BEEN DEAD INSIDE cant wake up
Sorry, I've been on a hiatus from tumblr (accidentally), but now i want to share something with you guys.
i recently just discovered that i DO know how sans’ feel during the part where he says something about stopped trying/caring a long time ago.
Mainly because i feel like depression and anxiety is slowly becoming one thing about me not looking at a bright future. my life isn’t what you guys think it is. Living the day doing the same thing, having nothing to do in a small town like mine, and barely having any real friends. I haven’t really been taking good care of myself, either.
I feel like everyone deserves a better person out of me, i really do.
next year i wanna try and do something with my life and maybe try and make some money with a job, i suppose. but one thing i aim for is possibly therapy to help with my mental state, personality, and possibly my education (kinda an unrelated note but i should really study more often). i’m really just honestly disappointed in myself, and i really am sorry to be bringing this onto you guys but i just really need to get this out of my chest, i won’t be online as often due to this, i haven’t really been able to much of anything actually. :
[ ❤ RESET ] my life, please♡