She was to marry without love, she was told love comes with time. She was beautiful on the outside, so beautiful that her to be husband thought she looked like a portrait he would only envision in his dreams.. she held nothing but good intentions and waited for love to start sprouting in her heart with time.. She was so beautiful on the outside with every detail.. but she was distorted on the inside, and he saw the deformities she held in her being.. even though she was the beautiful portrait of his dreams, they could not connect.. and love could not find a place to bring them together.. She grew up, but could not change the fact she was deformed on the inside.. and the space between her and her husband grew and grew.. space and emptiness grew between them instead of the promised love.. She’s the young girl that became a woman without ever knowing.. she’s the girl that excitedly waited for her aspirations in life to begin, but never knew how she stood at the empty train station of her life.. She’s the little perfect beauty who never enjoyed her youth.. never got to know what it’s like to be desired by her husband.. never knew what it’s like to be wanted.. to be a person with worth.. It’s almost as if her young self was blank, with nothing written in her pages as if she didn’t exist… her youth is passing her by as if in a vacuum where there’s nothing to hear and nothing to see.. as if there’s no trace of her existence except that perfect outer beauty that could only be noticed momentarily… He grew up too never knowing what it’s like to desire and enjoy his young manhood. He got lost in that vacuum space of hers and never knew why she looked so perfect in every detail, but he had no sense of taste for her “Roh”.. Could they both be saved?… could flavor be added to wake up their senses.. to know what love feels like? I couldn’t help but wonder.. could there be a door in that vacuum space where they are stuck, to let them out… By: icouldnthelpbutremember Art: fubiz, Aykut Aydogdu #unlucky#outerbeauty #writersconnection #shortstories #icouldnthelpbutwonder #icouldnthelpbutremember #shecantbeloved #writersofig #lostyouth #artlover #readersofinsta https://www.instagram.com/p/CoX7z-_JQoV/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
