#pacobabbles

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the most frustrating thing is that i did not stop wait waiting for him to show up and now i hate myself for believing that he would do anything but let me down again

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those blueberries look like we found them in your grandpas armpit

lou, helping me to write my essay, at 5.30 in the morning, eating said blueberries

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im super drunk and kinda sad someone talk to me please

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i had such a shit day but i went to my best friends place and he put on music and talked about the future and let me cry and hugged me and i feel calm now and i just need to realise that im the center of my own little universe and that everything is not as huge and important as it seems and very beautiful idk

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hello, it is i, your birtday boy, that just turned 18. 🎉🎂👌

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ahahahha that fuckboy that wrote me yesterday turned out to be a scared bisexual flower that actually got my number online and when i told him that he could be sued for sexual harassment of minors he got really panicked and told me everything he knows about the guy (!!) that gave him the number on a flirt-site im so angry but im also laughing and really sorry for him he just wanted a one night stand and almost got the police set on him

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some fuckboy with a number i dont recognise just wrote me on whatapp blantly asking for sex and i am laughing so hard but on the other hand: how does he have my number? im scared?? why would he risk giving me HIS number? i could literally sue him for molestation of a minor? who is that fucking stupid? wat

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its so frustrating you know everyone is trying so hard and using right pronouns and apologise if they misgender me but i feel like noone actually sees me as a boy im just that weird girl that wants to be called 'he' and i really appreciate everyone trying but i feel like shit