Humans get sick. Therefore Dottore's lovers get sick, specially in winter, those meak little things...
When humans get sick, humans.. do not like the taste of medicine. It's as simple as that. He had been dealing with humans, patients for centuries after all. Some humans (his lovers) can get picky when it comes to the taste. Dottore only wants them to get better!
Dottore only cares and dots for his sickly humans. Even if it means, on humans words, betraying them. Words uttered by you, specifically. By your experience with him, of course.
After a long day, you had made yourself a sandwich. A well earned sandwich that contained half of the ingredients available at the fridge in it. Dottore just so happened to be lounging around, hanging closely by the sandwich. You turned away for a second, poured yourself a nice, hot beverage—Snezhnaya's cold was cruel— and took a big bite of your sandwich. Only to inmediately pause.
As you bit it, you heard a small, single "crunch." You munched on it again... Bitter.
"Eugh!" You exclaimed
You put down the sandwich with a disgusted expression, and gulped down the beverage you had previously poured yourself. Then, your gaze inmediately directed to Dottore, who was hiding a smile. He was really bad at hiding smiles, specially evil ones.
"Dottore, why the fuck did you ruin my sandwich."
"Language, my heart! I... simply wanted to help you with your sickness."
"I am a grown ass person Dottore, i do not need your help"—"You were coughing on my face last night"—"NO I WASN'T."
You stepped close. Closer to him, mouth half opened.
"No, don't do that dear. We both know you don't want to."
Closer, "stop it!"
Closer, and closer... then coughed on his face.
"DO NOT," Dottore adjusted his gloves, "DO THAT."
...
"... Darling?" Pantalone says to Dottore, his lover, who he is standing next to at his office. Pantalone sips once again, and clicks his lips together.
"What is it." Dottore responds back, yet looks to the side, trying to hide his smile once again. "Ohh, i know that look of yours you–you psychopathic medic. Did you put something in my wine?"
Dottore's breath gets caught in nothing. Pantalone's eyebrow raises.
"Dottore?"
"... Okay, well, first of all. I don't apreciate you sneezing on my face at night. I had to do something."
"Dottie! Why– you know this wine is expensive."
"Do you want to know what's more expensive."
Pantalone sighed. He pulled away his glasses and rubbed his face, his lips pressed into an unamused line. "... What?"
As he grows with age, Zandik finds himself musing over the mundane that is often ignored in his youth. Hot tea and fine music, the magnificent tall glass windows of the Zapolyarny palace witness all the anecdotes of bliss and surrows.
Even Snezhnaya’s harsh weather can bring out the land’s beauty. Personally, you prefer a little bit after noon since the sun is warm enough and the cold is just right. It is also Zandik's favorite time for tea.
And so, a tradition is formed, where hot tea and pastries are already served on a table in a little corner of his lab, facing the tall glass windows. The corner is away from any equipment and is strictly for tea time. During the busy hours when the segments occupy most spaces in the lab, an old man like him prefers to sit by himself with a cup of tea in hand, observing both the outside and inside.
Although it is undeniable that the tea is of high quality as well as the treats, the list of guests can be counted in one hand. Today, the number even goes down by one. At the very least, you are not the missing guest. Bringing the cup close to your mouth, you gently blow air into it to cool the tea before finally feeling the warm water soothes your throat. You place it back down with a clink.
“What got you so quiet?”
His now worn out fingers flex on the head of the cane. Zandik lets out a deep hum, one that you can feel the vibrations in his chest but equally gravelly.
“Looking at the dry branches, I can't help but feel the inevitability is coming for me too.”
You refill his cup and let out a sigh.
“Those novels from Pantalone have turned you awfully somber.”
He lets out a laugh under his breath, one hand reaching for the cup you just refilled.
“Don't go pinning it on Feofan so quickly. The thought stems purely from my own observation. It is only natural for my age.”
“Even so, it's not good to think about defeat when defeat has yet to come.”
Before he can answer back, a small hand tugs at his arm from the side of the cozy chair. Zandik is met with the sight of his eight-year-old self fresh from crying, hugging an aranara plushie the size of his head.
“I didn't mean to break Feofan's gift.”
Zandik carefully retracts his hand from the tea to hold the aranara plushie offered to him. There is a long slit at the aranara’s stomach that causes the inside cotton to spill out. Short fingers grip his sleeve.
“Do you think you can fix it?”
Letting out a sigh, he tilts his cane slightly outward with the hand already resting there the whole time.
“Go fetch the sewing kit.”
The kid quickly runs off after nodding. He places the arana on his lap so his hand can finally bring the tea cup to his mouth. You chuckle after he places the cup back down.
“It goes without saying that the Second Harbinger works tirelessly.”
There is a faint huff but you pretend not to hear it. Zandik holds the aranara up to inspect it. A few specks of snow clings to the plushie’s left side.
“He must have fallen somewhere. Luckily, I saw no injuries.”
“I’ll check him up.”
Right on time, little Zandik returns with a small sewing kit. You pat your lap to call him over after he places the kit on Zandik's thigh. The kid turns his head to the side to watch the old man working while munching on a pastry on your lap. Your eyes have already scanned him for injuries and found none. You tuck a few loose strands behind his ear.
“No need to beat yourself up for something like this next time. You won't get into trouble unlike what 18 said.”
He gives you a nod.
“I understand.”
Even you find yourself watching Zandik work diligently too. One steady hand guides the needle to loop under the cloth then emerges with a new stitch formed. The other holds the aranara in place. Like always, you catch on the slight trembling whenever his hands or fingers move. It was not a good sight but not unpleasant. Little Zandik tilts his head over to the much older one.
“Are you sure you got this?”
Still hunching over the aranara, he replies with a raspy voice.
“Yes, I'm certain.”
A black gloved hand with rings suddenly ruffles the kid’s hair. Pantalone’s voice can be heard next to you.
“Ah, it seems I missed quite the event being late.”
Little Zandik turns his body to Pantalone.
“Feofan!”
You nudge the gloved hand away to fix the hair back in place.
“Did the meeting go smoothly?”
“You know The Mayor, spilling words all over the place as always.”
Giving little Zandik one last pinch on the cheek and you a firm pat on the shoulder, he strides over to the chair next to the older Zandik, shrugging off his clothes and places it on the backrest. He sits with one leg crossed, resting his chin on his hand to watch the old man who has not bothered to lift his head up the whole time. A faint smile on his worn out face.
“It’s a nice afternoon.”
Zandik finally sits up straight again after finishing his last stitch. He grunts since he has to lean his body over to give his excited self on your lap the aranara. After getting himself comfortable again, he looks over to Pantalone.
“The meeting is over earlier than I expected. I thought you couldn't make it on time.”
Pantalone laughs breathily.
“I tried to resolve matters as fast as I could. How could I leave my dear friends disappointed?”
“Hah.”
You can't help but thread your fingers in the kid's hair.
“Dear friends? You’re full of flattery today.”
“And how crude of you to accuse me of such a lie.”
A deep grumble from Zandik puts a stop to the banter.
“Why can't you just enjoy the tea?”
It is a nice afternoon indeed as the chatter goes on until evening. Little Zandik wiggles his legs sitting on your lap. He is quick to hop off and offers to help clean the cups with you three.
At his age, Zandik's eyes are no longer as sharp as he’d like. The monocle is one glaring evidence. His fingers can no longer accurately perform a clean slice with the scalpel anymore, as every move is met with a slight tremble. Something he desperately tries to hide but little details like that never escape his friends. And so, he doesn't mind the fact that his fingers are currently not playing this song at its intended pace , or his fingers are too tired to reach out to the difficult notes. Because no one is here right now in this sunlit room, just him and the piano.
His temporary peace is interrupted by a creek of the large door. Your shadow is stretched out on the floor, reflecting on the tall glass windows. Even though it seems like he is not looking at you, his posture straightens up a bit and his fingers fasten their movements. You stroll over to the arm chair behind him and sit down, smiling fondly at the sight of his back. The two of you remain unchanged like that for a long time without exchanging any words. Only music echoes against the walls of the room.
When the music dies out, your hand reaches out to pour yourself a cup of tea.
“There’s no need to overexert yourself. You know I already like the way it is.”
Zandik turns his head half way to glance at you.
“I’m just playing the way I like it.”
“And your work is phenomenal as always.”
He briefly turns away from you. Once again, you pay no mind to the faint huff, choosing to walk over to the bench and settle down besides him. His wrinkles are clearer up close, especially on his hands. Yours get into position on the keys besides his.
“Do you remember the first song we played together back in Sumeru?”
“There are too many to recall. But I remember you played the flute back then.”
“Hah, well, I can still replay most of the song.”
Your fingers get to work and he does too after letting out a hum. In your view, playing an instrument is no different than dancing, just in a different font. You need to move at the right moment, control your pacing and pay attention to the tone. A duet is like that of a waltz. The waltz between you and Zandik has been going long enough that you don’t mind slowing down a bit this time.
Zandik brings your hand to his lips once the song ends. Your skin is a stark contrast to his. The sight unnerves you when you let your mind wander too far. He puts your hand on his lap, hugging it with his two palms.
“I wonder what my mother would say now after spending so many years teaching me to play.”
“She’d appreciate your growth.”
He lets out a series of chuckles, squeezing your hand.
“It may be odd to say this but, in a way, I believe it was better that I left home early. If my mother had seen how much of an old man I’ve become, I’m not sure how to face her.”
What could you possibly say to respond to that? Zandik's mother was an enigma. You knew her. She occasionally invited you for lunch or called you both to go inside when the sun got too high. A headstrong woman for her family. But she is not without flaws. Although Zandik never tells you anything, you’ve always sensed the suppressed feelings behind his eyes at the mention of her. You only squeeze his hand back. He gives you a soft hum. The pad of his thumb caresses your skin.
“Sorry to let you bear the grievances of someone like me.”
“I’m not-”
“Would you care to join me for a dance?”
Closing your eyes temporarily, you let out a sigh.
“It’s always unpredictable being with you.”
His chest rises and falls as he laughs. Zandik slowly leads you over to the middle of the room for more space, one hand on your waist all the time. The dance starts like a leisure walk under the sun with both parties preferring to take as much time as possible. Zandik rests his head on your shoulder and you do the same. His nose takes in your scent. It is hard not to admire the snow covered pine forest under the gentle sun outside the glass windows.
Little sniffles in the cold halls halt your steps. You quickly make a turn at the direction of the sounds. The sunlight from the tall glass windows reflects on Pantalone’s glasses. He is carrying little Zandik on his arm as the kid hugs his neck, eyes and nose red from crying. 18 is standing in front of them, arms crossed. Although his back is facing you, a stubborn look is certainly on his face. You quickly come to join the conversation. Pantalone lets out a smile as soon as he spots you, tilting his head slightly. The older Zandik crosses his arms and adverts his gaze out to the windows. You look over to the kid on Pantalone's arm.
“Is something the matter?”
Pantalone gives the kid a pat.
“How about we let the insiders explain?”
The youngest one grumbles, hiding his face in Pantalone's neck. Your head turns to 18.
“So?”
“What do you mean ‘so’?”
You loop your arm around his.
“We’re not gonna judge anything.”
“Hmph. It was trivial anyways. 8 asked me to deliver his project proposal to Pantalone because I was on the way there. I gave it a quick read and told him the plan was inadequate. That's all there is to it.”
Little Zandik points an accusing finger at the older Zandik. Tears still cling onto the corner of his eyes. He shakes his head.
“That's not true! You even hid my notebook and I still haven't got it back!”
“I’m only doing you a favor. A kid like you better stay off from this so the fund stops draining up for the actual important projects.”
He only sniffles and goes back into hiding. Pantalone adjusts his glass, seemingly trying to hold back a laugh. The corner of his mouth lifts up a bit. You rest your head onto 18’s shoulders.
“Why must you insist on being so strict to your youngest self? Wisdom comes in a plethora of ways. The curiosity of a child is one such way.”
Even though he is still crossing his arms, his eyes lose their sharpness, drooping downwards. You hold his wrist and guide it to reach out to 8. The little kid doesn't bother to move but only glares at the hand.
“Come now. A handshake can't be above the two of you. And I’m sure 18 is more than happy to return your notebook after he apologizes.”
You turn to look at the older Zandik. The muscles of his arms have relaxed under your touch. He is finally willing to look directly at the kid.
“I…should have considered my words more carefully. Your notebook is in my study.”
Short fingers reach out to wrap around slender ones. They retract their hands back to their side after a small shake. 8 is no longer hiding in Pantalone's neck anymore.
“Apology accepted.”
The older Zandik clicks his tongue.
“That wasn't an apology.”
A wrinkled hand reaches out from behind and ruffles 18’s hair.
“Finally getting along, I see.”
He slaps away the hand, clicking his tongue again. To which, the old man only replies with a chuckle.
“Don’t be too harsh on yourself. I have read the documents on both of your projects and the ideas align. Why don't you form a collaboration this time?”
Pantalone tilts his head to the side.
“I’d be more than happy to approve the funding. As long as the results are promising, that is.”
18 turns his gaze to the glass windows again.
“I…”
He puts 8 down carefully, giving an encouraging pat on his back. Little Zandik holds his hand out.
“I accept the collaboration proposal.”
You hear a little huff from the one you're still looping arms with.
“I haven't even mentioned a proposal anywhere yet. But, it is alright regardless.”
This time, the handshake lasts longer and you even catch a little squeeze at the end. Pantalone clasps his hand together.
“Alright, everything’s settled then. Why don't we go out for lunch this time? A change of scenery is one good way to clear the mind and heart.”
You tilt your head, thinking.
“Oh, that reminds me Zandik still has not collected his tailored suit from the store yet. We’ll have to make a visit on the way.”
Zandik leans into his cane.
“I almost forgot about that. Though, getting a new suit just for attending an opera is a little flashy.”
Pantalone adjusts his glasses again. They gleam under the light.
“You’re not serious about wearing that old thing at an opera house, are you? It's gonna make you look like our butler at this point.”
“It doesn't sound so bad if you think about it.”
Zandik rests his hand on 18’s shoulder.
“You can attend too if you like.”
“No, thanks. I have better things to do at the lab. Besides, I can't really stand old people’s jokes.”
You gasp dramatically.
“Pantalone, he is saying we’re boring.”
“I wonder why you keep calling me by my title.”
Ignoring the out of nowhere comment, you tug on 18’s arm.
“Anyways, we better get going. The snow is getting heavier.”
The light from the glass windows make your shadows elongated on the cold marble floor, forever imprinted.
Guilt creeps up in your chest to see a single Sumeru rose lying on the freezing snow covered ground. Such frail being in a foreign land. But Zandik wouldn't like it if you plucked a whole bouquet of flowers from his garden, especially to put it in front of his grave under grey sky. A single headstone impaled to the ground. He used to tell you it was cruel to have the leaves stray away too far from the mother tree.
The harsh wind blows your hair in the grave’s direction. It almost takes your umbrella along. You struggle to keep the thing in place until a gloved hand takes it from you, holding it firmly. Pantalone is standing besides you, just a bit in the back.
“You left without telling me.”
Dusting the snow off your clothes, your eyes keep their focus ahead, not particularly on the headstone.
“You were sleeping so I let you be.”
He doesn't say anything but pulls out a handkerchief. Leaning down a bit, Pantalone wipes the wet specks of snow off your face.
“At this point, we’re both going to catch a cold.”
“More reasons to go to the doctor.”
“Heh.”
After carefully folding it, he puts the handkerchief back inside. A faint familiar smell of smoke evades your scent. You briefly revel in the faint warmth from his lighter seconds before it leaves.
“You’re not looking for another scolding, are you?”
A long pause to answer a simple remark. As if not being able to find anything witty, his voice comes out fainter than a whisper, more like a breath.
“I wish.”
Silence eats away at the atmosphere again. Your wandering eyes can't help but notice the ever increasing grey hair strands mixing in with his rich black.
“You have been skipping on the elixir, have you? Do you know how much effort I put into producing them?”
You fix your coat that has been slipping off your shoulders for a while.
“Don’t be so selfish.”
He reaches a hand down to help you fix it too.
“Shouldn’t you say that to yourself? Overworking and skipping on meals. I rarely see you outside of your quarters.”
“Hmph.”
It is cruel to have the leaves stray away too far from the mother tree.
synopsis: A well-deserved, quiet, and peaceful morning spent with Dottore and Pantalone.
includes: dottore + pantalone w/ gn! reader
notes: This is a commissioned work! Just sweet and gentle fluff and cuddles from Dottore and Pantalone in the morning! <3
As Harbingers of the Tsaritsa, they are expected to attend to their duties with the utmost dedication. They are expected to maintain a certain appearance among the lower agents, as representatives of her will. And being those chosen by Her Highness herself, they have successfully molded themselves into the role.
But the truth is that no one can pretend for that long. Behind closed doors, when no one is looking, the mask can dissipate. It does not matter how high or low ranking they are - in the end, they are awfully more human than they’d admit. That too applies to none other than the Second and the Ninth Harbingers of the Fatui.
Otherwise, why would they be snuggled into you on both of your sides?
It is an arrangement that no one is particularly privy to. The agents who witness Pantalone enter Dottore’s lab to evaluate the progress of his latest experiment do not question when he doesn’t leave until the next morning. The employees who notice Dottore set foot in Pantalone’s great mansion to discuss resources do not question when he starts his routine the next day, much later than usual. And most importantly, they dare not question you, the even greater oddity, the one who seems to be stuck between those two powerful men.
But that is a topic that does not need to be discussed right now. Not that you even had the energy to think too much about the intricacies of this relationship, when the warmth that infiltrated your body made you focused on staying as cozy as possible. However, it seemed that the bundles of heat began to shift around, causing puffs of cold air to hit you, much to your displeasure.
It meant that you would need to pull out all the stops to get this moment to last longer - something all three of you were used to.
It was you who had initially insisted on sleeping together. You couldn’t imagine how much quality sleep your two partners actually got. You could at least trust Pantalone to retire to bed, though it might not have been the most restful. Dottore was a different story altogether.
And so, that was when you made up your mind to throw both of them onto the bed, pull up the covers, turn off the lights, and get to cuddling and sleeping. It was met with amusement from Pantalone, who chuckled every time you had to claw his fellow Harbinger back to bed when he tried to slip away.
You were usually the one tucked in the middle, as both of your lovers wanted to have their hands on you in some way. Naturally, having you in between them was the most logical position, though it still sparked some jealousy from the other party, depending on whose chest you felt like snuggling into that night. You swore it prompted certain remarks, mainly from Pantalone to Dottore, but you were usually too sleepy to really make the words out.
But eventually, it had become something all three of you looked forward to, considering your busy schedules, or at least that’s what you liked to think. It was also part of the reason why you always tried to extend it as much as possible - this peace where both of them could relax - even after the sun had risen, even when you knew your partners had to return to work and their regular selves. Of course, they were the ones to disrupt the moment more often than you, who was more than content to stay in bed all day, which meant it was usually up to them to fully wake you up.
“Must you do this every time?” A muffled voice sounded from beyond the haze of your still sleepy mind.
“Hush, doctor. If you didn’t like it, you wouldn’t entertain it.” Another voice responded, amused by the seemingly grumpiness of the other man. You could faintly make out his hand gently stroking the top of your head in accordance with his tone.
“Not all of us have the time to sit around idly.” Though Dottore’s words seemed harsh, his voice had lowered into a softer pitch, his hand reaching to wrap around your waist.
“Maybe idleness is what we need every now and then. At least, that is what this one desires. You wouldn’t deny them that, would you?” The scholar did not respond, save for the click of his tongue and tightening around you, although you were already pretty squished in between the two Harbingers. Not that you were complaining.
“However… it has been some time. Perhaps it’s time to wake up, my dear?” Pantalone’s fingers slid down, rubbing circles into your shoulders.
“I don’t know why you still ask them that. They only respond to… other means,” Dottore sighed before leaning in, his long blue curls brushing your cheek, the sensation soon followed by the press of his lips against your skin.
“It doesn’t hurt now, does it? [Name] is fond of our voices.” Still, Pantalone joined his co-worker in kissing you, his own lips falling on your neck, nearly tickling your ear, a surefire way to get you to twitch and drag your mind out of its sleep-ridden fog. It was in his teasing nature to chuckle as you slightly squirmed in his grip. “Come now, you can’t sleep forever.”
“And neither can we stay here forever. You do realize you’ve already delayed us by a few hours?” Dottore’s teeth were more of a wake-up call, the sharpness having already penetrated your skin quite a few times before. There were days when you woke up with your neck marked though with no memory of such a thing, but the lingering warmth from an empty bed quickly made you realize just what he got up to while you were still dozing. This time, however, it seemed that the softness of the morning was enough for him to be merciful, the nicking of his teeth just enough for your breath to hitch. “There we go.”
You were beginning to become aware of the two pairs of eyes that carefully observed you, though with underlying tenderness. The urge to squeeze your eyes and give them a rub, along with a much-needed yawn, was tempting, and yet in the back of your mind, you knew you couldn’t. You simply couldn’t give in on the first attempt.
“See? [Name] is doing it again. Pretending. This is what happens when you spoil them too much, banker,” Dottore huffed. His hand slipped under your shirt, resting above your heart that was beating quicker than usual, an easy sign of your current lies. You almost smiled at his complaint, knowing full well that he technically could just leave without you, but he was too endeared by you to do so.
“Oh doctor, don’t act as if you don’t do the same. The agents are always far more bewildered by the way you act around them,” Pantalone was quick to respond, knowing very well how his most intimidating co-worker changed around you. But you had the same effect on him as well, so he was not one to argue about it. “And this one knows it all too well. That is why they are free to pull this on you. Isn’t that right, darling?” Along with Pantalone’s questioning came a kiss to your collarbone, revealed by Dottore’s pulling.
A part of you itched to respond, but even if you did, you probably wouldn’t be able to get any proper words out amidst your giggles, sure to get a strict glare from Dottore. Regardless, you could just imagine the look he was giving your other partner, one comparable to whenever you teased the scholar.
“Still, it seems [Name] is awfully tired. Perhaps we should leave them to rest,” Pantalone mused, although his hidden intentions were clear as day to the other Harbinger.
“Correct. I’m sure they’ll come find us when they’re ready,” Dottore agreed. Just moments after, you heard more shifting as the warmth surrounding you truly began to disappear, replaced with you being snugly tucked in with the blankets. Peeking an eye open, your view was of Pantalone’s back, his arm reaching for his glasses, perched on the nightstand. If you let him hook the spectacles around his neck, it would mean the day would truly start.
It was as if he knew what you were going to do next - of course he did, considering the number of times this same song and dance happened already - which was why his movements seemed to be slowed and delayed, waiting for a certain someone to interrupt him.
“I’m up, I’m up!” No sooner did you quickly throw your arms around him, tightly securing them around his waist, earning a chuckle from Pantalone. “Come on,” you pulled at him, urging him to lie down once more, “just join me for a while longer now that I’m… actually awake! You wouldn’t want to spoil my morning, now would you?” Your lover smiled with delight, placing his hands over yours, already intending to give in to your demands.
“Why, the thought never crossed my mind. Though you should probably pay more attention to Dottore if you want your wish to be fulfilled,” Pantalone nudged you in the direction of your other partner. Loosening your grip and turning around, you saw that Dottore’s mask was already locked behind his ears. You did not hesitate to reach out and snatch it with a pout, setting it on the nightstand on the other side of the bed.
“You do not get to leave and disappear for the rest of the day just like that,” you declared, semi-scolding Dottore for his habits. The entertained trill from Pantalone, who had settled back under the sheets, and the sensation of your fingers slithering up his arm, was enough for Dottore’s eyes to flutter shut in resignation.
In the beginning, when this… engagement first began occurring, it was not so easy for you to get The Doctor to stay in bed. Often, you were left with a glum face as Pantalone rubbed you in comfort as the scholar left. As someone unfamiliar with such luxuries - in the emotional sense - perhaps adjusting to such behavior would not happen as quickly as you wanted, even after you had wormed your way into his closed-off heart.
But naturally, your patience was exceptional, otherwise, you wouldn’t have managed to deal with not one but two Fatui Harbingers. Of course, Pantalone’s silver tongue was helpful in coaxing your lover to spend just a few more minutes in bed, and that eventually led to you being able to get the scientist to cuddle with you just a bit longer. Still, feeling such a menacing man relax right under your fingertips, letting you tug him right back next to you in bed, was something you could never put into words.
And what’s more, having your two lovers lying next to you so closely once more was an even better feeling.
“See how nice things are when you listen to me?” You couldn’t help but let out a contented sigh as you stretched and made yourself comfy again, this time nuzzling into Dottore.
“Don’t get too cocky now. I can still wipe that smirk off your face,” the Harbinger claimed, though the tenderness with which he swiped at your lip told a different story.
“Mhm, sure.” The warmth retrieved from your lovers, especially with Pantalone’s chest pressed into your back, almost made you drowsy again, wanting nothing more than to sink right back into dreamland with your two lovers holding you.
Still, even you knew that these times were too good to last forever. You turned onto your back so that you could get a proper look at Pantalone and Dottore. One hand reached to caress the banker’s cheek, while the other stroked the scholar’s face, pulling both of them closer to you.
“And how did you two sleep?” You questioned while you basked in their gazes.
“Quite well. But that is usually how it goes when I have the pleasure of keeping you in my arms. If only Dottore weren’t so greedy, I would have you stay here far more often,” Pantalone tutted as he took hold of your palm and kissed it.
“That is rich coming from you,” Dottore intertwined his fingers with yours as he narrowed his eyes, “Dragging [Name] as your partner to all your countless events and gatherings. But regardless, it was… restful,” he admitted, which was an accomplishment considering that even when the blue-haired man slept, nightmares from the past sometimes lingered.
“I don’t see the issue. Someone has to show them off, and clearly, you aren’t very keen on it,” Pantalone was quick to comment on Dottore’s little remark. Yep, the banter meant that this morning was as perfect as the rest of the ones you spent with the two. If you let them be, they would have spiraled into a multitude of different topics that were sure to continue for a good few days, and you would rather keep the peace for now.
“Alright, alright, you both have my attention now,” you tittered, which was enough to get them to pause their disagreement.
“And you, my love? I suspect you also slept well, hmm?” Pantalone's silky hair drifted onto your shoulder, and you couldn’t help but curl the few purple locks between your fingers.
“Well, I usually sleep best with you two,” you hummed. “That’s why I’m always especially productive on days like these.”
“Productive, but the sun has long risen,” Dottore joined in, his two long bangs similarly tickling your neck.
“Well, isn’t it normal for me to want to steal some more of your time? Especially when both of you are cooped up in your offices all day?” You shrugged your shoulders as if it were common sense. “Besides, a rested mind is more important than a few hours!” You huffed as you poked Dottore’s cheek.
“[Name] does have a point. However, I think Dottore is more guilty of refusing to be pulled away from his work than I,” Pantalone replied, and while he did have a point, you swiftly pressed your finger against Dottore’s lips.
“Ahem, anyway, moving on to what I actually wanted to say… Considering that I am now fully awake, I believe that it’s best for you two to properly give me kisses now. You know, since I couldn’t really feel them before,” you said with confidence, looping your arms around both of your partners’ one.
“And then you’ll let us go, I presume?” Dottore, who had already surrendered to you since the beginning, asked. “If that’s the case, I suppose I won’t waste any more time.” The Harbinger thumbed the softness of your neck, the place he was automatically attracted to.
“It’s only fair since you two are going to leave me now. I’ve got to end my morning on a good note, don’t I?” Your eyes fluttered shut as Dottore sat up, hands squeezing at your sides to hoist you flush against his chest. Pantalone was not far behind, instead positioning himself at the front of you with his hand squeezing your thigh.
“A reasonable request,” the banker concurred. “Of course, I’m more than happy to do such a thing,” he leaned in closer, placing a seemingly innocent kiss on your forehead, “However, I do expect a… little something in return. I’m sure The Doctor would agree, no?” The scholar did not bother to respond to the other man’s deal-making, already buried into and lapping at your neck.
“Am I safe to assume you, too, would like some affection?” You were already familiar with how Pantalone operated - in the business sense, too - which somewhat transferred over to the relationship, though naturally it was never as damning as his actual contracts. “You know you don’t even need to ask,” you giggled, and of course, Dottore already knew that.
“You know me too well,” Pantalone smiled even wider, though this one was genuine, unlike the ones he gave to others. Before he could lean in again, Dottore swiftly captured your lips, sharp teeth pricking your lip with a satisfied sigh.
“Keep chattering, Regrator, and you’ll lose your time with them,” the researcher grinned as he tilted your chin, revealing the array of marks that were beginning to form on your neck.
“I thought you said you weren’t the greedy one?” Pantalone tsked before making his own move on you. “And please, do be more gentle with them.”
It was only natural that you three would make the most out of these last few moments before it was truly time to start the day…
—
Often, mornings are spent at Pantalone’s. Let’s just say that the grandness of Pantalone’s large room with some sunlight leaking in is more preferable for soft mornings rather than an underground lab. The perks that come with it are also agreeable - namely, the top-tier breakfast, which means you can force the scholar to get something in his stomach instead of rushing straight back to work. The Ninth is even kind enough to make sure foods from your home countries are served, because Dottore would scarcely admit his longing for them.
When you’re involved, it is one of the few times when their normal routines are disrupted. Before you, the mornings were dull, average, nothing to take note of. But your mere presence can change the course of those early hours quite a bit, meaning they always get out of bed at least a few minutes later than usual, longing to cling to you just for a moment more.
Pantalone is somewhat torn between letting you rest and waking you up for both a morning kiss and a goodbye kiss - what can he say - he is a man who is admittedly fond of those ‘welcome home, sweetheart’ and ‘have a good day, love’ kisses. You usually end up waking up from the rustling and sounds of him getting ready, though - whether Pantalone makes a bit more noise on purpose or not is debatable - but he always coos whenever you sleepily pepper his face with kisses before he sets out for the day. On days when he does not need to get up, however, Pantalone is quite content to pamper you. Specifically, he enjoys breakfast in bed, and you enjoy listening to him yap first thing in the morning, of course.
Dottore, on the other hand, is content to let you sleep; after all, he has enough love for you in his heart not to bother you at atrocious hours in the morning. Furthermore, the scholar is quite fond of your sleeping face, so defenseless around someone like him, and he still finds it fascinating. When Dottore lies next to you, it is what keeps his mind entertained throughout the hours that he doesn’t end up sleeping - stroking your cheek, playing with your fingers, placing his hand over your heart - all to see if your expression changes. On days when you manage to convince him to take a break and sleep in, he does not particularly have a plan either, but you are most likely the one spoiling him, with his head in your lap as you massage his scalp and read him some reports.
your lover, the ever-occupied regrator, has buried himself in his office for weeks—lost in a project he refuses to step away from. you’ve tried to be patient, but you are increasingly starved for the attention he usually lavishes on you without hesitation. at last, you decide enough is enough: if he won’t emerge from his work, you’ll simply infiltrate his office and coax him away from his papers
word count. ❤︎ 7.0k words — guys pls hear me out and give it a chance okay :,)
before you read. ❤︎ female reader ; established relationships ; mentions of pantalone's past in poverty ; hints at his involvement with the fortress of meropide's credit coupon currency ; reader is a tad bit spoiled but also very affectionate ; pantalone has a tiny bit of a praise kink lol ; fingering and gloves and rings (do not talk to me) ; office sex ; unprotected vaginal sex ; creampie ; reader sits on his lap + he carries her briefly ; reader wears a fancy little dress ; banter and teasing
commentary. ❤︎ i do not want to talk about it okay .
Pantalone has eyes and ears everywhere. He may rarely leave the comforts of his lush life in Snezhnaya, but still, his gaze is everywhere at once. That should mean good things for you—that should mean he does not have to leave you alone at all in order to do his dealings.
Except it doesn’t.
The last time he spent a proper night with you was three weeks ago. The last time you shared a meal together was possibly longer. You’ve about reached your limit, too—you don’t even bother knocking when you enter his office.
Pantalone’s assistants have long since learned not to question it, and he himself is far too occupied to chide you for it today. The door closes softly behind you, and you immediately spot him at his desk—perfect posture, gloved fingers adjusting his glasses as he reviews a thick stack of documents, pen gliding across the page as he does his careful calculations of every number.
Typical.
It has been three weeks of this. Three weeks of him drowning in report after report from his subordinates for whatever it is his newest project entails. Three weeks of his damned office becoming his new home, completely forgetting about the one he shares with you.
You love him, you really do. But sometimes, you wish to strangle him.
But you choose mercy today. With a theatrical sigh, you flop onto the velvet couch in the corner of his office, limbs sprawled without the faintest care for decorum. You roll onto your back dramatically, hoping the rustle of your movements is loud enough to be noticed.
It isn’t. His pen simply continues to scratch across the document. Then the page turns. Another note is written in his elegant script.
You groan loudly—still nothing.
“…Pantalone,” you finally cave, drawing out his name in an agitated little huff.
“Mm,” he hums, noncommittal—he acknowledges your presence, but does so without looking up. The audacity.
You sit up, glaring at him even though he doesn’t look at you. “It has been three weeks, you know,” you announce, crossing your arms. “Three. Entire. Weeks. Three weeks since I have even seen you. You could have been dead for all I know!”
“I trust Her Majesty the Tsaritsa would not grant me such little acknowledgment should one of her faithful Harbingers die,” he says without missing a beat, “my death would surely not happen in silence.”
“I could have run off with another man in this time, and you wouldn’t have even known!” you try, instead. His quill does pause this time—just for a moment. And then he continues his steady rhythm as he writes once more. A lesser man would at least try to look apologetic. Pantalone simply looks focused. You lean back again, flopping against the cushions. “You’re ignoring me,” you accuse, though you know very well he hears every breath you take.
“Hardly,” he replies smoothly, still not lifting his gaze from his work. “I am simply preoccupied. There is a difference.”
“You haven’t given me real attention in ages,” you huff. “You’ve not kissed me in weeks. I have slept alone the entire time. No one has even given me a gift and said ‘Lord Harbinger Pantalone wishes for me to deliver this to you, my lady’ either!”
His lips twitch—just a faint curve, the ghost of a smile he’s trying not to indulge. “You are spoiled, my dear,” he says mildly.
“And whose fault is that?”
This time, he actually looks up briefly, his eyes cutting toward you with amusement before returning to the papers on his desk. “Mine,” he admits without hesitation.
You perk up, triumphant. “So then you should fix it.”
“After I finish checking these calculations.”
“How many more calculations?”
“Hm.” He flips a page. “Several.”
You groan again, louder this time, throwing an arm dramatically over your face as you slump back. “Oh dear, Pantalone. I have really bad news—I think I’m falling ill. You should come check to see if it’s serious.”
“Tragic,” he murmurs. “Shall I have a physician sent for you?”
“No,” you huff. “I need you.”
A quiet laugh that escapes him is his only answer—low, warm, and terribly fond. But he keeps working.
You slump deeper into the cushions, arms crossed, eyes narrowed in thought. Stewing, plotting, cataloging every weakness you know he has. If he will not come to you willingly…then you will simply have to pry his attention from him by any means necessary.
“What are you working on?” you pout, tilting your head to feign interest. “If you are so busy, then it must be important.”
“It is important,” he replies without looking up.
“What makes it so important?”
He huffs a soft laugh. “Do not ask questions where the answers will only bore you, my dove.” Finally, he looks up long enough to give you a perceptive, amused glance. “I will arrange for someone to bring a few gifts to occupy you in the meantime. Surely that will suffice until I am finished.”
Your mouth falls open. Gifts. As if you are a troublesome little pet that needs a distraction from time to time. Absolutely not. You sit up straighter, indignation simmering.
“You think I am so easily appeased? That I can be distracted with just a few lavish trinkets while you bury yourself in your projects?”
“Yes,” he answers, too smoothly. “Past instances would prove this to be true.”
You narrow your eyes. “Well, I am not.”
“I see, I must be mistaken, then. Of course you’re not,” he agrees, though he is clearly lying.
You whine, a little more pitiful this time. “Pantalone.”
He sighs—long-suffering, but still patient and still endeared despite it all. “Yes, my dear?”
“If you truly believe the topic will bore me,” you say sweetly, “then surely you can explain it to me quickly. Unless, of course…you think you cannot explain it in a way I would understand.”
His eyes lift. Slowly. Sharply. A direct hit.
“Is that what you think?” he asks, voice lowering.
You nod innocently. “You never were very good at keeping things concise, were you? It can’t be helped, I suppose. It’s only your nature, my love.”
Another hit. This time, his lips twitch, but he stays silent.
And as a final nail in the coffin, you finish with, “But I heard Lord Second has had a hand in your little…project, darling, so perhaps I can always ask him. What with that brilliant mind he has and all, I’m sure he would be able to explain in terms that I would—”
His pen is set down with a deliberately calm hand. His gloved fingers intertwine with one another as he folds his hands together. And then—finally—he gives you his full attention, those familiar eyes you love gleaming with a glint that says he’s absolutely taken your bait.
“Darling,” he says with a soft, dangerous smile, “I assure you, I am more than capable of explaining any of my work to you in simple terms. I am a very well-spoken man, you know.”
You beam triumphantly. “Oh? Then explain.”
“Very well,” he murmurs, voice dropping into something smooth and professorial, “then allow me to enlighten you, since you are so very eager to hear.”
“I am,” you nod.
“Well, you see, my dear,” he starts—and you are certain this is the beginning of quite the lengthy tangent, but you are only human. You have festered in the absence of his attention (attention he typically spoils you with just as generously as he does with his riches) long enough, and now you’ll take anything. Even just hearing him spiral into a long rant about something you hardly understand. “Mora is a form of currency created and controlled by the Gods, yes?”
“Well, of course,” you mumble, a little confused about where he intends to go with his question. It’s common knowledge that mora was once created by the God of Geo. A god that Pantalone had once turned to with pleading prayers on his tongue and little food in his stomach. He was just a child then—smaller and frailer than most his age.
In the beginning, it had shocked you how easily he could tell you about his troubles as a child. He does not seem like the sort of man who enjoys being vulnerable, nor the sort of man who would willingly share the more-than-humble beginnings that contrast so sharply with the life he leads now. But Pantalone is not ashamed of his past. He is not ashamed to tell you of the injustices he endured. He is not afraid to speak the truth of the Gods and their little regard for the destitute who gaze up at statues of the Archons with hope in their chests and hunger in their bellies, pleading for the gaze of a God and a path to change.
“With that in mind, I have intentions,” he continues, “though one could call them a bit…ambitious of intentions, if you will. And I have more than enough experience in climbing toward my objectives to know that beginning with something small is the wisest and most inconspicuous path to achieving larger ends. Therefore, I conducted a minor experiment—well, I should say I enlisted some assistance to conduct a minor experiment for me.”
You furrow your brows. “What sort of experiment?”
“An experiment demonstrating that we mortals do not require the indulgence of the divine in order to create, let alone manage, our own currency. The Fontainian prison—have you heard of it? A fascinating institution, my dear.”
You shake your head. “It’s a prison,” you shrug. “We have one too, darling. Surely you weren’t so invested in a prison from another nation these past few weeks?”
“But this prison is different,” he says, a slow, delighted grin curling across his face. Pantalone revels in moments like this—in explanations and theories and the chance to demonstrate the breadth of the knowledge he once could only dream of possessing. There was a time when he could not afford his next meal, when education was as distant a luxury as warmth. But now…now he is wealthy not only in coin, but in information. Information that, in his hands, is as valuable as any other asset of his.
“The Fortress of Meropide,” he continues, “is an autonomous region within Fontaine. It is formally recognized as the official prison to which all convicted individuals are sent once their trials have concluded and their sentences are declared. However—and this, my dove, is what makes it truly remarkable—neither the official government nor the Archon herself holds any authority over the very institution to which they consign their citizens. The Fortress governs itself. Entirely. You could call its association with the Fontanian government a sort of partnership rather than a direct branch.”
Huh, you think. That is, admittedly, a bit fascinating. And he can see the spark of interest in your eyes. He never misses such things, and seeing you take an interest pleases him—that much is obvious. So, with a touch of boldness that you’re certain he will excuse, you rise from the couch and cross the room, slipping onto his lap as if you belong there. (You like to believe you do, in fact.) Your arms curl around his neck, your warmth pressing into him as much as his does to you. He allows you to settle yourself in his arms and interrupt him a bit longer because his own hands settle protectively on your hips, pulling you closer.
“That does sound like a fascinating place,” you hum, brushing a kiss along his jaw. “Won’t you tell me more? I promise I’ll listen.”
“Sweet words used to disguise a bargain are tactics I know exceptionally well, my love,” he replies, lifting a brow. His tone is dry, but you know him—he is amused, not offended. “Surely you would expect nothing less from a businessman of my stature?”
“Of course,” you grin. “But I miss my darling lover, and he is busy with his work. So what better compromise is there than him granting me his presence while he discusses that very work? It sounds perfectly agreeable to me.”
“Very well,” he chuckles, the sound low and warm as he presses a soft kiss to your forehead. “Then allow me to continue.”
“I would love it if you did,” you bat your lashes innocently, giving him a cheeky smile.
He only chuckles again, rolling his eyes as he says, “For context, the prison of Fontaine is underwater—”
“Underwater?” you gasp. “For what purpose? That is quite an odd location, don’t you think?”
“That is a lesson for later,” he huffs. “Pay attention.”
You soothe his frown with a small, chaste kiss—your silent apology for interrupting. “Okay, okay, tell me later, then. Continue.”
That does its part in softening him, and he hums as he resumes. “Well, being a prison of all things, and located so far from Fontaine’s main city, inmates do not enjoy the same luxuries as those in, say, Snezhnaya’s prison might be privy to. And I’m sure you can imagine that being an autonomous body only heightens their struggle when it comes to funding and budgeting.”
“Hm, makes sense,” you nod. “Perhaps they should consider allowing the government to annex them, then, if they are in such trying times.”
“There is no need for all that,” he says with a wide grin. “You see, I heard of the issue—and I thought to myself: hm, there must be a better way. And then it occurred to me—in a place like a prison, where gold and mora hold no value for inmates who have been stripped of their riches, it only makes sense to give them… something else to value, no? A perfect opportunity to see how the implementation of man-made currency might serve. So I gave them credit coupons. An entirely artificial currency. You see, my dove, value is nothing more than collective belief. If you hand a man a pouch of mora he cannot spend, it becomes a paperweight. But give him a slip of paper that can buy him an extra hour of curfew, a better meal, a warmer blanket, a trinket from the shop—then suddenly he is willing to work.”
He grins broadly, eyes clearly delighted as he savors the memory.
“And work they do, my dear. I am sure by now you have heard that Fontaine is known for their Clockwork Meka? Well, production of their parts is a tedious, complex, labor-intensive ordeal. Fontaine adores their little mechanical toys, and the Fortress can produce them in mass quantities if they utilize the number of hands they have idle with nothing to do all day. If the inmates put in the labor, then the Fortress can trade the meka with Fontaine for raw materials and essentials. In return, the inmates receive coupons valuable only within those walls. Do you see? A perfect cycle. Self-sustaining. Efficient. An entire economy built from the ground up—and without the meddling of the Gods.”
His voice grows more animated the longer he speaks, hands gesturing with enthusiasm.
“That is possibly the most beautiful part of it. A currency backed by no divine power—yet it is worth everything there. I have, in essence, fashioned a fabricated economy with its own rules, its own incentives, its own hierarchy of wealth. Is it not marvelous? A perfectly successful experiment in man-made economics…and one with rather promising implications. Such positive results only further prove that we do not need the likes of the Gods to dictate this world or its wealth. I can create a heart, right here in Snezhnaya—a heart that pumps prosperity to every part of Teyvat equally. And to think that it all would stem from nothing but the brilliant mind of a mortal.”
You listen to him as he finishes, his voice tapering off with a pleased sigh at himself. Most (if not all) of Pantalone’s colleagues think he speaks in nonsensical circles about the same thing. Over and over again. A loop that he makes his way around without ending. You, on the other hand—when you can make sense of what he says, of course—fall for him all over again when he speaks.
The first time Pantalone reveals anything of his past to you, it is in the quiet after your first night together. The room is still warm as it lingers with the scent of your intimacy, and the sheets loosely cover your bare bodies. Moonlight catches faintly on the curve of his cheekbone as he turns to you, lying beside you, his expression unguarded in a way you suspect no one else has ever witnessed. Your hand is rubbing slowly into his bare chest when he speaks of where he came from.
He says it so simply then, like he is merely stating a fact: that he grew up with nothing. That he learned hunger before he learned ambition. That survival was not a given for him the way it was for others, but rather, a question he asked again and again with no guarantee of an answer.
There is something so vulnerable in the way he admits it—not with shame but with the tired, defeated familiarity of a scar he has long since stopped trying to hide. A childhood spent with cold rooms while in a world that offered warmth only to those the Gods had seen fit to bless. His life, like so many others born into scarcity, had been shaped not by lack of talent or effort, but by a divine hierarchy that claimed fairness while choosing favorites. The Gods will acknowledge those who earn their gazes, he’d told you bitterly, as it turns out, a child nearly starving to their death is not worth looking at.
It becomes clear, then, why he pursues his ambitions so relentlessly. It becomes clear, then, that in his mind, the cruelty of the world was never a tragic accident, but rather, the result of a broken design that is manufactured by those who hold enough power to never let it break in the first place. A design that allowed some to starve while others thrived simply because fate willed them to do so. A design that sometimes even rewards those who hardly care for the Gods before it does the ones suffering as they plead their prayers to the divine.
Pantalone does not always speak in long, tireless tangents. Sometimes, he speaks enough to make up for a child who has never been heard. A child who suffered the cold that bit his fingers, the hunger that hollowed his ribs, the knowledge that his life had been deemed lesser before he’d even had the chance to live it. A child who yearned to prove that the hands of mortals—clever, resourceful, stubbornly resiliant mortals—could build a world that offers more than the one shaped by the whims of pathetic Gods.
So you listen. You watch him as he basks in his own triumph, and then you tilt your head and smile before you say, “That’s really a very impressive experiment, darling.”
Your voice does not hide the admiration laced within it, and oh, it hits him like a blessing straight from the Gods. A blessing they have never granted them—but you…well, you grant him many, many blessings. His spine goes a little straighter. It’s subtle, but unmistakable. His expression remains that perfectly controlled and refined picture of a businessman…but his eyes? His eyes brighten like a man who’s just received a valuable present wrapped in expensive silk.
“Is that so?” he asks, tone perfectly calculated to sound as if your praise is merely an interesting piece of information—but the faint upward curl of his lips betrays him completely.
“Mhm,” you continue lightly, fingers playing with the baby hairs at the nape of his neck. “You made a whole currency system out of nothing but your whim. That’s pretty genius, you know.”
His breath catches—and then he clears his throat causally to smooth over the sound. “I suppose,” he hums, “one could characterize it that way.”
You grin. There it is. That elated tone he only gets when you think he’s done well. “There’s no need to be humble about it, you silly thing. I wouldn’t say it was impressive if it truly weren’t.”
He fails to hide it this time. His arms pull you closer, the corners of his eyes warmer, every part of his expression just a bit too pleased. “Well, I suppose your approval is… appreciated,” he manages, clinging to his dignity quite stubbornly.
You grin. “You’re rather adorable when you get excited.”
He draws himself up, scandalized. “I am not—”
“Oh, absolutely, you are. You’re practically wagging your tail.”
“That is not true—” His voice cuts off in a flustered huff as he digs his fingers lightly into your hips, a warming little squeeze meant to look reprimanding but landing as nothing short of playful. “Don’t act so smug,” he scolds firmly, which would convince you better if his eyes weren’t sparkling like he’s having the time of his life.
You laugh, wriggling away from his hands. “Must you make an argument out of everything?”
“I am not arguing, I am merely correcting a grotesque mischaracterization of my behavior.”
“That you’re adorable?”
“I am not. I am dignified.” Another squeeze to your hips. “Very, very dignified. I am very skilled at maintaining standards.”
You raise a brow. “Of being adorable?”
“Of having composure,” he corrects sharply. “Something you clearly lack.”
You gasp in mock outrage. “How dare you? When have I ever lacked composure?”
“Hm.” He pretends to consider it. He gives you a devastatingly knowing smile. “Perhaps when you practically dissolved into the cushions. It’s painfully undignified how childlike you can pout.”
“You—!” You swat at his shoulder, glaring. “How could you have seen me pout? You didn’t even spare me a glance to notice that!”
“Oh, I noticed,” he says with a soft, infuriatingly smug hum. “Quite thoroughly.”
“Then you admit you were watching me, and you still chose to ignore me?”
“I was simply aware of my surroundings.”
“So then you ignored your surroundings!”
“You were being quite distracting,” he gives you a tired, burdened sigh—it’s hardly a sincere one. Anyone with eyes, even the Gods that have turned their back to him all his life, would notice how fond he is. You could never exhaust or burden him.
“But you love it when I am,” you wink cheekily.
“I tolerate it,” he insists, even as his thumb drags slowly across your waist. “Reluctantly.”
You laugh, breath warm against his cheek as you press a satisfied peck into the skin. “If you’re so reluctant, why are you holding me like this? And if you’re so dignified, shouldn’t you be immune to distractions?”
“That is a tragically misguided assumption,” he says, voice dropping to a low, deep drawl, “tell me again how undignified you think I am.”
“Very undignified, Lord Ninth,” you whisper.
His hand slides from your waist to your jaw, and his fingers curl just beneath your chin as he turns your face toward him. The gesture is gentle, but there is nothing soft about the intensity or the hunger behind his eyes.
“No,” he murmurs, gaze dipping to your mouth, “I am not.” His thumb strokes once along your bottom lip. “If I were undignified, then I would have already done this.”
He doesn’t give you time to question what he means. Or breathe. Or think. Or even register what he is doing until he’s done it.
His mouth claims yours in a kiss that is nothing short of searing—hungry and impatient and desperate all at once. You conclude from the kiss alone that Pantalone has missed you just as much as you have missed him the last few weeks. That he has barely held onto his restraint and self-control, and you being here is the single thing that can unravel his composure.
His other arm stays wrapped around your waist, pulling you flush against him—which is almost impossible, considering how close you already are to begin with. You gasp into his mouth, and he swallows the sound greedily, deepening the kiss as his tongue invades your mouth and swipes against your own. You reward him with a low moan, melting against his chest as he hums, pleased.
When—and only when air makes it necessary to pull away, does he allow for there to be a gap between you both. Only then does he let there be space between you as he admires the way your lips are plump and glistening with his saliva and the way your eyes are hazy and unfocused. Despite taking his time away for his recent project, Pantalone is a diligent lover. A very doting and dutiful one who loves the feeling of spoiling you rotten. When you are sat on his lap, begging with your eyes for something only he can give to you, you know the answer will never be no, regardless of how busy he is.
“You did do that, though,” you refer to his earlier statement and the kiss that followed, “so that makes you undignified after all.”
“You—”
“And I think we can be undignified together right here if you would spare me a few minutes,” you interrupt.
“Well,” he chuckles, “what’s a few more moments now that you’ve stolen so many from me, anyway?”
His fingers slowly wander along the hem of your dress before he carefully lifts it up your thighs. It’s an expensive little thing—delicate and hand-stitched from Liyue. Pantalone likes you in dresses from there the most, you’ve long gathered. He spends a hefty sum of mora importing them all the way to Snezhnaya just for you, and when you are in particular need of something from him, you make sure to wear one.
Just for a little luck in your favor.
“Did you wear this just to see me?” he hums. Like he knows. (He does.)
“Of course not,” you huff. As if you aren’t aware that he can see right through you. (You are.)
“Hm, my dear, you always have been stubborn,” he murmurs, and then, his fingers move between your thighs as he shifts you on his lap, expertly moving your panties to the side and slipping his fingers into your cunt.
You’re wet. Already have been the second his lips molded against yours—he takes a greedy amount of pleasure in it. Pantalone is not a greedy man when it comes to mora. He does not hoard wealth with the goal to keep it long term, and he does not seek to accumulate more than all around him. Most have improper assumptions about your lover. Pantalone is only wealthy now as a means to his goals—goals that will one day ensure that all of Teyvat has an equal sum of mora and a fair share of opportunity.
But he is only human. A mortal before he is anything else. There is still greed in his heart, and that greed comes in the form of you. He is greedy when it comes to your body, and your affections, and your loyalty. He is greedy when it comes to your pretty little head and all the thoughts he is able to occupy in there. He is greedy when it comes to your slick cunt and how quickly you can prove that you want him. Need him.
You let out a sharp gasp as his gloved fingertips sink into your wet heat, the cool leather and the cold band of his rings grazing your skin as he presses them all the way in. You shiver at the coolness of the metal against your walls. He gives you a smug, satisfied grin as your head falls to his shoulder and your fingers dig into his arms for something to hold onto.
“My, my,” he coos, “I’ve hardly even done anything, you know. Already tucking yourself against me so helplessly?”
“You—!”
You can’t even finish your sentence. Not with the way his fingers begin moving, curling into you and scissoring you open with his digits and brushing against every sensitive spot you never knew you had. Pantalone is good at finding hidden gems that make him a success. He’s good at finding places in the back of your walls that you've never reached, pressing his fingertips against them and watching as you unravel.
“Ah,” he murmurs, “I see. You’ve been irritable because I’ve not been there to touch you, is that it? This will surely ease your temper some.”
“You think so lowly of me?” You gasp, “That I would seek out your touch before your company?”
He thrusts his fingers into you again, and the heel of his palm drags along your clit. You whine, letting out a soft mewl of pleasure, and he gives you a knowing look.
“No,” he murmurs, “you’d never.”
It’s true—if he had taken this time to simply hold you as you spoke through hushed words in his office, you would have happily taken that. You would have taken his company over his intimacy if that was all he wanted to offer you today.
But Pantalone is a generous lover. A doting one. A one who would spoil you easily.
He angles his fingers into your folds to brush against that sweet, delicate spot in the back, mercilessly bullying them into you over and over again and finding that exact spot. And when his lips move to brush against your neck, nipping and sucking at the skin there as his fingers work you loose, you can’t help but make those helpless noises that make him even greedier.
“You’re holding back, my dove,” he notes. “You’re never this quiet in our chambers, now are you?”
“P-people could hear,” you hiss, “don’t be—oh—don’t be purposely dense.”
He laughs when you cut your sentence off with a moan. If anything, it makes him more determined to make you sing louder. And louder you are when his fingers work faster, moving in and out of your cunt as it tightly clenches around him and welcomes him in with every thrust of them. It has you absolutely keen to roll your hips into fingers with your own matched pace, making him drink up the sight of you.
“Worried about people hearing, are you?” He whispers, “I suppose if you have such a stubborn sense of dignity, I’ll lend you a hand.”
His hand cups the back of your head, bringing you closer until his lips press into yours firmly. It’s a hard, heavy kiss, his teeth nipping and tugging at your lips in between every soft moan you pour into his mouth and let him drink up. And soon, his fingers against your sensitive walls and the drag of his palm against your swollen clit have you helplessly twitching in his hold.
He swallows the sounds you make, humming in pleasure as your walls flutter and constrict around his fingers tightly, coating his gloved fingers with your release. The rings are warm by now—the once cold metal has now taken in your body warmth and brought about heat instead of coldness. You can still feel the smooth, hard press of them against your skin, though. And every movement of his fingers as he works you through your orgasm does not allow your senses to forget that they are there.
“Fuck,” you curse, hissing as the last few waves of your high crash over you. To his credit, Pantalone is generous enough to keep going. He doesn’t stop. Doesn’t pull away as soon as your walls stop their fluttering and call it a day. He keeps moving until it’s almost too sensitive to feel him any longer. “S’too much,” you gasp, “p-please—”
“Oh, alright,” he hums. “I suppose I’ve had my fun.”
“And now that you’ve indulged in your fun, I suppose I will leave you to your silly numbers,” you sigh theatrically. But you’re pleased. That much is obvious in your voice as you move to climb off of him and adjust your dress to make it presentable enough to walk out of his office.
Except that never happens.
His arm is tight around you, and he lifts you in a fleeting moment, making you gasp as you wrap your arms quickly around his neck for stability. Before you can even comprehend what’s happened, he’s easily swept his papers to the side, making room to delicately place you on top of his desk and loom over you.
“I said I’ve had my fun,” he says lowly, “I never said I wanted it to end. Don’t tell me you intend to leave me like this?”
He leans over you, pressing his forehead to yours as his hand grabs your own and moves it to press against his bulge. It’s warm and hard under your touch against the expensive fabric of his pants. You can feel a small, damp patch of fabric from his leaking precum, and a soft drag of your palm along his crotch has him closing his eyes and shivering.
A soft groan rumbles through his chest. Your pupils dilate at the sound, and suddenly, you’re no longer satisfied enough to simply leave anymore. You want more, all over again.
“Will you fuck me over your desk, then?” You ask cheekily, “Is that what you’ll do?”
“Yes, it appears I have few options when faced with a distraction such as yourself working your devious little plans,” he says dryly.
You giggle. And then, you tilt your head to plant a kiss on the corner of his lips as you whisper, “Consider it not a devious plan, silly. Consider it…a celebration of sorts. For your very successful little experiment.”
That makes his eyes brighten in both pleasure and amusement. And with a quick unbuckling of his belt, he’s pulled his pants and underwear down enough to free his length.
He brings a gloved finger to his lips—the same one that was buried into your wet cunt just moments ago, and bites at the tip of the fabric to pull it off of his hands. Pantalone’s hands are not as smooth and polished as the rest of him. They are rough and callused things that have known the hardships of labor and demanding work.
Work that kept him fed and alive at such a young, helpless age.
You take the bare skin of his palm into your hold, pulling his hand to your own lips and kissing along his fingertips. He shivers at the feeling of such soft, gentle worship. Such delicateness that was once nothing but a distant dream for a man such as him.
“Not a bad way to celebrate,” he murmurs softly, “with a little dove such as yourself.”
“I’ll celebrate with you every time, you know,” you hum.
He chuckles. Gently brings his hand back and grabs his swollen cock, giving it a few strokes as he lets out a low hum of pleasure and lets his eyes flutter shut. “Surely your offer has some self-interest laced in there, dearest.”
You reach over, replacing his hand with your own, wrapping around the warm, thick girth of his erection, slowly stroking and squeezing at the base the way you know he enjoys. He lets out a soft moan, bucking his hips slightly at your touch. You swipe your thumb along the tip, watching as he bites his lip and trembles over you.
“Hardly,” you huff playfully, “I merely enjoy spoiling you, you see. How else will I spoil a man who has everything?”
He eyes you for a moment. Then, he grabs your hands and pins them above your head on his desk, teeth grazing your neck as he nips at the soft skin and murmurs, “Yes, I do have everything, don’t I?”
The way he says it, coupled with the way he squeezes your wrists in his hold, makes you shiver—but when the blunt head of his cock is nudging between your legs, pressing into the opening of your folds and slowly sinking in, you let out a full tremble, gasping as the first few inches of him slip in.
Everything. The way he says it feels so….delicate. So soft and sweet, and it makes you wonder if perhaps the Gods had shined their graces on your lover, what man would he be today? What sort of individual would he be if he were not in the position he is now, ranked as the ninth amongst some of the most powerful people in a nation—perhaps the whole of Teyvat.
You can’t dwell on it too long.
Before you know it, he’s bottomed out and pressed every inch of himself into you, buried and curved inside the deepest parts of you like he was made to be there. If there is one thing the Gods may have done for him, it’s make sure he has you. You, who was made to mold against him perfectly. You, who was made to love and admire him even when he makes it difficult with who he is.
He moves his hips back, almost pulling out of you entirely, before sinking back in, a sharp, precise thrust that has your head angling back against the hardwood of his desk. He groans as he feels the tightness of your walls wrap around him, squeezing and urging him deeper. Your hands make quick work to bury themselves in his hair, tugging gently at the strands as his hips move a little faster than before.
“Please,” you beg—though, you’re not entirely sure what you’re begging for. It’s the default you tend to fall to when you are at his mercy. When your pleasure is in his hands, and every string attached to your body is his to pull.
Pantalone responds to your pleading happily, rolling his hips fast and hard into your tight cunt. Your head spins from the friction, from every ridge and curve and vein of his that drags along your walls and brings you nearer and nearer to the end. He’s still not satiated, however, just by the sound of you or the look of pleasure sketched on your pretty features.
No.
Instead, he takes his opportunity to plant his lips everywhere he can. Your neck and collarbone—and eventually, after tugging the neckline of your dress downward and freeing a breast, around your nipple. He sucks, rolling his tongue over the hardened bud as his cock bullies past your folds at a proper pace.
“F-fuck,” you gasp, “th-that’s…oh!”
“Is that all the words you know when I fuck you?” He chuckles, pulling away from your breast and pressing a kiss over the small mark that’s starting to bloom there, “What charming display it is, indeed, seeing you so helpless, dove.”
“No need to be so smug,” you huff, defiant even as you are stuffed full of him, so deep he may as well be in your throat.
He takes it as a challenge—of course, he does. He takes it as a challenge to see how much he can silence your words while also pulling those pretty little noises out of you. Pretty noises that shoot straight to his cock and make him twitch inside of you as he drinks in the soft whines of pleasure you gift him with.
“That’s it,” he shivers, “k-keep making those sounds for me—you can do that, can’t you?”
“Yes,” you whimper.
You like pleasing Pantalone. Spoiled little thing you are—you like it when he’s happy and pleased with you because it means he’ll reward you better. You know just how to get what you want, and it’s by giving him what he wants first.
So you pull him close, bringing your lips just by his ears and whispering words that only he should get to hear. Soft mewls and whines that make his breath hitch. Gentle praises of how well he fucks you, how deep he is, how full he makes you feel, how perfectly he fits you. Every word makes him tremble over you more, as though the words alone are what bring him closer to his end.
They might be, in fact. After all, he is weak to the joys of being seen, of being recognized.
It’s not long before you’re both close—a few more sloppy, sharp thrusts from his hips, and you see stars. The first orgasm was a slow, delicate buildup. But your second one hits you harder, crashes over you in harsh waves that drown you underwater. Every sound is muffled, and every word he coos into your lips as he speaks between kisses is difficult to decipher.
Precious thing. My darling. So pretty.
That’s all you make out. That’s about all you can pinpoint as you throw your head back and cry out his name as that familiar coil snaps in your lower belly. And when your walls flutter around him in tight spasms, it only spurs on his own end. You can just faintly make out the low, helpless groan he lets out before warmth floods you. Thick, hot, sticky release that he fills you up with as his cock twitches inside of you.
“Mmh,” he lets out a low, shaky hum of pleasure, and then he kisses you—a wet, messy kiss that is only to muffle his sounds and let you swallow them in. “So good,” he rasps softly, “you are always so, so good.”
With that, the last few waves of his own pleasure fade away until he is slumped over your form and panting into your neck. Your fingers are buried in his dark strands, a little damp from sweat, while you mindlessly twist them along your fingertips and rake your nails along his scalp.
Pantalone exhales a quiet, helpless laugh against the crook of your neck.
“Well,” he murmurs, voice warm and still slightly unsteady, “that was…an unexpected deviation from my very tight schedule. You are indeed rather spoiled, dearest.”
You smile into his hair as you kiss the side of his head. “And that is still your fault.”
He huffs, the sound far too fond to match his words. “You have an uncanny talent for shifting blame, my dear.”
“You’ll find it is a helpful trait when doing business dealings,” you say cheekily, “a most beneficial skill when it comes to bargaining.”
“Oh, I am sure,” he laughs. And then, you feel him shift, giving you a still hungry look as he says, “Just to practice, why not bargain for my attention one more time?”
IDK HOW OR WHEN but pantalone and dottore ate my brain away and now i have a dottore fic in the works too im like actually at a loss how this happened SOBS
thinking about cuddling with feofan and tracing his surgery scars....
you and me both anon 💔
Pantalone x reader | Scars
fluff | 0.9k | gn!reader
It starts innocently enough, your little idea. Curled against Feofan’s side, you run your fingers over his bare skin like you have all the time in the world to savor him. The room is warm, warm enough that he doesn’t mind your hands wandering under his clothes. His eyes are focused on some documents in his hands, documents you cannot be bothered to try to care about, no matter how impactful their contents might be for the people of Snezhnaya. But his eyes, oh, your lover’s eyes are so captivating.
Your hand lands on his cheek, a light, experimental contact. Feofan leans into the touch for a moment to acknowledge it, and allows you to proceed. So you do, slowly caressing his face. You wish the room was brighter, but it’s late, and the mood is much nicer like this even though you can’t appreciate the purples in his irises. Your thumb strokes the skin under his eyes. You wonder if this isn’t worse for his eyesight than a brighter light would be, and that thought is the first in the row of domino pieces that begin to fall.
He notices the split second of hesitation in your touch, again nudging his face into your touch to reassure you, to coax you to continue. You smooth your finger over the dark circles under his eyes. You wonder if the surgery somehow changed them, if at some point he was looking at the world with different eyes - the world saw him with different eyes. He never told you the details, not that you’ve asked.
You’ve never asked about any of them. It seems somewhat of a sore spot for Feofan. Of course, you could get all the information you want from an alternative source but it never felt right.
Still, your hand slips lower, towards his neck and the back of his head. He doesn’t seem to pay you much attention, but you know better than to assume that’s how it is just because that’s what it looks like. You push yourself closer to him and his hold on you also tightens. Maybe he thinks you’re just being clingier today, which you suppose you also are.
His hair runs between your fingers like silk. It’s a nice feeling, nicer than what you want to feel, what you search for. If it wasn’t for a particularly challenging exchange with the doctor, you might have never known to look for the scar on his skull where the doctor cut all the way to his brain. Though you abandon the plan before you find it. You wouldn’t be able to hide the tremor in your hands for too long.
Instead you rest them on his chest again, above his beating heart. He seems to approve, pulling you close enough to kiss the top of your head. The scars here you’re the most familiar with. The lung transplant that he couldn’t hide. Various other procedures, big and small, over the years. You can understand why he doesn’t want to remember them - remember the weakness of his failing body, the vulnerability that comes after, having to rely on others even if it’s just you and Dottore. For some inexplicable reason, however, you’re drawn to the scars on his body tonight.
His breath hitches when your fingers trace the remains of the incision on purpose. A long stroke across the mark.
“Careful,” he warns, but he doesn’t stop you or make any move to displace you from his side.
Knowing well it’s not what he meant, you run your fingers over the scar slower, your touch featherlight. He only sighs. You follow the scarred line across his torso, following the curve of his ribcage and sternum. You feel his skin turn into gooseflesh the longer you run your fingers over this line, rubbing small circles against it, fascinated by how it blends into his healthy skin.
And somehow, your hand finds his arm. You try to be cautious, really you do. But the moment your palm strokes across his forearm, the documents get dropped with a loud rustle and your wrist is held firmly in his hand.
“Careful,” he repeats. There’s a tinge of impatience in his voice.
“I will be,” you promise, tipping your head back to press a soothing kiss to his jaw, “I promise.”
“Of course, my love,” he hums, laying your hand back on his chest. You take the hint without protest.
But even as your hand slips under his robe to trace the smaller scar from a surgery he didn’t disclose to you, your eyes stray to his arm. They scars are faint, maybe you wouldn’t even guess what they are if you didn’t know. Yet that patch of skin that didn’t used to be there remains more sensitive than the rest of his arm.
His body is like a canvas, a masterpiece that’s been torn into pieces and meticulously stitched back together. You’d trace the scare with your lips too, but clearly he’s not in the mood today. Maybe you should just slowly introduce it some other time. You look at the faint marks on his forearm again. It’s tempting to give it the same love you give to the rest.
Even so, his comfort stands above all. He’s already being very benevolent by letting you map all the other scars. Though you feel that he’s enjoying himself too, a little.
pantalone had been busy with his work and you don't have much to do with your time, living in the manor starts to get lonely and boring. your boredom is cured when after a trip to the city to see pantalone, you find a lonely little kitten in some back alley. you pick it up and take it without back to the manor. you take care of the little thing, and get attached. you aren't sure how pantalone would react to a stray in his home, so you keep the ball of fur hidden from him. this somehow works for a few weeks. during the day you take care of the kitten and play around with it and at night you keep it hidden from pantalone.
until...
you wake up one morning and get up to go let out your little companion from it's hiding place, but when the kitten isn't in the room where you left it last evening, you get nervous. you look around the manor with no luck, but when you get closer to pantalone's office, you hear his voice,
"you have no intention to let me work, do you, little one?"
pantalone was home! this wasn't normal. usually he'd be in the city, at northland bank or the palace, but it seems he stayed home today. and he is talking to someone, or something. you get nervous and your heartbeat picks up. without thinking, you barge into the room and what you see surprises you.
pantalone is sitting at his desk and your little kitten stands on the table, trying to cuddle up to him. you freeze up as he looks up at you with that stupidly handsome smirk of his.
"ah, my dear, look what i found wandering the halls earlier."
damn it. one of the servants must've let tge kitten out on accident. you just know from pantalone's way of talking that he knows you are the reason the kitten is in the manor. but surprisingly, he doesn't seem too displeased?
Slight 6.6 spoilers(allusions to smoking and elixir)
Observation log 4 article 149
"I won't live forever you know"
"I know, but neither will I. We are close enough in age physically that I shouldn't have to live long without you"
"Id prefer if you lived long after me, when it runs out who knows how my habits will catch up to me. It'd be best if you didn't get to attached but I know thats to much to ask, especially now"
"You're right about that. Im far to attached, quite in love too. And if your lungs start to fail then I will be your dutiful nurse. Perhaps you have a preference for those in medical fields?"
"Not as amusing as you think it is. Id loate you to be my nursemaid but I cant stop you from doing if it happens, I happen to keep the most stubborn people as company"
"As you would know so well considering youre more stubborn than I"
Tags: fluff, developing relationship, flirting, kisses, suggestive, after the date, sleeping over
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A/N: I had no idea that inviting someone for coffee after a night out was code was asking them to bang. I learned this a few days ago. People will think of anything these days. Why would you involve something as innocent as drinking coffee into possible sex?!
He already drank some coffee today but he can always drink more. It might help him sober up after the drinks he's had on your date. The moment he walks into your living room he makes himself comfortable on your couch and tells you how he likes his coffee, fully expecting it to be given to him. Bless him and his handsome face and his blinding smile, after that you had to make him coffee just the way he likes it.
DOESN'T DRINK COFFEE BUT ACCEPTS ANYWAY - Childe, Ororon
Coffee isn't his favorite drink, he doesn't drink it if he can avoid it. But as soon as you ask offer coffee to him he considers having a cup, if you'll make it for him. He was that smitten by you that he was willing not to sleep at all for the rest of the night. When he found out that you didn't actually mean coffee but that you wanted to have sex with him he realized that he is in the same spot as before, he wouldn't be sleeping that night.
KNOWS WHAT IT MEANS AND IS FLUSTERED - Thoma, Sethos
As soon as he hears your suggestion he blushes deeply and walks into your home, head down. Heads in one direction only to be pulled in the other as your bedroom is the other way. Great, now he embaressed himself twice in a very short span of time, are you still sure you want to sleep with him tonight, because if not he will just take that coffee. When you pull him into a kiss he visibly relaxes, falling into your embrace and later your bed.
KNOWS WHAT IT MEANS AND LIKES IT - Kaeya, Itto, Dottore
Oh, he had a feeling you'd want to sleep with him after your date, and after the looks and not so subtle bedroom eyes you'd been giving him the entire night. He wants to sleep with you, there's no need to come up with these silly excuses. Takes you by the hand and tells you to lead the way to your bedroom, or the couch, or any flat surface really. As for that coffee, he'll drink it tomorrow morning after he wakes up next to you.
