here comes the nighttime.
Annika had forgotten what it was like, the ability to stop and enjoy life rather than constantly be thrown into the fast-lane. Each city that she attended knew her name, they fawned over her looks and spoke in chatters about her personal life. Never to her, always to one another. She had grown accustomed to being an outsider in a place where people wanted to delve deep inside of her life and act as though they'd prefer to know her personally. It was nothing to take to heart, she learned to take what she could get and ignore the rest. So, she smiled when they spoke to her and laughed along with their jokes, whether or not she actually found them to be humorous. Not any people were able to see a genuine smile or laugh from the young woman, though most were easily fooled by the mask that she had practiced each morning in the mirror and only took off at night to fall asleep in her much too large bed. Her own family didn't know her anymore, not really. She barely spoke to her siblings, her mother only spoke to her to talk to her about a photoshoot or ask if she had gotten a particular film deal. Acting, modeling, if it could pay a bill, it was important to senora Montaya. Otherwise, it wasn't anything worth holding a conversation over.
Her old hometown was a strange place to find herself. It had been a stop along the way, as she ventured to a few cities over to work on a photoshoot that she had in roughly two weeks. Curiosity had taken hold of her as she wondered if any of her old friends would still be there. Her family had since relocated, but she wasn't particularly interested in seeing them anyhow. It would only mean more fake laughter, insincere smiles and love that just lacked. She was instead locked in a hope that maybe, just perhaps, she would run into high school friends, people who knew her as someone else. As a person who enjoyed dancing around in the hallways to no music in particular, as the girl who fell down a single stair and still managed to fracture her ankle. Not as a familiar beauty but as someone who could equate to them. She supposed it was much too much to ask for, maybe a little too poetic and highly pretentious but she had already decided not to tell anyone her real reason for having sought out the old town.
She had moved away for college. It was then that she had been discovered for modeling and eventually a little while later, for acting. While she hadn't played a leading woman or even a leading male's love interest just yet, she supposed the time would come soon enough. Her agent was working on something great, something that she wasn't even in the 'know' about. Acting and modeling were vastly different, albeit most might not think of it that way. She preferred to see it as art, a type that people could enjoy without ever having to be too terribly interested in. She sighed, her mind echoed how pretentious she could be and reminded herself to act like herself when she ran into anyone.
It was early on a Wednesday morning. Not particularly cold, but she still donned a fashionable jacket and a scarf that kept her warm enough as she pulled open a coffee shop door. She pulled her wayfarer sunglasses off of her face as soon as she entered the old, too familiar place. The smell was the same, of fresh baked muffins and the beautiful, absolutely wonderful smell of coffee. As soon as she stood in the small line of three people in front of her, she craved for her favorite French vanilla cup. She pulled her wallet out of the purse slung across her body and pulled out a crisp five dollar bill as the line moved ever so slightly. She caught a glimpse of the woman in front of her and without a single thought, tapped her arm gently. A smile tugged on her lips as she greeted her, "Well, aren't you a sight for sore eyes." A terrible introduction, she sighed. "You know what, I never was good with being smooth."









