cheap thrills | edgar & peter
MARCH 31st, 1979 DIAGON ALLEY
The crowds hadn’t dispersed in the two hours Peter had been wandering around, striking up conversations with those he knew, and drinking. People were on varying levels of intoxication around him, but he was steadily tipsy as he weaved his way through kissing couples, fighting wizards, and laughing groups. It was the sort of festivity that would have made him uncomfortable had he not needed the distraction. They all wanted to pretend there was no longer a war crushing inwards, and he was grateful for the chance to lose himself in alcohol. It gave him a second to flourish without his three mates and the shadows they casted, and maybe he would even create his own memories before they found him.
It wasn’t that he didn’t appreciate all they had done for him, or how much they meant to him, but his life outside of Hogwarts was vastly different than what it had been. There was more isolation in the real world, and less time for pranks or drama. Childhood was over the moment he was taken. And now he was back, he was okay, and he hadn’t seen his mates - wasn’t even sure they knew he was alive - and that was okay too. Because he needed to deal with the decisions he made, and he wasn’t sure he could do that around them.
Peter felt himself growing overwhelmed as those thoughts came to the surface, and he shoved himself from the middle of the throng and onto the sidelines. It was there that he shuffled into the shoulder of a man he didn’t quite recognize, and his racing thoughts were brought to a lull. “Sorry, mate.” He licked his lips idly, and thrust out the bottle of Firewhiskey that he had been working on. “Want some? It’s basically full. Make up for the fact I slammed int’ ya. I mean, it doesn’t but...bloody hell, who cares?” He wasn’t drunk, but he suddenly wished he had been. Maybe it could have saved him from remembering how truly, utterly embarrassing he was.
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