Omg.
So I'm back to school. And.
4 people asked me if i lost weight. One of her asked how i managed to do that. I couldnt tell her i starved myself for days on end.
My friend later told me: "No. U dont look like u lost weight, because u wanted to. U look like u lost weight because u are/were sick. Are u ok?"
Although I feel so hyped, because apparently I start to look tinier. I also dont want to worry my friends. I told her i had some serious stomach viruses in the past 3 months. (Which is not a lie, i lost 3 kg in 2 days a few weeks ago). I dont feel like i lost that much though. I still feel fat. Like a whale. My tummy pouch is still there. My thighs are still fat. When I look in a mirror, all i see is fat.
And I wonder.
A year ago I thought I will do this until i reach my goal weight. Im halfway through. But will I be satisfied when I reached it?
Or will my mind never be pleased with the girl in the mirror?
