#oshikakei

[fleurdance-a]

@oshikakei​​ said:   “I want to know why you’re scared.”

              ❚❚‖   ♡ ⋮                    “  i  want  to  know   ...  “   prompts.

         was  he  serious?   had  he  not  realized  what  he  had  said,   or  was  he  just  playing  dumb?   saying  something  like  that  had  to  be  intentional,   right?   there  was  no  way  that  someone  could  possibly  just   ...   say  something  so  creepy  unintentionally.

it  was  entirely  possible  that  she  was  just  overreacting   --   on  certain  days  she  was  more  sensitive  to  things  than  usual,   perhaps  this  was  one  of  them.   it  was  entirely  possible  she  was  just  freaked  out  over  nothing  and  was  making  him  feel  awkward   --   and  that  just  made  her  feel  kind  of  guilty.

                   “  uh   . . .   could you   . . .   c  -  could you say that again?  “

she  cursed  herself  for  stuttering,   something  she  often  did.   it  was  annoying,   to  her  and  perhaps  others  when  people  couldn’t  understand  her.   fleur  had  never  really  minded  it  up  until  recently,   but  that  was  because  up  until  a  year  or  two  ago  she  was  never  as  anxious  and  people  never  poked  fun  at  her  for  it.

[ecarlaite-blog]

@oshikakei.

               “     yuu - kun  ,  you  suck  .     ”

[scientistredacted]

FEAR.

“DAMN.” Questions for Muses: FEAR. -What are your muses biggest fears?

              “📬📬📬 ☠⚐☠📫☜✠✋💧❄☜☠👍☜📬 ☠⚐❄ 👎☜✌❄☟📬 ✋ 👎⚐☠’❄ ☼☜💣⚐❄☜☹✡ ☞☜✌☼ 👎☜✌❄☟📬 🕈✋❄☟ 👎☜✌❄☟ ✌❄ ☹☜✌💧❄ ✡⚐🕆 💧❄✋☹☹ ✌☼☜ ✋☠ ❄☟☜ 💣☜💣⚐☼✋☜💧 ⚐☞ ⚐❄☟☜☼💧📬 ✡⚐🕆☼ ✌👍👍⚐💣🏱☹✋💧☟💣☜☠❄💧 ☝⚐ ⚐☠ 🕈✋❄☟⚐🕆❄ ✡⚐🕆📬 👌🕆❄ ☠⚐☠📫☜✠✋💧❄☜☠👍☜📬📬📬 ✋💣✌☝✋☠✋☠☝ ❄☟☜ 🕈⚐☼☹👎 ✌💧 ✋☞ ✡⚐🕆 🕈☜☼☜ ☠☜✞☜☼ ❄☟☜☼☜📬 🕈✋❄☟ ☜✞☜☼✡⚐☠☜ ⚐🕆 😐☠⚐🕈 ✌☠👎 ☹⚐✞☜ 👍✌☼☼✡✋☠☝ ⚐☠📪 ☠⚐❄ ☠☜☜👎✋☠☝ ✡⚐🕆 ✋☠ ❄☟☜✋☼ ☹✋✞☜💧📬 ❄☟✌❄ ❄☟⚐🕆☝☟❄ ❄☟✌❄ 💣✌✡👌☜ ❄☟☜ 🕈⚐☼☹👎 🕈⚐🕆☹👎 👌☜ 👌☜❄❄☜☼📪 ✋☞ ✡⚐🕆 🕈☜☼☜☠🕯❄ ✋☠ ✋❄📬📬📬 ✋❄’💧 ✌ 💧✋☹☹✡ ❄☟✋☠☝ ❄⚐ ☞☜✌☼📪 ✋ 😐☠⚐🕈📪 👌🕆❄ 💧⚐💣☜❄✋💣☜💧📬📬📬 🕈☜☹☹📪 ✋ 👍✌☠’❄ 💧✌✡ ❄☟✌❄ ✋ ☟✌✞☜☠’❄ 💧❄✌✡☜👎 🕆🏱 ✌☹☹ ☠✋☝☟❄ 👎🕈☜☹☹✋☠☝ ⚐☠ ✋❄📪 ☺🕆💧❄ 💧❄✌☼✋☠☝ ✌❄ 💣✡ 👌☜👎☼⚐⚐💣 👍☜✋☹✋☠☝📬📬📬”

              “… Non-existence. Not death. I don’t remotely fear death. With death at least you still are in the memories of others. Your accomplishments go on without you. But non-existence… Imagining the world as if you were never there. With everyone ou know and love carrying on, not needing you in their lives. That thought that maybe the world would be better, if you weren’t in it… it’s a silly thing to fear, I know, but sometimes… Well, I can’t say that I haven’t stayed up all night dwelling on it, just staring at my bedroom ceiling…”

[borkboys]

°˖✧ { @oshikakei ❣’d } ✧˖°

        ———Was he bleeding? The man would’ve certainly known if he was, considering the matching cycles. Still, sniffing the air, he smelled the rusty iron quite clearly over the scent of floor cleaner. He wasn’t due for a lock up for at least for another week…!

        Having only come to check his appearance in the mirror, the man didn’t notice any other occupants of the restroom. It seemed quite quiet, stall doors reaching all the way to the floor, closed without even the slightest indication of anyone inside. Sniffing once more, he traced the scent to the one locked stall at the end of the row.

        ❝ Everything alright in there, buddy? ❞

[starpawed]

    mother had gone through another meltdown , etsuki wasn't sure what it was about this time  ----  but it was severe  (  the ache in their cheekbone reminded them of that every few seconds  )  . their dearest twin  (  their savior  )  had stepped in to take the brunt of it ,  &&  through their unspoken rule etsuki took takehiko  &&  fled into the crowds of the nearby city .

    their grip had remained vicelike on the boy's shoulders , but even so they managed to lose him . stopped at a vending machine  (  their dinner for that night  )  they'd released him to buy him the candy he desired with their meager pocket change . he was a child ,  &&  while smart , he'd had a rough night  ----  wandering away for a mere moment devolved into losing track of one another entirely .

    ❝  t - takehiko  ----  !!  ❞  as that all too familiar cold feeling settled in their gut they darted through the crowd , calling his name . a few minutes passed ,  &&  their desperation grew . spotting a tired looking man they stopped in front of him , blocking his path .

    ❝  sir  ----  i lost my brother , have you seen a child anywhere near here , alone ? h - he's about yea high , elementary schooler , black hair  ----  ❞  speaking rapidly , too frazzled to use their usual verbal quirks , they search the man's face for any sign that he knew something , anything , about their brother . // @oshikakei ; starter call

[scorchedcode-a]

         ☼;; hands shoved into his pockets, his footsteps echoed throughout the quiet night, bright blue eyes darting around the area. it was dark, the wisps of air blowing through him. it was cold, very cold. the photographer was making his way back to his home, he had taken tons of pictures of the day time, but he felt as if it was time to head home. his shimmering blue eyes were now focused upon his bright phone, looking at some of the pictures he had taken. he hadn’t even noticed the other walking in the opposing direction, that was until his body bashed against another’s. the blond stumbled backwards, fumbling with his phone as he looked up at the taller.  

          ❛ o-oh !! i’m so sorry !! ❜

( starter call. ) ┆ open. ┆@oshikakei

[gamblingqueen]

@oshikakei​ liked for a birthday starter.

Celestia glared at the pile of PRESENTS & CARDS on her bed. It was not abnormal to have so many people sending her things. Some were from GAMBLING partners, others from LOLITA friends and some from CLASSMATES at Hope’s Peak Academy. But then, there was this one card she wasn’t sure who belonged to.

Inside the card, there was a CONGRATULATING MESSAGE & a PHONE NUMBER. That was all.

Curious, to say the least, she dialed the number on her phone. It rang THREE TIMES before someone finally picked up.

“Uh. Hello?” 

[mxlignxnt-a-blog]

@oshikakei​

boy ily & will 100% write w/ any of ur muses bc they are good kids

//Thank you. It’s dumb and I’m crying and I’m so sorry you had to reassure me. Thank you a lot. I love your muses too man.