Saying Goodbye to Portia.
I never thought I would be writing this, but I am. After playing Portia since October 2012, I’ve decided it’s time to call quits on her.
Why?
Things in real life are too much to handle right now. My anxiety is at an all time high and I’ve lost muse for her, I guess.
I have made some wonderful friends on here, one of whom I got to meet in real life more than once. We’re still good friends and I’m so grateful for her.
The last twelve months have been horrible. My cat went missing (which is what made me start to lose muse for this character in the first place), my father died, and I lost someone else who meant the world to me.
Most of my time here has been fun and it’s a time I’ll look back on fondly, but I didn’t want anyone here to hope and hope and hope for a reply from me that was never going to come.
I love Portia but she’s been a stubborn lil bitch for a long time and won’t co operate with me. I won’t delete this blog for sentimental reasons, but if you do want to stay in touch, PM me and I’ll give you my skype.
I’m sorry, you guys.
Portia Eskarne Amarall - 2012 - 2017. A true joy.












