Jun 13
in my school there was supposed to be a trip and I really wanted to go but since none of my "friends" were going why the fuck would I even go right??? like why the fuck would I go to a boring ass school trip just to have no one to talk to??? right??
then I found out that all of them were actually going and just didn't give enough of a shit to tell me. they all told me they weren't going. no one cared btw.
when will I stop being fucking worthless to them. am I even real to these ppl?
they're not really my friends anyway but
man I fucking try but I always get tossed aside like im trash lmaooo