spoilers for kpop demon hunters
the rumi angst is calling me....i wanna write about her hating her patterns i wanna give her nightmares i wanna write her almost worshiping that one lady who raised her i want her to be scared i want her to be in distress i want her to be alone when her friends are so close physically but she could never tell them. could she? would they care about her even if they knew? could she be able handle it if they didn't care, if they left. no. no she has to hide. she has to be a good hunter because that's what she is. a hunter. not anything else. and when the honmon is sealed she can tell them. and if they hate her then, if they leave her then it doesn't matter. because the honmon will be sealed and everyone will be safe and her patterns will hopefully be gone. they'll care about her though. she knows they will. right?