#othello.syndrome

[headlesshomo]

Suffocating and oppressive, it's as though you were deserted in the middle of an ocean and could only hang on to a buoy for your dear life. But the water's rough and night has fallen. The wind bites at you. You want to let go due to all the pressure in your chest and the pain on your flesh, but you hold on. That is frustration.

[headlesshomo]

I didn't get the chapters or stories I wanted to be done by today out because the convention took so much out of me orz

[headlesshomo]

((DESSY THAT FANFICTION KILLED MY FEELS OMG ILY JDGFFJDHDJFHJHGF I CRIED WITH THE CUTENESS I JUST CHGJDGJHGJDHHJDF GOMEN HMGCHKGF -RUNS AWAY-))

WH.. WHICH ONE.;;B-But, thank you so much, Yukie! Any acknowledgment is really great to me! And crying means you felt it, so --! ;w;

[headlesshomo]

I SWEAR ON MY DOKIS THAT ONCE I HAVE A CHARGER I WILL UPDATE CONDONING INNOCENCE

[headlesshomo]

FIFTY FAVOURITES ON ASTOUNDING CONTINGENCY I'm

I'M SO HAPPY WHAT DO I DO I MEAN

I worked on that dumb smut fic for a long time (aka four days but for me that's too long for a oneshot) and just criedv and honestly I'M TOO EMBARRASSED TO READ IT AGAIN SO I HAVEN'T READ IT SINCE EARLY AUGUST AHAHAFSHGDHG I DON'T KNOW WHAT CAME OVER ME IT WAS JUST FEELS AND I HAD SUPPORT AND CONFIDENCE AND SGCS A COMPUTER YEAH

My only talent is that I've lived seventeen years and built up no exemplary skill I ONLY HAVE INTELLIGENCE AND that usually only shows during deep conversations.

Anyways, thank all of you, dearest homos, for reading my lame attempt at my otp making love sensually agfaujcdh I wish there was a way to repay you all for reading? I mean it makes my heart race thinking someone might be blushing or crying or anything thanks to my fic

I really have no confidence so I need external influence which is dumb but I'm ridiculously needy about things so hAHAHA THANK YOU PERVERTED STRANGERS, I WISH I COULD JUST KISS YOUR CHEEKS AND MAKE YOU LIKE ME OR SOMETHING SHCDYJBDIJ

random fact, i like people who can kiss their friends without being awkward, I've realized in recent years probably due to maturity and manga.

also hi I may be relatively back kinda who knows eeeee

[headlesshomo]

IF YoU EVeR wANT TO READ MORE OF MY WRITING GO TO MY BLOG AND MY OTHELLO.SYNDROME TAG AND THERE IS RANDOM WRITING OF OTP EvERY-FUCKING-WHERE OR BE APRIL SINCE SHE GETS FREE REIGN TO ANYTHING I WRITE AND I write still thanks to her so

[headlesshomo]

spookysey said:

Sometimes I forget that you write, and then I remember that your writing is how I found you in the first place, and I get warm fuzzies.

Eeee yes good, warm fuzzies are great for my pride. I actually really want to write often, or roleplay, or just do something otp, but I can't because of the obvious dilemma. I usually just try to write off of my phone or share feels with April, but when I get messages telling me to update soon, as if I wasn't updating by choice, I get a little downtrodden;;

[headlesshomo]

So, um... why as this not been updated in centuries? I need this to continue, GO AKISE!

Because, if you read my profile, doubtful that you did, I don't have a computer to update with. Or maybe the author died? Regardless, everything is on hiatus during the time I'm poor and lacking a computer and/or a flashdrive. Sadly, I'm not able to update my ff.net account or anything, since ff.net doesn't accept my browser, and can only ever write stories here(ultra short, at that)

Anyways. Think of all the possibilities, dear. Aaaahhh, I wish I could actually reply to this;;