Sep 13, 2022
horroksesta huolimatta / despite the hibernation
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horroksesta huolimatta / despite the hibernation
when the meds that are supposed to dry up your period so iron won't escape from your body so fast also scorch your stomach linings
eyesore
learning things is hard. add to that a pair of super clumsy hands, a very limited ability to concentrate, difficulties staying motivated and a low self esteem, and it’s even harder 💀💀💀
sometimes i hate seeing others live the happy life i can’t live. sometimes i see people who have what my whole heart aches to have, and it makes me bitter and angry. i am happy that people experience happiness, and i know that the happiness of others isn’t taking anything away from me. still, every once in a while, i can’t stop the wave of envy that hits me with no mercy.
i don’t want to take the happiness away from the people who have worked their asses off to be where they are now and who keep going on despite all of the hardships they face - i want them to be happy. i want them to live the life they’ve built with blood, sweat and tears.
i just want it for myself too. i need it. i’m tired of my life like this. i’m tired of pain.
Silvia the Masked auntie with her trusted shotgun Jolene.