lingering.
@ghxjimin
ahreum was drawn to the shop per usual with the several flowers hidden inside her bag in all sorts of colors. she always felt as though she was missing something quite special as she stands there by herself in the midst of the potted flowers. they weren’t just there for show but for admiration because weren’t flowers also a symbolism for one’s own feelings? then again her feelings were difficult to understand, to her and everyone else simply because she could never control them. they were violent, impulsive and uncontrollable with no way to keep them at ease.
she would think back of the old feelings she had in the past. she remembers anger and destruction, disappointment and resentment, being content but not always happy. when she felt the slightly bit of resentment and uncertainty, anxiety… those feelings were the ones she hated the most and especially when those feelings were paired with people of the past. ahreum remembers their names and she remembers their faces when her vision momentarily blurs for a quick moment but she forces herself to forget and they disappear.
she was desperate to figure out her lingering feelings, those spots of resentment while she’s filled with many other questions. ahreum didn’t want to stress herself out so she stops thinking altogether. she plucks another flower, making sure no one was watching her and slipping it into her bag because she liked the color. but the moment she walks out, she sees him. she spots a familiar face whom could only appear in her dreams but she didn’t expect this, him in the flesh.