Thanks.
Iām just workinā on some lyrics, gettinā out of the house helps, a girlās gotta make money somehow.
You write songs? How dāyou pay your bills?

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@shrader-gallagher
Thanks.
Iām just workinā on some lyrics, gettinā out of the house helps, a girlās gotta make money somehow.
You write songs? How dāyou pay your bills?
All done, honā.
Thanks.
Great, here, Iāll take that for ya.
Youāre not crazy enough to stick around when itās so nice outside, right? The weatherās finally clearinā up.
Oh, sorry, I got distracted writinā, you want me to help you clear away?
No worries, darlinā. Pfft, no, otherwise what would they pay me for? Here, lemme get that for ya.
Whatcha workinā on?
Yāstill workinā on that, or can I clear your plate?
Shrader Agnes Gallagher | 21 | Outsider | Student Athlete & Writer | TAKEN | OC | FC: Jennifer Lawrence
āYou lock the door on me, I lock the door on you. Aināt nobody come to save my ass.āĀ
Franklin. Fucking Franklin. F-Town. Anyway you say it, spell it, hear it, mouth it, spit it, it sounds the same. To the Gallagherās, it always sounded like home. They were never very well-to-do. Just didnāt happen for them. The Gallagher family had never left Tennessee and probably never would. A family raising their children with the moral compasses of diehard Christians among the flocks of Christians of TN, ārepent and serve penance,ā āalert the church eldersā and all that. Something went wrong when they started having childrenāthat is, their daughters were quickly too smart for their own good. Shrader, Dolly, and Camella (call her āCammie,ā please). Three girls, all blonde, all strong personalities, all too big for the confinements of small town life. Shrader grew up as the athletic of the family, and the writer. This balanced well with Dollyās interest in music and Cammieās talkative tendencies. The eldest Gallagher loved sport, and she loved readingāmost of both was basketball and that e. e. cummings guy. In her spare moments she either had a basketball or a book in her hands. She had a few friends. There was that boy from the football team, Terry, who liked to discuss poetry behind the Burger King. And Alfred, she gave the math quiz answers to him. Mario would play one-on-one with her in the church parking lot anytime she wanted. It was a good childhood, until she started to lose faith in the God her parents so dutifully constructed for them. It started mostly at night, when she would come home from practice and find her house filled with strangers. Tall men, fat women, big-headed blacks and skinny-ass whites. āLiving in the outskirts of town, Shay,ā her father would say, swirling the whiskey around in his glass and huffing a breath of the smoking bud between his fingers, āmakes you realize some things.ā What things? she would ask. He would reply, āThat no matter what you try, aināt nobody come to save your ass.ā He was a reverend. Well, used to be. When Momma started showing bruises on her face was when Shrader knew their lives together were changing. The tables, chairs, floor would be littered in liquor bottles and loose change by morning. She would lock her sisters up in their rooms and wait it out until daylight. At night, when it would get bad, men would pull her aside and ask her what she was doing there. Say they saw her picture in the paper, and why was a famous basketball player in a place like that? Sheād reply that she lived there. Then they would leave her alone. Cammie was too little to realize when their father had gone and didnāt come back, and Shrader hasnāt brought it up. Shrader stuck to her studies and basketball and made it through high school with flying colors. She was a tristate record, scoring over 20 points in under 7 minutes in her freshman semifinal game. Her writing was published in the school newspaper each semester. And she used the money from her two jobs at the diner and the paper to pay for notebooks for herself, new clothes for her sisters. Her athletic prowess earned her a scholarship to the only college she knew she could afford to go toāthe one on the other end of town. So she took it. Basketball, the newspaper, and her family. What else could she want?
Personality Traits & Key Details: ⢠Maternal ⢠Stubborn ⢠Loyal ā>Ā Shrader is heterosexual, and she is a virgin. ā> Shrader is a reflective extrovert, who likes to joke around but knows how to drop into serious conversation. Her sisters are the most important things in her life, and anybody who threatens the system theyāve got going better watch out, because the tomboyish, motherly wrath of Shrader is a force to be reckoned with. ā> She has no intention of leaving Franklin without her sisters, and plans to raise them until theyāre both 18. This has forced her to be strong against following in her drunken motherās footsteps, though sometimes she finds herself tempted when the goings get tough. Connections: - OPEN -
All of your Flaws, and All of my Flaws || Shay&Billy
B: He wanted to stop crying. Wanted to stop feeling so... weak. Vulnerability was something Billy despised in himself. He trusted Shrader more than anyone, and knew that he would be okay breaking down in front of her, but that didn't stop him from hating himself for it. Hearing her words, he knew that she spoke in truth. She wished his mother back, just as much as he wished he could give her the parents she deserved. "I miss her. I miss her and she's slipping away from me. I can feel it." He covered his eyes with one of his hands, letting it steal the tears away from his cheeks. "Her voice. It's not clear anymore." He would always know the sound of his mother's voice, but it was getting harder to hear it in his head now.
S: His words sent her into a panic that she tried desperately to keep inside. He was never this...broken. Least of all in front of her. She imagined he often did this by himself, in the privacy of his bedroom, into his pillow so that not even he could hear the full thrashing of his tears. Expelling one short, heavy breath to try to rid herself of the tears she felt falling down her face, she clung to him, wishing him peace and comfort that she knew she couldn't give him. She wanted him to feel good about life again, to be hopeful, to love himself. But she couldn't do that. She couldn't make it happen. "No," she breathed out with passion, shaking her head. "No, she's never going to leave you. The people we love don't just leave, Billy. Never. She's here, she's with you, she's always with you." Then he mentioned her voice and she burrowed her face in his shoulder. She remembered feeling the forgetfulness--knowing that she was losing the sound of her mother reading her favorite book as a child. Read the red one, Mommy. Read the red one. Over and over and over. Shrader wanted to shatter but forced herself to stay strong, for him. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, I love you. I love you and I wish that was enough."
Simple [Shrader/Open]
S: She had just gotten done giving the math test answers to Terry by the time it turned darker, colder, and she started to mount her bike beside the diner. She thought about going inside to see if Billy was working, but decided it might be better for him to be able to concentrate at work for once. He already had a lot on his plate. Likewise, she had a lot on her mind. She replayed last night over and over again in her head: her father breaking a glass against the wall and taking a swing at her face when she tried to steer him away from the girls, her mother bringing a fat john into the bedroom, Duval throwing his hands up her shirt and tugging on her hair while he kissed her, going to bed with one sister tucked under each arm, waking up with them practically laying on top of her and snuggled up tight. It was fine. They got through it. Now it was time to go back, make sure the girls were all right, and then ride across town to campus so she could make her morning class tomorrow. As she mounted the bike, a voice made her stop and pick her head up.
No sleep last night, thanks to the people having sex in the room next mine.
Gross. Been there.
You know what works really well? Cotton balls in your ears.
Okay the writing, Iāll give you.
Youāre too sweet.
Seriously, your voice is cosmically unfair.
You and I have very different ideas on what relieves stress.Ā
Exercise. Writing. Uhh. That's about it for me.
But that's only because I don't have your golden pipes.
When would that ever be a good idea?
When I'm stressed and need to work out? :/
Kind of maybe screamed as I tried to sit up in bed this morning. Maybe 200 burpees wasn't such a good idea.
Like you said, thatās all that matters. Well, hereās to being happy.
To being happy.
Um, okay. Confused, but okay.
It's fine. You don't have to get it. He and I get it and that's all that matters at this point. He makes me happy.
So do you really like this guy then?
Not in the conventional sense, I don't think. I don't know. I don't think so. I mean, yes, I really like him. But not in the way you think.
Yeah, Iām kinda enjoying it myself.
Amazing what another person can do for you without them even really knowing.
Yeah, I...I guess he doesn't know. But that's okay. He knows how I feel otherwise.