So there is something wrong with me
My friend suggested to me, when i told about my horrible start of a week, that I may have *Anxiety disorder* I did few tests and read through the symptoms and my symptoms are following; • Worrying about things way too much/ 'what if' thoughts • Heartbeats/sweating/tightness in throat/ loss of voice • thoughts don't go forward/ mind goes blank • crying/sobbing with no control over it once it starts • can't breath well/ shaking • wanting to get out of the situation These are only few of the symptoms and im so scared and upset about the fact that i have this. It just sounds like I'm overly dramatic but to me it's solethibg i've been always questioning. Why am I like this? Why do i have to care? Why do i fear for no real reason? Monday i wished i didnt exist Today i wish i could get some help from school psygologist. But I fear my fam will say "thats pointless. Theres nothing wrong with u"but they dont know that there is.