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Panic

Part 11

Hello again, we're at part 11! Thanks to everyone who likes this and is reading my series, thank you so much. After this chapter I'll work on the requests I got, to add some suspense to it, you know?

Tell what you think and have a good day, huns.❤️

Chapter summary: reader and Dodge spend some time together, at last as a couple. But some truths come out and they're not very welcome.

Chapter warnings: mention of trauma and abuse. Some insecurities.. and that's it.

Tag list: @shenevertricks1831 @mixed-theater-faisty-tings @stuckinthesmalldoor @girlygirl-20 @jillo0315 @one-edgy-bitch @just-a-harmless-patato

For tonight Dodge and I decided to have our very first date. I'm actually quite nervous, I don't know why, we've seen each other many times, but never as... a date.

We decided for something simple, pizza and a movie at my house away from so many people.

I want to be comfy, but at the same time I don't want to wear a pj's... I kind of want to be cute too... damn, Dodge is ruining me.

I chuckle at the thought and decide to wear a pair of comfy short and a top.

Maybe, he'd like to stay the night too... who knows? I should take advantage of his offer at the Derby, after all...

The doorbell rings.

He's here.

"It's fine, he's still Dodge, it's fine"

I go to open the door and I find him standing there, a sweet smile on his face and y/f/f in one hand.

"Hi there" he says as I let him in.

"Hey you"

He leans down to kiss me.

"Here, hope you like it" he softly says handing me the flower.

"I do. Thank you" I say planting a kiss on his cheek.

I go to the kitchen to grab something to out the flower in and then go back to Dodge.

"So... I already ordered the pizza, it will be here soon, we can just go and choose a movie to watch, if you like" I tell him with a smile.

"Sounds perfect"

We sit on the couch, he has his arm around me, keeping me close as I hug him.

Then the pizza arrives and we just enjoy each other's company, eating and commenting the movie. Everything is just as always, everything is normal. I really had nothing to worry about, we're joking like always. I've never felt so at ease with anyone before.

"I can't believe people actually think this movie make any sense!" Dodge says as the movie ends.

"I know right? Unbelievable" I say laughing.

"Like... damn.. I don't even know what to say" he just laughs and I with him.

As the credits soundtrack plays in the back, Dodge put his hand on my leg caressing my exposed skin looking at me so sweetly and lovingly I just want to melt on the spot.

"See something that you like?" I manage to say to tease him.

"Actually... yes. Very much" his eyes move from my eyes to my lips, biting his own.

I just look at him, he's holding back, probably not to make me feel too uncomfortable.

"So? Need a formal invitation or are you going to kiss me?" I say raising an eyebrow.

"Oh... cocky aren't we?" He says back.

"Wanna do something about it?"

He wastes no time and kisses me, making me completely laying on the couch.

My hands move to his face and neck to pull him as closer as possible, his are one on my thigh and the other one on my waist.

He pull away slightly to whisper into my ear.

"I meant what I said last night" he bites my earlobe slightly.

"Mh?" I ask, too distracted by his actions to remember anything at all.

"I'd let you ride my face any time you want" he almost growls.

That makes me instinctively grind onto him.

"And something tells me the you like the idea just as much" he pulls away to look at me."So?"

I just nod.

"Words, love. I need to ear it. You wanna ride my face?" He says, looking at me with such sweetness.

"Y-yes... yes"

"Yes... what?" He smirks.

Fuck.

"Yes, Dodge.. I wanna ride your face. Now."

"Oh that's my girl" he says standing up and leading me to my bedroom.

It's like this is his house now. Leading me to my own room, crazy.

As soon as we enter my room he just lift me up in his arms and immediately wrap my legs around his waist.

He kisses me as he nears my bed, sitting then on it. His strong arms still around me.

He pulls away, giving my nose a kitten lick, smiling like an idiot.

"Take. Everything. Off." He orders.

He lets go of me and I immediately take off my clothes, he does the same.

When he's completely naked I front of me I can't help but stare at him, biting my lips.

He's too perfect to be real.

"See something that you like?" He repeats my previous words.

"Shut up" I roll my eyes, not being able to hold my smile back.

"I'll let you do the honor" he smirks, laying down on my bed.

I just stare at him, a wave of self consciousness washes over me all of a sudden.

He already saw me naked.. what's the deal now?

I like my body, I do. I'm proud of it. I don't know..

"You know, your bed is very comfy... it's easy to fall asleep on here" he chuckles, but then turns his head to look at me. "Is something wrong?" He asks concern.

"No.. no.. I just... self-conscious.. I guess" I let out a nervous chuckle.

He holds out his hands, silently asking me to get closer, I take and sit beside him.

"If it makes you uncomfortable, we can do something else, or stop completely. Okay?" He tells me, sending me a comforting smile to show me he means it.

"No... it's not that. I don't know... I know it's basically the same thing, but at the same time it's not." I chuckle to ease my nerve.

"Yeah, I know. If it helps, to me you're the most perfect human being I've ever seen" he proudly says.

"You need to stop this" I joke rolling my eyes and turning my face to hide my warm cheeks.

"I'll keep complimenting you as long as it makes you blushing like this" he laughs.

I slightly push him down, gaining some confidence and get out top of him.

His hands immediately move to my ass, simply caressing my skin.

"I don't mind staying like this too, you know." He says.

"Your dick says otherwise" I say referring to his hard-on.

"Well that's just my constant state around you" he quickly replies.

"Oh yeah? Is it all my fault, then?" I ask innocently.

"Oh yeah" he nods.

"What can I do to make it up to you?"

"Come up here and let me taste you" he simply says, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. "It would make me the happiest person on earth" he adds, to reassure me.

I bit my lips and climb up so my legs are on either side of his face, my center right in front of him.

I see him licking his lips, while he moves his hands on my thighs.

"Fucking perfect" his hands then move again, to rest on my boobs.

All of a sudden his mouth is on me and like that for the whole evening.

He decided to prove his point by eating me out in every position he could think of.

"Was it too much, love?" He asks me as we lay down on my bed.

"Not. At. All." I say, smiling like an idiot.

"Gosh.. you're definitely perfect." He laughs, kissing my cheek.

"What are you doing tomorrow?" I ask.

"I have to go to Anne's farm and break a horse she got"

"Ooh sounds cool. Love to see that one day" I tell him.

"Wanna come?" He asks.

"I actually... promised your sister I'd come over and make her my, as she says, 'absolutely delicious' cheesecake." I tell him with a smile. "Or better... I offer since I know she didn't want to bother me by asking, but at the same time wanted my cheesecake so badly" I laugh.

"Oohh.. so that's how it is... you prefer my sister over me." He says faking hurt.

"Oh yes, definitely. I spend time with you so she'd like me more" I tell him, trying to hold my laughter.

"You're the worst" he laughs.

"You knew all along, it's your fault" I quickly reply.

"Cockiness is back, uh?" He raises an eyebrow.

"I don't know what you're talking about" I say innocently.

"Oh yeah?" He raises both eyebrows in surprise.

I recognise the look on his face and try to move away from him, knowing full well he was about to tickle me.

"Stay away from me"

"I don't know what you're talking about" he says just as innocently, getting closer.

"We should just sleep you know" I try to convince him as I move out of his grip.

"Then just come here and lay down, uh?" He says with a teasing grin.

"I'm gonna sleep on the couch, how about that?"

"Mmh.. nah, you would miss me too much"

"Oh so confident, uh?"

"C'mon, I promise I won't tickle you. Come back here" he says.

I suspiciously look at him slowly getting closer to him again.

When I realise he actually won't tickle me, I lay back down with him.

"See? You can trust me" he says innocently.

"Oh shut up" I tell him closing my eyes and letting him hold me.

Dayna and I have been cooking all morning, while cooking the cheesecake I also taught her some other recipes.

We talked a lot, she took the chance to tease me for Dodge.

"You were really that blind to not see my brother being in love with you? Everyone could see that but you" she tells me chuckling.

"Yeah well, 'in love' is a big term now. Also... apparently yes, I was that blind" I laugh.

"He was too, don't get me wrong. The way you look at him... it was pretty obvious"

"I wasn't looking at him any way" I try to defend myself.

"Yeah.. sure" her tone is sarcastic.

"Okay.. okay.." I raise my hands in surrender.

"But seriously. I'm so happy you two finally got the balls to talk it out" she sweetly smiles at me.

Well.. we didn't only talk.

"Me too"

"You two are disgustingly cute together. It's crazy"

I laugh at that.

"We're two psychos, that's it"

"Well he surely is, you're too nice for him"

"Nah, he's too good for me. I don't deserve him" I tell her.

"Why would you say that?" She asks.

"Because... I'm afraid, I guess. You know, when you finally experience something good for once and you're afraid something will take it from you. That something will happen, eventually." I say, there's not need to lie, not with Dayna.

"I think that's exactly the reason why you deserve it, you deserve each other" she smile.

" My mother didn't help either. She'snever been the supportive type..." I half smile.

"I'm sorry" Dayna says.

"Oh no, don't worry, please. It's still a feeling I'm trying to fight off. Anyway, we got everything ready for today, yeah?"

She nods.

My phone buzzes in my pocket.

I pick it up to see a text, from Natalie.

"Do you know about Dayna?" The text says.

I turn to hide the phone from Dayna and type.

"What do you mean?"

"Heather found out that Dodge's sister was paralyzed by a hit-and-run. Did you know?"

I can tell she's pissed.

"Well it wasn't my story to tell. I don't see the problem here."

"Did you also know it was Luke Hall? He should be in prison"

"Yeah, and as I said it's not my story to tell. Can we please talk about it later? Please, it's not the right time"

"Fine"

"Everything's good?" Dayna's voice catches my attention.

"Oh? Yeah yeah, just a friend having relationship problems, you know" I lie. I don't want to trouble her with this now.

Before Dayna could say something, we hear Dodge opening the front door.

"Something smells good here" he comments coming into the kitchen.

"Oh I do hope so. I'm teaching my recipes, if they're bad it's my fault" I reply.

"Or maybe I did something wrong" Dayna defends me.

"Not possible. You did everything good" I tell her with a smile.

"Nah, it would be definitely Dayna's fault" Dodge jokes.

"Shut up" She replies and I throw a dirty towel at him.

"Alright alright. Are you done with my girlfriend or should I book an appointment?"

"She's too good for you. Even if she's convinced of the opposite" Dayna reveals.

"Uh?"

"I'm free now. The cheesecake and the rest is ready for today's lunch so.." I quickly say, grabbing Dodge's hand and leading him to his room.

"So, earlier Nat texted me and-" I start to say as soon as we got onto his room but he cuts me off.

"What was that about?" He asks.

"What was what?" I ask back, pretending I didn't know what he was talking about.

He just crosses his arms and raises his eyebrow at me, waiting for an answer.

"Listen, Natalie texted me abo-"

"We're not talking about Natalie now." He firmly says, walking in front of me. "What. Was. That about?"

I lower my eyes to avoid his, so he gently grab my hands.

"Please?"

I sigh.

"You really think you don't deserve me?"

"It's not only that" I whisper.

"Good. Because, honestly, you'd deserve so much more" he smiles.

"Shut up"

"Nope"

"I think, I'm just scared."

"Of what?"

"Being this happy only for it to be taken away in the future."

"Are you happy with me?" He asks.

"Of course I am"

"Then focus on now, okay? We're here now, not in the future. Don't be scared of something that's not even here"

He move his hands to my face, making me face him as he caresses my cheeks.

"I love you. I'm so in love with you, I don't think I could ever let this feeling end." He admits.

"You.. you what?" I'm speechless.

One thing is him liking me back... another is him loving me... back.

"If you want me to repeat it, I will. Anytime you want and anytime you don't care to hear it." He chuckles, making me laugh softly "I love you I love I lo-"

I cut him off with a kiss which is soon reciprocated.

"I love you too" I say when we pull away.

"See? Nothing to worry about now" he smiles proudly.

"Stop being so cocky"

"I'm not, I just like it when I'm right" he smirks.

"Listen. About Natalie." I start again.

"Now you can tell me" he says pulling away to put away his things.

"She found out, from Heather, how Dayna was paralyzed" I tell him and he turns to look at me.

"Does she.."

"She figured it was Luke" I tell him and I see him starting to think "I can explain her the situation tonight when I see her and ask her to not say anything"

He nods, still thinking.

"Is that okay?"

"Yeah.. yeah, thank you, really" he says.

"No need to"

He come up to me and kisses me.

"You gotta fucking let me just thank you" he says and kisses me again.

"Nah. Where's the fun in that?" I ask with a teasing grin.

"Oh yeah?" He smirks and basically drags me to the bed getting on top of me, not wasting any time, and start kissing me.

"You gotta promise, bith of you" I say to Natalie and Heather after I explained what happened to Dayna.

"Yeah.. sure."

"Apparently Cortez has been trying to bring charges against Luke to the D.A. for some time."

"Cortez knows?" Natalie asks.

"Yeah.. apparently he does, it was hum I think who told them it was Luke"

"Shit.." she comments.

"I know"

"Hey.. uhm.. I.. think he's also taking bets on Panic. That's why he's back in town" Heather tells us.

"To track the game?" Natalie wonders.

"Or to fix it." Heather suggests.

"Fix it?" Natalie is confused.

"It would make sense. Think about it. He was at the jump last year. You know? He graduated years ago, now. And when he comes back? When two of the leading players die? That's a bit weird, isn't it?" I say.

"Both Jimmy's and Abby's deaths are connected to the game, but..if Luke is taking bets.." she starts.

"Then maybe he's connected to them, too" Heather finishes.

"Fuck" I mutter.

It's not our game anymore.

The next day I go to Dodge to inform him about Luke and the bets.

"Hey, love" he says opening the front door and letting me in.

"Hey" I kiss his cheek, and together we head to his room.

"So... uhm, Heather and Natalie won't say a word, I assure you" I tell him.

"You're amazing" he says with a sweet smile.

"It wasn't much, but you're welcome"

"What else? You seem kinda nervous. Is everything okay?" He comes up to me moving his hands to rub my arms.

"Heather told us that some people are gambling on Panic. Some od them are putting $10,000 ,$20,000 on each challenge. They think Luke might be in charge." I tell him.

He looks at me and simply humms. He's not surprised.

Why is he not surprised?

"You... you're not surprised... why you're n-" I stop talking realising why. "You knew, didn't you?"

I pull away from him.

"Yeah.. Cortez suspected ever since he found out about Panic, but he didn't know enough about the game or how it worked in order to build a case, so um..he needed a way in."

I scoff.

"If I win we can prove that Luke is getting a kickback as the bookie. It's not illegal to gamble, but it is a felony to be the house" he explains, getting closer again, but I just step back.

"I know you so well, uh?" I say, mimicking his voice that time in Diggins' hot tub.

"You do" he tries.

"So what? That's the only reason you started to talk to me? You needed someone stupid enough to trust you and tell you everything about the game?" I feel the tears threatening to fall.

"No.. that's not it. I... please.." he tries again to reach for me, but I move away.

"You just used me." I say, more to myself then to him.

"Please, love"

"Oh no no. You don't say that." I say walking out, ignoring his voice calling for me.

I wake up, hoping that the events of the previous day were just a bad dream. But no luck. They there very real.

Luckily for me today was my day off, so I just got up from the bed and decide to take a shower.

When I get out of the shower I pick up my phone, seeing several texts from Dodge, a few calls too, so I turn the phone off and head to the living room to sit on the couch and watch some TV to distract myself.

As I'm watching a boring movie about a jazz musician I feel something right out of my door and I get up to see what it was.

I open the door seeing nothing, then I lower my eyes to the ground seeing padlock no key attached.

A padlock, just like the one my mom used to use to lock me in the closet.

I turn it around in my hands, noticing something craved on the back.

"High school. 10pm"

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