#outofmissouri

[heatherdelani]

I'm really sorry. It's been forever and I have done nothing on this blog... I don't know. I just never feel good enough and I just kinda lost my muse and ... yeah. Sorry.

[heatherdelani]

I'm sorry I haven't been on at all. Things have been hectic. I need to take a small break. Sorry, guys.

[heatherdelani]

Watching this show was the worst mistake of my life. This episode really hurt.

[heatherdelani]

I'm having feelings about Heather's little brother, Josh, now and I've only ever included him in like one roleplay and that was only because it was a Teen!Heather rp...

What the fuck, Josh... Why am I suddenly getting so upset about how you had to grow up so fast. You had to grieve for Andrew only when you were alone because you were trying to be strong for your parents and Heather was too selfish to be there for you. And it was because of her that you never got a chance to really be a child because since Heather was always so rebellious, your parents were always so much more strict on you. Oh God, sweetie, and your scholarship to Princeton. You could have done so much more, but you didn't.

I just ...

What have I done to Josh? Oh my god, I'm so terrible. I wish he weren't fictional so I could just fucking hug him. Oh god.  

[heatherdelani]

It's March now. And it's snowing here in Arkansas. This is fucking bullshit.

[heatherdelani]

Holy shit. I reached 60 followers... No idea how, but thanks! I had a really long day. It started to sleet after work and the drive back home was terrifying... I'll try to get to replies tomorrow. Sorry.

[heatherdelani]

Chamomile tea with milk and a little sugar is delicious, but I still have a sore throat. :(

[heatherdelani]

My throat hurts, I have a horrible haircut, and Breaking Bad is breaking my heart. What a way to start my day.