We Need To Talk || Sueper
In all the years sue had known Cooper, she'd never seen him that way. She'd seen him upset, disappointed, even mad a few times, but never had she seen him so devastated he wouldn't even leave their couch. He'd pretty much only talked to Robin and Muffin that day, except for that brief moment they'd shared when some jerk on the internet had decided to bring up her sister now that she was already prone to crying.
Seeing him that way was unbearable. She knew how badly he wanted a child, and if this baby turned out to not be his, she was never going to forgive herself. He deserved so much better than that.
That evening, she left Robin at Kurt and Dave's place, as planned. knowing that her having a Disney marathon with them would give Sue and Cooper some time to talk freely about their situation.
When she came back home, a take-away bag from Cooper's favorite restaurant in her hands, she knew she would still find him in their living room..
"Hey... I got us dinner. I would probably have made you some, but I'm a bad enough cook when my perception of taste isn't completely messed up, so..." oh, great. She was rambling. Sue cleared her throat once again, trying to collect her thoughts. She rested the bag on the table, sitting next to him soon after "Cooper, I can't tell you enough how sorry I am. I wanted this baby so badly, I guess I just got way too disappointed when it seemed like we couldn't have one. I thought that, if I was getting frustrated over it, you'd probably be even more, since you're not the one nearing menopause, here." Sue stared pointedly at her hands. She was now fidgeting, and she was having a really hard time reminding herself to appear more confident than she truly was, now "I know you could be with someone who could give you the big family you dreamed of, and for that one night I wanted to be fun. I wanted to not be the partner going through a midlife crisis, on top of all the problems I'd been causing you because of my hormones-induced mood swings. I wanted to be... young." Sue let her voice die a little on that last word, hoping he wouldn't catch that part. She hated being so vulnerable.
"I know this doesn't justify what happened, and I don't expect you to forgive me. Just... please, don't hate me."