#oyy

[b-lessings]

The last time I had this existential crisis was in January, around 3 months ago, and my best friend/ life counselor said to wait on it. I waited. I thought I am over it. I thought nah, I will just be patient and do what everyone else is doing: work, be just another bird in the flock. I thought it was just a spike of anxiety I was having then and I got over it. Ama yapamıyorum ağabey yaaaaaaa. Ya.pa.mıyo.rum.

[quaculaarchive]

i woke up early cause i went to bed early but im so sleepy now and i know if i lay down i will sleep for a long time so im debating .

[elodiedreams]

@horse-badorties tagged me for the triple-threat: Lock Screen, Home Screen & last song listened to.

@horse-badorties has graciously tried to get me to play before and I’ve just been too …shy. All the life in my party is in the tags.

But I mustered up some gumption for this. It’s a lot of pretties on my phone today.

and I nominate these pretties to play along: @ohhelloholly @gnostix1 @mudwerks @elvisomar @sugarforsalt @devastationwagon @remindingpersephone @transpondster

Show us yours., if you’re in the mood to play.  

[theadventureto-be]

Mascara on the window // cheek brushed against a stranger’s coat

Avoiding my eyes from the main street, we talk

about such well-lit things. Corners

feel like teeth, always waiting

to crunch. I wouldn’t consider this

claustrophobia, but I dream 

of punching walls. I trap myself inside. 

All I see are lines -- endlessly crossing -- it looks nothing

like chaos. I’m too drunk on the idea of

us. Clutching porcelain like I am 

out of chances for gravity

to catch me. World upside down and my jaw

started popping -- again. I am so obsessed with the thought

of you on a summer night

and the reality of you in my life. I want a hole in the wall, some

way to see through the lines. I am endlessly crossing

the wrong points in my own timeline.

[scully-eats-sushi]

It’s my 19th wedding anniversary tomorrow (Wednesday). Can I be that old?

[mendengarkan]

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Jika harus memilih, aku akan lebih memilih badai daripada harus tersesat.

Badai dengan sendirinya akan lekas berlalu. Sementara tersesat, tak bisa semudah itu.

Terlebih, tersesat dihatimu, yang lebih rimba dari belantara waktu. (at Slamet Mountain)

[theresoneicouldcallking]

Inhumans is just so mehh and it’s such a shame cause anson mount is great in it and has done so much research and preparation for the role but htere’sno way this show’s gonna get another season

[theadventureto-be]

You never dissected me like I dissected // when they die, I blame you

You take me at face value

and I don't know if I love you for it

or hold it in a glass jar, stored

between the thoughts you let carelessly slip.

I have a hard time forgiving things without something shattering.

None of it was about me, but I know

how to turn every word

into an enemy. I thrive off the softness

of self destruction. Forgive me, always pouring

bitter water in the vases where I put your flowers.

When they die, I look at you differently.