault that they’d ended up where they did.
There was a period of time where he couldn’t make his usual visits, and so Mirelle turned to other means of getting the medicine she needed. She borrowed when she couldn’t pay, and when she couldn’t pay back what she borrowed, she found other ways to work off the debt, even for as ill as she was. This, in turn, landed her in harm’s way of one of her less pleasant benefactors.
Frost found out about him, a Hellsguard Brass Blade named Infernal Cyclone, and stole him away from attacking her. Cyclone was slain by his hands, but in Frost’s revelry, he was too late to get back to Mirelle and save her. Fortunately, Seisa and Miro were unharmed, if traumatized by what they’d witnessed, and he vowed to make sure they never came to harm again. Now orphaned, he brought them to Gridania to be cared for at one of the orphanages.
It was his fault that they lost their mother. The least he could do is make sure they had a safe place, a roof over their heads, and food in their bellies.
He and Annowre visited them often, sponsored their needs, and took them on brief trips to Mist and the Goblet to visit friends. They wanted for nothing, other than a permanent home, which was something Frost couldn’t give them for many reasons:
He didn’t have citizenship anywhere. Garlemald didn’t recognize him, as the subject of an experimental program, and since his blood kin fled Ishgard, he had no records there, nor was his birth wanted or acknowledged by his sire. As an outsider at the time, and one later believed dead after his capture by the Empire, he had no records in Gridania, nor anywhere else, and he couldn’t get citizenship without having some birth records somewhere.
Add to all of that the fact that he moved around so much, between Castrum Occidens, the Goblet, and Castrum Aquilonis, and there was no settling in one place to give them the home they deserved. And with Annowre assigned abroad by the Adders so frequently, none would be home to greet them. The best he could do was sponsor them, and visit when he was able, and hope the gods would mercifully find them a loving family.
Surely, the younglings prayed for a loving family, too, but there was only one that they wanted above all other attainable options.
He tried so hard to keep them away from Garlemald’s eyes. There was nothing the Empire could offer which he found acceptable for them, because he knew full well what it meant to fall into their hands. And yet, somehow, during his time working with the Fustuarium, they were discovered by another faction and became targets. The orphanage was set ablaze with Seisa, Miro, and thirty-five other children still inside.
It was his fault. The Miqo’te shadow of the White faction had been right. If he hadn’t done his job so well, they never would have ended up in such a situation.
But he couldn’t have saved them alone...
The Black faction of the Fustuarium had learned that their members’ comrades and family members were being targeted by the White, and that the orphanage was first on the list. It was a bold rescue in the middle of the Shroud, so close to Bent Branch, but it was ultimately successful. All of the children were brought out safely, and Frost swore never to let something like this happen again.
It was his fault... and he had a duty to keep Seisa and Miro safe, rather than placing them somewhere convenient. He owed that to them. He had to find a way.
A few suns after they were settled, albeit temporarily at the Order Hall, he put out a call for help with, of all things, paperwork. More specifically, he needed someone skilled in forgery to create a convincing birth record and citizenship documents for him. Luke answered the call and gladly provided, in exchange for an as yet to be determined favor.
Frost took a deep breath and left his room with the papers in hand. Since the fire, the Conjurers’ guild had taken charge of tracking the records and whereabouts of the displaced orphans, which meant walking back into a place he never wanted to see the inside of ever again. Fortunately, no one there recognized him, and none of the faces he looked upon were ones he knew. So many years had passed...
“Very well, Mister Caravelle,” said the Conjurer manning the front counter. Luke had done as asked with the papers, completing them for the alias Frost used for his taxidermy business, Torzivir Caravelle. “We just need three suns to confirm your documents, and we’ll be in contact.”
He thanked them and left, returning directly back to his apartment to start packing. He felt confident, for once, that this would all work out and that the younglings would soon be family, or at the very least his legal wards, which also meant moving. He would have to find an apartment in Gridania so he could send them to school easier, but first, he had a letter to write.