Dec 16, 2024
Some art of my own 💛 He deserves to feel okay again
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Some art of my own 💛 He deserves to feel okay again
Conflicted feelings about Shadow Milk cookie. We are a mirror, the same person, two sides of the same coin... I understand him so well, and yet he harmed me so much. But wouldn't I have done the same in his situation? He was so much like me. He... He was me. Is he still me? I'm... not so sure. I'm okay with that now, but... it's a lot to think about.
The story makes it look so aggressive, but ... I would have fallen in one way or another regardless. There was no way I could stand on false beliefs forever. I feel drawn to him because he is everything I've ignored about myself. Everything I never wanted to believe about myself.
I do remember things getting better... Eventually. I tried to help him. After everything, healing did finally come, and yet ... there was so much in between. Falling, such "corruption"... It did feel almost good. He was right. ... Of course he was.
I care about him, in a way. Like I care about the parts of myself that hurt.