#outofboppers

[alwaysthegdbabysitter]

outofboppers;

*squints* hey tumblr. why did you decide to make it look like everyone is talking to themselves when they reblog something?

[alwaysthegdbabysitter]

outofboppers;

so i officially finished writing all the summaries and finding quotes for my verses on my carrd. updated a lot of stuff.

and yet...

i'm still having a hard time coming back here to write. like part of me wants to and part of me is like "yeah but, effort" and man idk. i've got plenty of muse just nothing is grabbing me here. it doesn't help that 90% of the stranger things muses i used to write with have moved onto other fandoms. not that i blame them. but being here or being on dean feels a little like kicking a dead horse lately. idk.

maybe i should keep being creative for this space. i could make dean some icons. or maybe i'll write some opens. send some memes or something. i don't want to force it because then like...where's the fun? but i'm not sure what else i can do.

the dash just doesn't seem the same lately.

[alwaysthegdbabysitter]

outofboppers;

everytime i refresh my dash, i'm afraid the shitty update is coming for me.

listen, i'm old and i don't like change. stop updating how shit looks and LET ME CENTER TEXT AGAIN.

i will never not be mad about that.

[alwaysthegdbabysitter]

outofboppers;

i am STILL writing summaries for my verses page on carrd. and last night i had this awesome idea that i'd put a quote from each verse at the top of each summary. so guess who gave themselves more work? yeah. it's this guy.

at least i think it looks cool lol

it's funny because i know like NO ONE is going to bother to read all that shit but at this point it's for me. and that somehow makes it worse hahah

[alwaysthegdbabysitter]

😟😟 / jkjk

outofboppers;

i knew it. look at kelly over here being so intimidated. idk how you guys all deal. hahah

WHY AREN’T WE INTERACTING? || @unspokcn

[alwaysthegdbabysitter]

outofboppers;

me writing verse summaries: okay SHORT. we're going to make these SHORT.

me one page of verses late: okay so that was a lie...

hahah one page down and published. all verses are currently listed on my verses pages. please feel free to take a look and let me know if i missed any!

[alwaysthegdbabysitter]

⌚ — i honestly haven’t gotten around to it yet. (I have sooooo many drafts backlogged and our thread is one dkfasj if you would like me to send memes over for something new instead lemme know 😊)

outofboppers;

yooo i know how that is. sometimes drafts sit there forever hahah. i'd be so down to start up something else. lemme look through your meme/prompt tag and i'll totally send you something!

sending memes/interacting with people i haven't in a while is on my list so i'll hit you up once i finish up fuckin around with my carrd lol

WHY AREN’T WE INTERACTING? || @chrissyfied

[alwaysthegdbabysitter]

😟 — you intimidate me a lot.

outofboppers;

okay man. i promise you that there is nothing to be intimidated about here. i'm just a big softie dork like everyone else on this site. there's nothing to be intimidated about unless you're intimidated by word count and then i'm gonna have to say... sorry not sorry. i cannot write small replies for the life of me (at least not for long) but i promise i really mean it when i say things like i don't expect you to match length.

seriously though, nonnie. why are you intimidated? what's up? talk to me here. i promise i'll be nice haha.