Sana, ikaw na lang minahal ko. Sana, ikaw na lang sineryoso ko. Sana.
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Sana, ikaw na lang minahal ko. Sana, ikaw na lang sineryoso ko. Sana.
Kwainoyfeinuoipaynizhaw
RANDOM #001
Para sa mga umiibig at nasasaktan pero umiibig parin kase t-a-n-g-a.
10 bagay na natutunan ko mula sa mga umiibig:
Una, napakatamis ng mga simula. Nang mga umaga na ang bumubungad sayo ay ang kanyang mukha, nag-aalmusal ka ng kilig at pagdating sa gabi ay baon mo siya hanggang sa paghimbing. Dito, dito mo matututunan ang tunay na kapangyarihan ng isang “ngiti”, ng ibang “kamay” na humahawi sa iyong buhok, ng mga “mata” na sumisisid sayong kaluluwa. Pangalawa, napakadaling maging kampante at masanay sa pagmamahal, ang malunod sa kapangyarihan ng “kami”, ng “tayo”, ng “atin” pero paano naman ang “kanya” ? Paano naman ang “ako”? Napakadaling malunod sa akalang ang “iyo” ay mananatiling “iyo”. Pangatlo, mapapagod ka. Pero.. Pang-apat, ang tunay na pag-ibig hindi dapat sinusukuan diba? Pero.. Pang-lima, ang tunay na pag-ibig ay hindi parating sapat kapag ang pakpak na ibinigay saiyo nito ay bumigat at naging kadenang ni ayaw kang patayuin kapag ang langit na dating nilipad mo ay naging kulungan na na saiyo naman ang susi at kandado pero ayaw mo paring lisanin. Pang-anim, ang pinakamabagsik mang apoy ay mamamatay, maghanda ka sa sakit pero huwag kang mag-aalaga ng galit at ito ang... Pang-pito, iiwanan kang puno ng sugat at pilat at paltos nito. Iiwanan ka nitong abo. Pang-walo, maghanda ka sa wakas. Pang-siyam, alam ko parang hindi ka pa talaga handa sa wakas eh, wala naman kase talaga yatang nagiging handa sa wakas pero.. Pang-sampu, andiyan ang wakas at sa wakas mahalin mo pa siya sa “tingin”, sa “tanaw”, mula sa abo na iniwan ng dati ninyong apoy mahalin mo pa siya. Pero kapag ang pakpak ng dati mong pag-ibig ay naging gapos na.. kapag ang langit na minsan mong nilipad ay naging kulungan na.. mahalin mo siya sa huling pagkakataon, pagkatapos BITAW NA.
credit to Rico of On The Wings Of Love.
TARA NA'T MAMUNDOK SA 14
Hindi ka naman malungkot. Masaya ka nga eh. Masaya ka na okay yung career mo. Stable na income mo may business ka pa. Ang dami mong kaibigan. Ang dami mong trip. Ang saya ng pamilya mo. Nagagawa mo na ata lahat ng gusto mo. Siguro.... may kulang lang talaga.
Masaya ka naman may kulang lang talaga.
Wag ka ng malungkot! Hindi ka naman nag-iisa. Dadating din yan in God's time! :)
Hi. Sobrang labo ko ngayon. Its like feeling all the feelings you can feel in the world. Bizarre. I think that's the word they usually use. I dont usually blog about people but when I do, its either I dislike him/her or I love him/her. This time, I'm not gonna say its love but its nowhere near the opposite. I dont even know what this post is about. But oh well, here it goes... Okay, so there's this guy... (and I think you already know where Im headed to). He's nice and has a good sense of humor. He has pretty eyes and weird hair. He's not very muscular but neither is he skinny. I actually think it suits him. He's not very tall, and most of the time I look taller cause he never stands straight. Alright, lets give him "may ichura" as a summary. But these are just physical things. Even other people can give this description of him at their first meeting. What made him blog-worthy is the way he affects me. I like the way he "bullies" me when he pulls his tongue out everytime I look his way. It's been quite some time since I last caught myself smiling at very awkward moments and realize I was thinking of someone. I actually never believed in butterflies.. till then. He is one person i never saw coming until now. I never actually believed I was admired even until he confessed. I've never felt so taken care of. I've never felt so understood by one person who barely knows me. He makes me feel intimidated, in a good way. I like how he just knows me even if he really doesn't. I like it that he makes me feel respected. I love how he acts submissive but knows when and how to dominate. I like how he knows how to motivate me without stabbing my ego. I love how he assures me that he's always there for me no matter what. I like how he keeps my selfies even if I literally look like shit. I admire how he handles critical situations. I... I have so much in my mind. I want to say every bit of my thoughts but I just cant learn how to process them. But to sum it up, I guess, I hate how I like it that he makes me feel weird things. I just hate it as much as i love it.
But then again, he is someone I just knew. I never even saw him mad. I haven't seen him around his family, yet. I haven't seen him around the things that scare him. I havent seen him around dogs. I haven't seen him achieve the things he want by working hard for it. I just know him as the person he tries to show everyone. I just know him as the person he intoduced himself as him. And I think that's what's making it hard for me. That he's too good to be true. That we just knew each other for a couple of months and I already feel this way. It scares me. It scares me that he makes me too happy that I forget about the world. It scares me that I always worry about the time because it means we'll be away from each other soon. It scares me because he made me like Mondays. It scares me that I actually am starting to admire him back. Wait no, scratch that. I already like him back. The whole idea of him scares me.
So this time, maybe, It'll take a little longer because I have decided that if ever I decide to return the favor, I'll be 101% sure and I'll give him what he deserves. No pretentions, no filters, no more romeo and juliet scenarios, simply, just no more shit. That's why when people ask whats the real deal, I tell them that we're walking together and that we don't need no fast forward, nor a train ride for a faster trip, because if God permits, we'll get there, eventually.
Kilig moment on a tuesday night :)
It just feels soooo damn good when he's letting me know how he feels when I'm around :)
Just minutes ago, he sent me this.
Salamat sa mabagal na internet, di ko agad nakita so I was thinkin' it was the usual funny photo he sends, kaya "hahaha" nireply ko.. but instead.. I saw this:
At syempre kinilig ako, kumpleto na naman araw ko :"""> its not everyday that he says na napapagaan ko mood nya when he feels bad. Sobrang kinilig ako kasi naappreciate nya yung effort ko na pawalain yung stress nya and syempre, ang best dun ay yung napapasaya ko sya, kahit na ano pang mood nya. Ang sarap sa feeling :)
Four years na kami this Sunday pero he still gives me that chiils and butterflies <3
ILOVEYOU :*
I want someone who says I love you every night and proves it EVERYDAY.
<3
Math and Love.
Sa relasyon, hindi 50-50. Ibigay mo yung 100% mong pagmamahal, without expecting na makakakuha ka rin ng buo. Yun yung magic ng love, mararamdaman mo nalang na 100% din pala yung love na binibigay sayo. Hindi ka nagdemand, hindi ka nag expect. eh di happy! ♥
Kung nasaktan ka man noong una kang nagmahal, hindi yan ang dahilan para hindi ka na magmahal muli. Hindi mo kaylangan ikulong ang sarili mo sa iyong nakaraan. "Move on" bahagi lamang ng buhay pag-ibig ang masaktan. Kung hindi ka nasaktan, hindi ka tunay na nagmahal.