Feb 25, 2021
quarantine stories 10: what happened last night? (x)
#quarantine stories#quarantine stories 10: what happened last night?#pearwah nichaphat#priya sangkhachinda#lakornladies#wlw#thai gl#wlw recs#ellisgifs#pamkwang#asiansapphics#'i told you. i chose you long ago' GETS ME EVERY TIME#also i love pamkwang SO MUCH in their own right but just imagine if this was future earnpear get-together#like let's say pear and boss did get together and earn tried SO HARD to get over this crush so she can keep being pear's friend#and eventually she gets a boyfriend because she thinks she should but. it never feels the same. it never feels right. he isn't pear#then one day pear&boss break up earn tries desperately not to hope. even though pear said she realised she didn't like boss 'like that'...#..it doesn't mean she likes girls. or that she feels that way about earn. no: better if earn sticks with her boyfriend and they stay friends#because she dreamed of a happy ending once before and it broke her heart. in the end the boy always gets the girl. she should just accept it#but.#but in the end it's hopeless. she can't get pear out of her head. no-one makes her feel the same way. it's like they're 2 halves of a whole#they're friends. they're best friends and earn is greedy. she wants more. she keeps trying to pull herself away but... how can she?#for years now pear has been her everything. her happiness. her sadness. she can't imagine her life without pear in it. she doesn't want to#earn lives torn between want and terror and hope: too scared to move closer; unable to pull herself away#she locks that part of herself away. she makes plans with her boyfriend. she tries not to hope even as time passes and pear stays single#and then one night--the last night before quarantine separates them--they are out drinking and earn asks if she likes someone#and pear meets her eyes and says 'you'. and then she leans in and the world seems to slow as they kiss until there is just them. earn & pear#and earn doesn't want to let herself hope--it's just alcohol or a joke. but deep within her something unfolds and swallows her whole#she kisses pear back and holds her face in her hands and knows she cannot lie to herself anymore. she would do anything to keep this#because here is the truth: earn chose pear long ago. she was just scared pear wouldn't choose her.